>be me, 20
>suicidal nolife boymoder virgin, look disgusting, will never pass, will never be happy
>try to kill myself (can't buy a gun anymore so i have to get creative)
>fail, end up in the hospital, then the psych ward
>schizo fucks, methheads and
>only one woman, get attached very quickly
>we play go fish most days and she helps me remember where im going whenever i get lost (brain fog)
>the first person who has ever been nice to me in person
>i tell her im sorry for being so needy
>she doesn't get upset
>i tell her im a disgusting male who needs to be a woman to be happy
>she tells me about diy and voice training, says i probably won't pass for a long time but it's still better than trying to kill myself every year
>she leaves the day before I'm scheduled to be discharged
>spiral, get extended another couple days.
>without her im nothing, what's the point in doing anything there's no other people who could ever be nice to me
>mfw i actually like someone enough to miss them
>mfw i feel worse

>>40190528 (OP)
>meets a girl
>she teaches you about diy and voice training
just say tranny
literally always a chore to visualize.

>>40190584
Did I call her a tranny? No. Therefore, real woman.

I should have clarified that but "woman" and "real woman" are the same thing.