I'm just straight up admitting to people that I have crippling gender dysphoria that I treat by self medicating with alcohol and painkiller and that I have zero intention of transitioning at all. People look so scared when you do this and my coworkers hate talking to me now because it's all ill talk about to them but its making me feel invulnerable like Matt Damon in Contagion I cannot be fuckin stopped. I walk I go where I please none will stop me I am repping repping and I say that I will never transition.

I'm manmoding and no one knows

>>40185143 (OP)
Might be the most based post I've read on this board honestly

>>40185155
im manmoding and people know but nobody feels comfortable enough to say anything

>>40185143 (OP)
take your HRT, retard

>>40185185
then you're not manmoding
>>40185191
okay groomer

>>40185155
>I’m not transitioning but no one can tell
riveting

>retelling the same old story over and over again in different settings and with different copes
https://www.avitale.com/essays-details/?name=the-gender-variant-phenomenon--a-developmental-review-5

>>40185143 (OP)
honestly good trans optics your low quality of life and obvious mental illness may convince some people on the fence that being trans isnt a choice, and its not something people do flippantly

>>40185143 (OP)
i treat mine with hrt, alcohol, weed, unsafe sex and self harm.

>>40185198
manmoders take hrt

>>40185191
I feel like if I gave a shit I would take hrt but I don't care anymore which is why I'm doing this instead. I find it amusing which is why I do it
>>40185204
My life still good, I can still turn up functonal enough to my job that they want me the re

>>40185283
>I don't actually care, that's why I whine and cry to anyone who will listen!
>heh, owned that tranny
lmao

>>40185290
But I truly don't care tho. It's just a jape a jest for me to do it

>>40185234
So what?

>>40185475
thats transitioning

>>40185143 (OP)
>repper
>everyone knows they're dysphoric
well done you have found a way to rep without repping.

>>40185496
It isn’t.
That’s like saying sitting in the parking lot with your engine on is driving.

>>40185579
>medically transitioning
>this isnt transitioning
if i girlmode no hrt can i be trans then?

>>40185767
Yes. As long as you’re taking permanent steps to pass better. Transitioning is a verb

>>40185839
im transitioning my endocrine system to estrogen dominate from testosterone dominate

>>40185876
I’m transitioning my foot into your ass

>>40185915
im transitioning my gock to erect