Thread 40211524

Caturday edition
old >>40199935

QOTT: Are you a good man? Does anyone ever literally just walk up to you and tell you that, maybe even repeat it or emphasize the "man" part?

>>40211524 (OP)
people don't need to emphasize the man part because i'm clearly a man

people like to say I'm tall

>>40211524 (OP)
"Fatty fatty, two by four. Couldn't fit through the bathroom door."
This is what I heard my mom saying to herself this morning. She's gotten insecure lately because she's been getting fat. (I still live with them and they don't know I'm on HRT).
>QOTT
No one ever walks up to me and says that.

I just wish people would stop staring at me so much and or for so long

>>40211524 (OP)
>answering my own QOTT I posted to vent my trauma
literally yes, multiple times, always older people like gen x or boomers

>>40211709
haha

What if the first trans president is a manmoder? And it's a scandal when it's revealed that the president is caught taking HRT or wearing a binder?

>>40211524 (OP)
Yea
I’m a good boy even

FACT: MI6 Saudi Arabia Obama CIA Israel Mossad drone strike mass murderer
FACT: Nazi Germany FBI NSA DHS command control
FACT: mass surveillance war satellites
FACT: nuclear bombs chemical weapons biological warfare
FACT: Swiss fascist gold World Bank IMF

palantir shocktroopers are en route to your shota gooncave

Italian fascism finally revealed
Vatican secure archives secret documents
destroy evidence
missiles rape continents

>>40211820
behead all traitors. Satanic manmoder presidents drink the blood of children. God commands us to cut them in pieces and burn the pieces. Barack H. 666 assassins. ready the firing squads

we must lynch the mandemons to save the shotas. the final call the final war the antichrist in temple desecrated. we made it. this is it. the end. i hate it. they will get you. in a test tube

the thought of me killing myself then the police being called and EMTs picking up pieces of my brains and then my parents being forever traumatized by their son killing themselves is disturbing

Anyone else been girlmoding?

I got mogged four times today. Three passoids and a twinkhon. One passoid a few years older than me, One passoid in her 40s, One passoid younger than me. The twinkhon was about my age. With FFS I *might* look alright and be sort of on par with them. AND they noticed my skin despite my short hair. and basically the only people who look at me in the way I need straight men to look at me are college aged straight women. i wish i was an evil straight male pervert and could enjoy this but it just makes me feel weird… WHATEVER ts that xo moder lif3

>>40212155
height?

>>40212140
mogger

so do SSRIs work? I want to know if they're worth the effort

>>40212140
idk but I get stared at and catcalled all the time does that count

>>40212140
this nigga has a singular facial expression

>>40211524 (OP)
my mom tells me i'm a handsome young man (i am 35 years old)

>>40212228
I don't get stared at or catcalled even though i'm 6'2 and wear platform shoes what does that mean?

>>40212163
5’8

>>40212558
it means you should get a gf

ssris no but opiates yesa

why it got to end like this?

shit outta luck!

>>40212686
What?

>>40212982
can you stop being antisemitic

>>40213043
>can you stop being antisemitic
i wish
i really miss singing along with Aba Ima not knowing the true meaning behind the lyrics

i shouldn't dox myself but i made a rainbow colored website with they them pronouns full of Israeli dances back in the day
and honestly, i feel like antisemitism is increasing
people telling me i hit the joint a little too Jewishly ;-; like what does that even mean, bruv? you can have it back but you seemed busy and i just didn't want it to go out or something

>>40212140
faggot, NO!
... nice leggy-weggies, thoughbeit

>>40212216
sometimes, some SSRIs they work somewhat on slme people

I'M A HON!

thats someones hon!

>>40213182
and I don't mean the frequent flyer kind ;((((

gonna book a consultation with Facialteam these days... this is unsustainable

>>40213134
Are you telling me people discriminate against a race which does genocide? Wow that’s crazy i feel so bad for you

>>40212678
kys

is this methy's cousin?
>>40212048

>>40213456
What did i do

>>40213513
you're small!

