Thread 40184754

>be me, babytrans hon mtf 21, (i just like women)
>mostly a top, also super short
>gave up on online dating, its too hard
>installs a couple dating app/friend apps
>expects my dating pool to just be other babytranners and twinks
>passoid messages me
>we hit it off really well, literally call nonstop
>we've cried together, vented together, appreciated each other
>"is there anything you haven't done yet, anon?" she asks
>gives her an excel sheet worth of things i havent done yet, even basic shit
>"how about this friday, anon?" in the most shameless tone ever
>im horrified (but in love)
>shes so much taller than me, mogs me in every goddamn way, and tells me she loves me

what the actual fuck do I do? i'm open to having sex with her, but i love her a lot and i just dont want her to think thats what im in the relationship for. i am so below her league and expected to at least be a few years on hrt before i can interest cute t4t gals. she knows im a tranlet, what i look like and everything.. regardless, PLEASE tell me what are some things i should and should NOT do. if this was just any hookup, i wouldn't care too much about performing well. this is a woman i legit want to be with forever.

I don't understand where is the problem here. Just be happy with her and stop being retarded.

>>40184754 (OP)
>i'm open to having sex with her, but i love her a lot and i just dont want her to think thats what im in the relationship for.
literally tell her this. haven’t you heard about the importance of communication in a relationship? if you’re worried about her misunderstanding your intentions you should let her know

>>40184805
i tend to overthink shit a lot

>>40184870
i have. i am really transparent about my feelings. i told her that i am in love with her and i wouldn't lose interest just because we didn't have sex on the first date. i know im ready but she keeps talking about 'pleasing me'. im not a selfish person. i'd like for her to enjoy it as well

>>40184754 (OP)
Can we see the list? Please

My pet peeve with list makers is when they dont share their lists with me.
Like just tell me omg

>>40184754 (OP)
happy for you *puts tarps on wall*