How the fuck do I deal with suddenly finding out that no one, not even people I thought were my friends actually liked me. Why does this keep happening to me

>>40185561 (OP)
Was I really just a joke to laugh at the whole time. Why can't I ever be anything else

Ill be your friend

That's how people behave, they are selfish and will never think of anyone else before them, that is why you are special, you broke out of the programming, just be glad you are not stuck like them.

>>40185611
No you won't you'll just lie to me also

>>40185672
No that's not how it's supposed to work it's not even selfishness it's just that everyone always just pretends to like me. Idk why probably just to make fun of me

>>40185696
They collect friends, everyone has a social value, depending on how they want to be seen they pick people from the crowd, whatever their intentions are it's always to make themselves look better.

>>40185561 (OP)
>Why does this keep happening to me
Probably because you have somekind of mental illness (other than being a tranny), and normal people dont like to interact with retards

>>40185751
So what was learning to mask just absolutely worthless?

>>40185561 (OP)
If it really does "always" happen to you, then its a YOU problem, If your personality sucks, people will eventually make it a point to Not talk to you. If people, ALL the people blatantly make it a point to NEVER let you be in there space. It is in fact your personality.

>>40185561 (OP)
Are you too good for chasers?

>>40185980
I know that but idk how to fix it.

>>40185561 (OP)
what games do you play? maybe we can play some if we share some same games, yeah i wont be your friend but i can be a gaming buddy.

my discord is @eetuthescrub

>>40186034
Kek!! this got me laughing for realz though, ha ha, because its soooo truuuuuuu.

>>40186251
Learn how to apply the golden rule when interacting with people, like on a deeper level, Then remember the goal is to communicate information, a lot of the time people can speak the same language and STILL not get there message across, then learn to identify people who are hell bent on being self-absorbed, (people like yourself) Learn to find a way so you see that in them then grasp to yourself that until they get it, kind'a like its dawning on you now for what ever reason, YOU CANT HELP THEM. Then don't beat yourself up about things you don't know, ( unless your hurting others, then kys) But if you did in fact reach that epiphany, Its gonna be heavy to grasp all the wrong you've done. It also comes with maturing.

>>40185561 (OP)
Get a psychopath friend? Would also just pretend to like you but they’re really good at pretending!

>>40186034
I don't think so no

>>40186414
I don't think I am too self-absorbed really just want actual lasting friendships, I hope that's not too high of an ask. And I definitely don't hurt other people.

>>40185902

>learning to mask

Nta but if you are a liar (deceiver, same thing) you got what you deserve and maybe next time you will sit with your loneliness and the natural time it takes for you to get a friend with your upfront personality rather than delay the inevitable.

>>40187247
But that's what's been taught to me from when I was like 6. I thought I had to do that to be accepted. Even then it's so ingrained at this point that I can't turn it off anymore

>>40187626

You say this but you were also taught at some point that lying is usually hurtful, and weak. I don't believe in free will but you cannot use the past to excuse your current behavior if you want to hold yourself to a higher standard. Choose not to lie. Not only is it the right thing to do whether others appreciate it or not, it makes you less reliant on others.

If you aren't genuinely interested in any of the benefits I just laid out you are doomed and this convo is a waste of time.

>>40185561 (OP)
Drop ur Disc by ill come love you forever and ever as long as you tell me im pretty now and then. ;D

>>40185561 (OP)
my discord is jamboreen, we can be friends!

>>40187247
There is nothing wrong with trying not to behave like a retarded autist

>>40185561 (OP)
because youre gross bro

>>40189094

Of course there is. You can't do it forever and you will feel inauthentic, unsatisfied, if that is what you are. Changing is fine. Masking is not. And if society says it is, then it's society that is wrong. You are such a slave to shame that you think freedom is bad. Just because you can't have it, doesn't mean it's bad. And I would like it if you kept your negativity to yourself where it can only rot you. Thanks.

>>40185561 (OP)
Funger hell yeah

>>40189021
you are so so so desperate