>>40213562
5'8 is not small lol

I'm 6'2

>>40213745
can we date i want a tall girlfriend

>>40213767
I'm not into women sorry

what do (You) consider tall and how tall are you?
> 6’1(185cm), 6’(183)cm

im 5'4

why are you here kid?

I don't date anyone below 5'5

i grew up here. my mom posts here sometimes

is chudette your mom?

uh no. polaris is

shes my mom and terje is my dad. im the mtf terje

im like a cis larry

Shakshuka is so good bros, I wish Turkey was real

im gay and turkey will be abolished biji kurdistan

>>40214012
goated

my fav cuisine?
______
no i dont like that
looking in the mirror is a drug atp
hate it in the morning
cant stop at night

it feels like god

anyone else adam sandler mode?

>>40214452
unfunny and kinda racist?

>>40213799
5'7" and up is abnormally tall for a woman here I think.
I'm 5'9.5" (176.5 cm).
Luckily being abnormally tall isn't necessarily a deal breaker, but it does make you stand out.

>>40214459
i was going for man child who dresses like shit

>>40214459
don't you dare shittalk the sandman

alright here's the deal, i'm gonna park my car on one side of a chain link fence and stand on the other. then i'll tie a rope around my penis and stick my dick through the fence. i will give you $20 to tie the other end of the rope to the hitch of the car and then gun it as fast as you can.

going to loudly rant about facial hair to my parents and maybe they'll suggest paying for electrolysis

>>40214950
Stop keylogging me

>>40214950
> financially supportive parents aah moment

>>40211524 (OP)
yea I got the 'you're such a handsome young man' thing from my grandma today. I just hugged her and said thank you bc I'm low key a shit grandson and I want to be appreciative.

>>40215050
what does this mean

sigh

i dont have very many pre hrt photos to compare how much my face has changed and that makes me a little sad

>>40211524 (OP)
QOTT Idk people gender me all types of ways
The uglier the girl the more aggressive they are with calling me a manly dude even tho i am obviously lgbt

go, and zyn no more

>>40215366
So fucking true

>>40215084
lol no they don't pay for any tranny shit + they don't know I'm a troon

I wish I could kill myself...

i can be a good hon but that doesnt make me one of the good hons

i look like varg vikernes with c cups

my injection site from yesterday is reddish i think i will see somebody tomorrow

my mom keeps telling me i look like this guy from the partridge family

>>40215849
who is this cuuuuute lesbian and how tiiiiight is her... her... ugh OH YES

>>40215828
Might not be any issue, if u are pale it shows up easier

what is the height cutoff where i should consider killing myself

has anyone used grindr just for like making out

I wish I wasn't 6'2

i wish i wasn't 6'4"

>>40216355
>>40216364
t. 5'6 passoids

i wish i were a cute twinkhon
instead i'm just an ugly hontwink

I hate being a bindy boi

>>40216554
stop binding and become a booby boi

>>40216590
that is not going to happen

>>40216595
if you prefer you can butch it up to "breasty man"

>>40216607
it's not socially acceptable to be a man with C cups

>clip interrogator refuses to gender me even with a buzz cut
grrr

>>40216617
say you have a condition. we're still men

>>40216662
the realest men some would say

>>40216462
This is so real, and sad

>>40216691
perhaps manmoders are the only real men left.

i need a fucking job bro

stop making fun of me

im dying

>>40216803
is it blissful?

>>40216785
>card keys?

give me money

we're so back

what if we passed an amendment not to let women be supreme court justices and started calling it SCROTUS

>>40216812
no im bored. i was bored when i was being raped. i was bored when i broke my femur. i was bored when i cut myself. i was bored on drugs. i was bored crashing into the river. i was bored honmoding. i was bored repressing. i was bored growing up. im bored posting. youre bored reading. i was bored losing my virginity. i was bored starting estrogen. i was bored shaving my head. i was bored on a mountain. i was bored in the sea. i was bored in caves and mansions and opera houses. i’m so bored and i don’t think im dying

>>40216856
how can you die when youre too bored to die

im tryna have sex with this nigga

im low iq and hit the wall

i wish i had a girlfriend, or at least a really ratty bisexual boyfriend

i wish i had a friend

My midface ratio is 1.7

damn this thraed is filled with fakemoders

i wish i was a little bit taller

somebody say sometbing disgusting stop making fun og ME

Fuck you fuck you FUCK YOU

im haunting (you)r dreams tonight

an important reminder.

