i hate being alone. seeing couples and seeing people post whatever flirty shit someone has said to them makes me want to kill myself. i havent had a friend irl in like 5 years and even online i only have 2. no-one has ever seriously liked me. i dont know how people like me do it. im weird, boring, offputting, ugly and everything in between. im just miserable. thats all i am. im unhappy. nobody wants that negativity in their life. i know it sounds corny but its just so painful. i want to have someone who loves me and who i can love back. i want love and affection.

Have you considered ending your life, but like, actually doing it?

>>40182990
yes

>>40182985 (OP)
I’m sorry you’re feeling that way anon. I love you.

>>40182985 (OP)
I can talk to you but not date you. I dont mind negativity I even prefer it honestly. Up to you if just talking to someone online would be helpful to you, I like weird people.

>>40182985 (OP)
i loved you. in my own fucked up way. i'm sorry it wasn't pure until it was too late.