>>40207114 (OP)>Without social pressures, people will naturally gravitate away from you This is why I have made myself invaluable to my colleagues by overworking myself to death. I'm still on thin ice because people are uncomfortable with me. But hey, they literally can't find anyone who can do what I do for what they're willing to pay. They can't get rid of me.
The only people who still regularly talk to me are people who I've slept with in the past and these american guys who feel guilty for ostracising me from the group chat a few years back.
Got a small handful of friends and a wonderful lover. Life is ok. Definitely real though. If I was down with integrating with the local queer community I'm sure I'd be more of a socialite but that would be far too much drama and far too many polyamarous transbians to reject and disappoint and far too many theyfabs to be disgusted by my slight deviation from their standards of purity.