>>40212140
where are you from

>>40216926
i hate mechatok so much, everything DG does with him sucks dick. people need to stop indulging ecco's sissy feminization fantasies and tell him to make some fuckin music

this man asks you to use she/her pronouns for him. how do you respond without making him violent?

show me the face of a trvemoder

>>40217018
(me)

why is it that every night when it gets late i start craving physical affection and touch to the point where i feel a pain in my chest and stomach because i know i can't ever have what i want. i need cry into someone

what if zyn but with cocaine?

>>40215944
None, i'm 6'2 and pass
>>40215849
My mother once told me i look like fucking Copernicus
>>40216937
Württemberg

Do manmoders ever try having sex with men?

i have had sex with 14 men

>>40211882
you shouldn’t kys cause you’ll miss out on chippin in circa 2077

>talking with mom about how I don't want to meet some people I know irl
>she says I've changed a lot and they might not even recognise me
what did she mean by this

>>40218265
You must have smoother skon and longer hair and bangs and you probably always wear hoodies now, so they wouldn't recognize you.

I have a substack now (no I won't post a link). It's honestly kinda nice... low effort, no programming necessary and I'm not cucked to the social media tech conglomerates.
E-Mail lists are the superior way to reach people.

I kissed a girl and i liked it :3

morning moders

>>40219266
What were the circumstances? I feel like it would be dishonest to date a woman while secretly being on HRT, which is why I'll never do it.

>>40219578
mornin' faggot

>>40219642
OwO

>>40219625
Lmao u cant date women and not be out to them its impossible

Was repetitively told by all my female friends and family that i am the "only good man they know" or something similar. Surprise bitches

>>40219654
Oh, so you tell them you're a manmoder?

>>40219672
?
Desu i was just posting the song lyric
But my gf is a tranny
Yes if you want to date anyone u are gonna tell them u are a tranny at some point…

>>40219666
got that a lot as a repper which is wild because i didnt shave or cut my hair so i ended up looking like a homeless person for like 5 years or so

>>40219700
I guess that makes sense. I just can't imagine anyone would want to date an actual manmoder. Straight women would be disappointed. Lesbians wouldn't be attracted in the first place. And this applies to men, too.

>>40219740
Idk find an ftm without top surgery, problem solved

>>40219625
>would be dishonest to date a woman while secretly being on HRT
why are you such a stuck up faggot

>>40219773
Well if you started dating a woman, and it later turns out you either can't or don't want to get it up and fuck her, and you're growing breasts, and you eventually plan on transitioning to female, then that destroys the premise of your relationship if it was supposed to be a long term relationship and you guys would fuck and get married and you'd be her big man and everything. It's going to come out eventually that you're on HRT and it'll result in a messy breakup because it was a waste of time.

just date a bi girl

dating cishets is cringe

>>40220104
Are u even lgbt kek

>>40220190
Are you saying I'm not lgbt because I'm not going to date straight women as a manmoder? Because like I said, I don't want to fuck her and probably won't be able to after penile atrophy.

>>40220104
then date another trans woman, problem solved

pegging manmoders >>>>>

>>40220336
Why do you think trans women are so much more likely to want to date manmoders?

>>40220334
No, i am asking if u are lgbt
Because in the discussion of dating women you keep referring to cis heterosexual women, indicating you see yourself as a cis heterosexual man
Another indicator that u aren’t lgbt is u insinuate manmoding includes hiding hrt from your partner

>>40220336
trans girls hate manmoders

>>40220357
ashamed manmoders are valid

>>40220371
Shame is healthy to an extent
Is why most of us don’t hon mode
But being completely repressed and closeted in 2025 is plain stupid especially if u live in the first world

>>40220357
>you keep referring to cis heterosexual women
I did not.
I referred to straight women and lesbian women. You just think that means cis women. Straight women attracted to you as a man will be disappointed and lesbian women won't be attracted in the first place as a manmoder.
>Another indicator that u aren’t lgbt is u insinuate manmoding includes hiding hrt from your partner
I can't imagine anyone would want to date a manmoder who had it on the dating profile is why. I'm not advocating for hiding it, which is why I said it seems dishonest.
>>40220380
Are you just a womanmoder then?

>>40220391
Typos:
>women won't be attracted in the first place as a manmoder.
women won't be attracted to you in the first place as a manmoder.
>on the dating profile
on their dating profile

>>40220355
>>40220364
?? so you two are not even on hrt

>>40220417
ur legitimately retarded

>>40220417
Why do you think I'm not on HRT? Because I am.

>>40220391
>>40220399
Maybe u live in the country side but in ubran metropolis type areas there are plenty of bisexual women willing to date trannies or men with tits
>womanmoder
I guess i am a hon moder but i use he/him pronoun and refer to myself as a guy

my wife and family know im a tranny but i manmode in public. fwiw im not a fakemoder and i dont hon it up

>>40220437
>Maybe u live in the country side but in ubran metropolis type areas there are plenty of bisexual women willing to date trannies or men with tits
I guess that makes sense; how would you meet them? I'm not in the countryside.

>>40220494
Probably meet them through queer hook up app or irl in queer spaces

I’m not human

okay there dazai

>>40220344
need tbdesu

how do I fix myself

>>40220997
try ketamine overdose

you'll niggaz will nevr no a trvmvdvr's torment ....... .......

anyone keep leaking pre for a long time after gooning their mlit (manmoder clit)?

>>40220579
hey that's my line, you human being >:(

I NEED TO GOON MY CLITTY
OR I MIGHT DIE
(i put in my prostate massager and put a vibrator to my clitty yesterday)
T_T!!! my clitty is THROBBING
my pspot is PULSATING
!

>ffs surgeon tells me to give up
>give up
>feel sick and tired constantly because my t hasn't returned after 4 months

>>40222867
take your HRT and stop dooming, retard, they didn't actually tell you to give up

I LOVE BEING FAKE TRAN MANMODER HRT MALE TOCD ROGD AGP!!!!!!
>BUT BUT YOU ARENT THOSE THING THEYBA RE REAL
i am taking hrt for no reason then and should stop but I cant haha
I dont stop haha
SUNKEN COST FALLACY TROON!

I AM LOSING IT
hahahahhahahahahahahahahhahahaha
0 CHANGES ON HRT JUST FAT AND SOME NIPPLE TISSUE

>>40223349
>they didn't actually tell you to give up
And you know this how?
My ffs having friends all lashed out at me when I told them how the consult went, nobody tried to think about how I felt in that moment only how it presumably made them feel uncomfortable...

>hrt anniversary has no meaning because I did it randomly one day when I could manage between my work
>name is just my deadname feminised
>Trans people all see me as a real man and have a hard times looking at me or talking to me and secretly hate me deeply gif being an old faketrans hon
>wat all my money instead of doing stuff I enjoy, or paying off my debts. No money left to troon
>reverse dysphoria from feeling like a moid trooning not a woman trapped in a man’s body but just a moid.
>literally tocd rogd 29 yo moid trooning for 2 years for no reason
>literally only know about trannies after I came to this board 5,5 years ago no gd before thag no troon brain no female soul
> literally just wanted to goon
>literally a gooner since 14 gooning to weird tranny shit and agp crap like furry fetish feminization and other disgusting mef shit
I will never be a woman :)
I’m ok! It’s fine
My head is dying
I’m
Dying

It is ok because if I die nobody will remember me and my gender will always be male on record and none of so called friend love me anyway and I’m not female so I am constantly lying to every anyway :)
I’m a man! Idk! Sorry

>>40224222
checked and same but i'm bald

I’m stopping hrt today was the last time I inject

see you mext week

>>40224446
After 4 months myself I don't know that I'd recommend it unless you're planning on full detrans, otherwise you're only punishing yourself.
If you're detransitioning though I can say it's pretty relieving to not have to be trans but youll receive a lot of backlash.

>>40224546
Nobody will be hurt by me ghosting :)
It’s not like me ghosting my friends last year made me have intense impostor syndrome when around them cayse I couldn’t be genuine with anyone but I get why now
They are trans abd I’m not :)
I’m ok! It will be fine. They are t part of my life so I ca just go bdcmnto bring mskez its like I never left!!!
Anyway goodbyye!!!

>>40224666
i am ALSO ghosting my friends. notifications off and i never see them anyways idk why at this point im just too far in to quit now

don't do it faggot

>>40224546
start taking your HRT again, retard

>>40223465
Kill urself faggot

I hate being 6'2

I love pretending to be Denji and a normal guy with an eboy aesthetic while wearing m65 jackets

do you think my eyebrows would grow in thicker if i shaved them?

when are they gonna use 3D printing to invent an indestructible artificial liver?

im an ugly ugly male

despite my short hair I am paranoid that other people can tell I'm a troon

my breasts are very very visibly

Im awful

how big is your gock, mmg?

>>40228448
we have man cocks. and it’s 3 inches.

>>40228448
i have to tape it to my ankle to keep it from flopping around too much in my pants

I look too feminine I really just want to look like an anime twink

>>40228448
a gentleman's 4.5

>>40228448
3x3

I wish I was trutrans and didn’t take hrt for nothing and had internal female soul instead of being 1000% male since conception :(

i’m playing umamusume

>>40228809
same
>can only win with sakura
iwnbagt

>>40228840
i pulled opera overlord in a free pull i love this chuunibyou

I can’t enjoy video games anymore

>>40227405
stfu anon you know nothing about my situation. I was told to give up and after nearly a decade of no support from anyone I made the decision to listen to that advice.
Maybe you don't need support to do these things but I do.

>>40228448
it used to be over nine inches... now it's like seven, maybe a bit more

I love having it small cayse I’m mef uwu

how to fix tiny wrist with ginormous male hands

>>40229744
do lots of deadlifts, wrist curls and farmers carries so you develop ginormous male wrists to match your ginormous male hands. maybe wear a big chunky watch, too.

>>40228448
2” perpetually soft

Hrt doesn’t do shit to a male body

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>>40228448
5 in
>>40229209
calling bs on grandma packing schmeat

I want to have sex with a man who smells like a woman! For palestine

Fuck israel
Palestine can fuck off too
Idk about iraq yet i think they are bad too
Oh and fuck the united states

>>40231182
zohran is so handsome and smart. i wish i had a bf like him...

Cold sweaty scared im so tired of being a man i cant live like this I CANT LIVE LIKE THIS. kill me god kill me or ruin me so that i may have the courage to fulfill my own desires!!!

Superwholock (saged)

are manmoders allowed to wear agp cosplays only inside their room like losers?

>>40231815
yeah thats ok, but make sure you cover the mirrors first

>>40231815
Yes i tried on agp costumes at my gfs house it is so much fun
I like dressing as agp and twerking in the mirror

>>40230998
I'll get the old pics out, faggot

>>40231182
same
i need some dick in my life desu
i just wanna lick the shaft up and down or something

>>40232103
lets see all 9inches of chud rod

>>40232325
Yuck

almost nobody knows what it's like to be told to give up And as a result you mostly receive fake encouragement and people projecting their own luck instead of suggesting ways to feel better

>>40232103
please put on a dress and then get your cock out under the dress

>>40231862
it's not the mirrors you have to cover, but the windows. how else are you going to get a good enough look at your own faggot ass?

>>40232333
Kys fag
My dad told me id never pass
And?
Hrt is medication for dysphorics it isnt a magic pill to turn u into a yuri cartoon

9' thin as a churro

almost nobody knows what it's like to cream your sissy pantsu hands free after doing a shot of meth
i just want a chain gang of trans sex slaves
all chained by the neck to the same chain
one 18, one 19, and one 20
all in Lolita dresses
yes
affirmed
all injected with so much meth they cream their panties and lick my penis clean like ice cream
yes
affirmed
lile ice cream
gender euphoria boner bulging through my maid dress
alright, slaves, time to clean my cock and balls

>go to a computer store
>say I want a very speficic termal paste
>clerk guy proceeds to explain what a termal paste is and what it does
I just don't understand why people now feel so compelled to explain something I already know like holy shit it happens to often too

>>40232403
holy shit you malefailed and didnt even realize it, they didnt even clock you as a tranny just straight up treated you like a cis f

>>40232381
the proboscis
*breaks it in half over my knee*

>>40228448
Almost 4

>>40232413
Ur retarded

>>40232455
getting mansplained to is malefailing

>>40232500
Clearly u have never been a gay guy

>>40232504
no i was and still am a straight man

>>40232504
do straights really? if anything gays have higher IQ

>>40232333
my dad told me i'd never be a real woman and to stop taking hormones

>>40232333
checked
what did the surgeon ACTUALLY say?

>>40232609
I'll never be a real woman and I should stop taking hormones

>>40232348
Your dad isn't a surgeon, if he is then I'm sorry.
Dysphoria I'm convinced is untreatable, even the passoids are miserable some more than I.
>>40232609
My dad only calls me fat and ugly thankfully.
>>40232627
That there wasn't much he could do for me that'd make me pass. Offered to do some things but said the results would be minimal and not to expect much :/

>>40232780
>That there wasn't much he could do for me that'd make me pass. Offered to do some things but said the results would be minimal and not to expect much :/
so in other words he didn't tell you to give up, you lying doomer faggot

>>40232800
Whatever, you can choose to interpret things however you like but I saw the look in his eyes, the tone of voice and felt the shame.
You weren't there so maybe try to be nice to me instead.

>>40232780
>untreatable
Hrt is the treatment retard
There is no cure

>>40232816
>try to be nice to me instead
nah, fuck you, I was nice before but you're literally lying and using it as the excuse for coming here to repeat doomer shit and demoralize others

get over it and check your privilege, you tranny faggot

>>40232834
dropping facts here

>>40232834
tru tho

>>40232780
>even the passoids
selection bias
you think well-adjusted ppl use this site?

>>40231591
WE AGREE!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!

I will never pass because I'm 6'2

>>40232816
your parents will always be biased
for it to be over: do this
>6 years HRT
>finish laser/electrolysis
>try all the meme pills, including dutasteride, pioglitazone, and progesterone
>get confirmation from a neutral (not daddy or mommy or ex!) third party you're not a passoid or twinkhon or boymoder
then you can say it's over

>>40232839
I'm not demoralising anybody I'm venting about my failed transition. I don't think I'm a typical case either.
>>40232834
Okay well hrt didn't make me happier it only disappointed me and I see people get hundreds of surgeries and still cry themselves to sleep too.
>>40232944
I guess

>>40233040
I started hrt at 17, never grew facial hair.
Took it for 7 years before giving up.
Surgeon didn't want to touch me.
Haven't tried meme pills I guess...

>>40233046
>>40233056
fuck you you entitled whiny youngshit, get help with your BDD and don't give up on your entire transition or self or the concept of transition/HRT then tell other people to give up too over what ONE person said (I've watched you LITERALLY say that to others!)

>>40233056
boymoder alert
>never grew facial hair
>surgeon didn't want to touch me
probably because you're already perfect. care to lick me like ice cream? i'll buy you lunch or something! please... just let me smell you... but first... GET THE FUCK OUT OF MMG YOU STARTED HRT AS A TEENAGER
GOD

no facial hair means low dht
low dht means low T
fakemoder alert
manmoding is for failed trannies not brainwormed passoids

>>40233046
>Okay well hrt didn't make me happier it only disappointed me and I see people get hundreds of surgeries and still cry themselves to sleep too
That is because you fake trans whores take hrt and think it will magically turn u into anime characters and get mad when it doesnt

>>40233076
I don't remember doing that but if I did I was wrong and I'm sorry genuinely :/ I don't think anyone should detransition because it seems most people get happier. But I never did and I'm doubting I was ever trans to begin with.
>>40233105
It's funny because when I was 16 posting here everyone said I would never pass but when I talk about it now people think that starting a little younger than average means you're insane if you're unhappy :(

>>40233130
send an unsee for us to verify

>>40233130
>But I never did and I'm doubting I was ever trans to begin with.
t. every BDD passoid tranner on this godforsaken japanese crab-bucketing forum

>>40233137
Just leave already as it's obvious this place isn't for you

>>40233181
lol what? that's kind of a non-sequitur, isn't it? no, this is my swamp, and I'm not going out of me chair

>>40233137
:( All I want is someone to tell me it's okay for ME to give up in my circumstances.

>>40233206
what are your circumstances what you look like?

i'm extremely sleepy and need to go to work in 30 mins till 11 tonight oh god.

>give up
On what
What are your goals with hrt and transitioning
If u want to go off your meds do it and see if u like it better

>>40233206
no! that's gay! fucking, idk, just don't - you're probably a lot better off than most posters here and are being unrealistic, even considering the things that you did get unlucky with or will make it harder to pass

>>40232834
i refuse the retarded belief that im mentall ill in need of treamebt kill yourself slave

>>40233310
>slave
?
Trannies of the 20th century fought hard for transsexualism to be recognized as a medical disorder and not a circus side show or cross dressing fetish
Go to hell

>>40233260
I've been off my meds for almost 4 months idk I think I'm happier maybe.
It feels more like a closed chapter of my life I guess but I know I'll never be happy also.
>>40233263
What's the point if you can't pass though? If I have to constantly be afraid of what people think of me that's no way to live.
At least if ffs was possible for me I'd have a chance to truly blend in and forget about it.

>>40233420
>What's the point if you can't pass though?
where the fuck do you think you are? what do you think manmode is? the point is to be realistic about what you can change and work on to alleviate the dysphoria and get on with living your life as yourself instead of being afraid, even if you don't pass or are a freak or whatever

>>40233420
>been off my meds for almost 4 months idk I think I'm happier maybe
I am no doctor but i think it is always a good decision to recognize how your body feels and assess what that might mean….
Aka if it makes u feel worse don’t do it :p

>>40233470
I feel really sick and tired constantly because my t doesn't seem to be coming back that's about all I notice.
>>40233443
I guess... Just hurts to have to settle for this even if I have no other choice.

mmg knows i'm the only true manmoder.

>>40233490
>Just hurts to have to settle for this even if I have no other choice.
welcome to the suck
and fwiw I get it, it's not easy, and I'm sorry you have to deal with it like that and are struggling with it but that really is a shared experience not just among manmoders or "manmoders" but more generally with any kind of tranny or gender dysphoric in denial or whatever

>>40233490
U could take a small dose of t with dutasteride so u dont masculinize too heavy but still feel better

I’m not trans because I have a crossdressing feminisation fetish :)

>>40233565
Thats totally ok you should find a person into that, there are lots on the internet and irl

>>40233616
I will kms actually
Iwnbaw
Iwnbatt

>>40233511
I guess.
Sorry if Im annoying it's just that I have nobody irl to talk about this stuff with.
All the cis people that know I'm trans try to tell me that passing doesn't matter but it isn't really about them it's about me wanting to blend into society...
I like living simple.

>>40233626
Woah wtf??!??!?!??
Why
U said urself u feel better with no hrt
And want ur t back
We all make decisions as teenagers that we dont stand behind as adults… u can always go back on estrogen and hrt and stuff if you change your mind…

>>40233659
I have sunglasses on and didnt see the flag kys

>>40233647
> I have nobody irl to talk about this stuff with.
wya

>>40233647
yeah cis people won't get dysphoria they'll just "get" what virtue signaling wokies repeat

you should try and make some friends or at least regular contacts you can talk about this stuff with, it helps

>>40233677
I have some long time trans friends online yeah :) everyone's sick of me though because of the ffs thing so i keep it to myself as much as possible.
>>40233673
Europe

>>40233652
I never said that
I did t start hrt in my teens
What are you in about

>>40233716
>everyone's sick of me though because of the ffs thing
well that's what you're being annoying over here too lmao please work on that, and get back on HRT it's actually bad for you to have both low E and T levels even aside from the dysphoria (not having enough of either sex hormones makes you low-energy and unable to think straight)

>>40233717
I mistook u for the other nigga
My apologies sis

>>40233763
That’s ma’an to you

Iwnbaw because I'm 6'2

I hate myself

>>40233782
Iwabaw even though i'm 6'2

>>40233803
It's impossible to be stealth at that height

>>40233803
based unless poonrep, in which case take your hrt retard

>>40233739
i know it's annoying but i spent a long time working hard even though i was miserable because i thought i was working towards something. this whole year has been fairly directionless as a result...
ill think about hrt.

i'm an autistic freak
i smell like weed and cum
my hair is falling out
you can't stop me from yelling slurs at black and browns and asians in my head

I'm coming out as purplegender and my pronouns are now lavender/lilac/indigo

>>40233814
Idc about stealth the way i see it someone isn't suddenly going to start seeing me as a man just because they realize i'm a tranny eventually

>>40233839
tag yourself im rainfrilled & dollboy

>>40233914
Should'be known who I was talking to

>>40233839
Boydyke

>>40233914
mommy uppies!

>>40233914
nigga got the seventh gen western rpg haircut

>>40233839
this is like harry potter houses

I want a tall girlfriend because I want to feel like I'm her short boyfriend even though I'm suppose to be transfeminine or whatever

I should be killed

>>40232780
sounds like your dad is a mean piece of shit

>>40234206
post addy

>>40234200
this except the tall gf is the MEF AGP GNU/Linux AGAMP ASE rapehon in Rust programming sissy thigh-high socks with a large, veiny cock dripping precum poking out from under her dress and im her APP GAMP transage ASP ALP ROGD loli/shota who has to drink all the warm, fresh tranny semen straight from the hose while looking up innocently with my big youthful anime eyes (this would be occuring in the rapementcage

>>40234200
You're in luck i'm manmodersexual and into manlets

(to the tune of daddy yankee gasolina) suckonmydick suckonmyballs suckonmytrannypenis

>>40233914
you're never gonna pass
your hair looks like ass
your nose is a beak
you'll get killed in the streets
you're weak like your chin
no way you can win
you can't defend yourself
you'll never go stealth

last /mmg/ thread c u never

>>40234469
>you're never gonna pass
I do though lmao seethe harder

>>40234488
glegle themed thread time!

>>40234491
THEN WHY THE FUCK ARE YOU HERE!?
KILL YOURSELF, WHORE. EITHER SUCK EACH AND EVERY ONE OF OUR COCKS CLEAN ENOUGH TO EAT OFF OF OR SET YOURSELF ON FIRE AND PERISH IN AGONY. BURN LIKE THE TRASH YOU ARE! BURN THE WITCH!!

>>40233914
exit the manmoder thread you foid
ps smile a little

>>40234469
god I hope I get killed in the streets

>>40234433
5'8 isnt manlet and im a woman sorta

>>40233875
>lavender
okay, lavender boy
https://www.endocrine.org/news-and-advocacy/news-room/2018/chemicals-in-lavender-and-tea-tree-oil-appear-to-be-hormone-disruptors
https://doi.org/10.3390/neurosci6020051
https://doi.org/10.1016/j.ctim.2019.102288

think I'm the most masculine manmoder here despite starting at 19

>>40233875
im still using she her to you kys

>>40233914
if you thought you were ugly at normal angles you wouldn't need to take pics from the actual worst angle for sympathy points, you BPD-BDD twinkhon boymoder-LARPing (You)slutta

>>40233839
¿call me slurs while i lick the cumstains off your sissy pantsu?

>>40233839
as a genderqueer t4t sapphic auticute sleepy lesboy, where is my rapehon ASE AGAMP mommy who will put me to bed and molest my neurodivergent he/him butch HRT MtX femboytits as i doze off?

new thread
>>40234810
>>40234810
>>40234810
>>40234810

keeping a harem of autidollthing modern-day sex(or should i say gender?)-slaves locked in my closet like so many varieties of blow-up masturbation toys
feeding them mountain dew (creamy cum flavor) through one of those water dispensers for lab rats