>>40213302 (OP)I've thought about this considerably and I think unless you can provide a viable alternative to same-sex practice, it's cruel and inhumane and "setting someone up to fail." I was encouraged to read on the subject by pastors and Bible study leaders etc. growing up, as they could not offer a solution; I read a lot of "ex-gay" and "yeah I'm same-sex attracted but I can't act on it because that's wrong" books and the common theme was that these people were abjectly miserable, barely alive, despite having faith. In Autobiography of an Androgyne the author just, breaks and winds up sucking a billion cocks because it's too much to bear. I repressed for several years because "same-sex practice is wrong" and it was miserable and didn't draw me closer to God.
I'm under no illusions--by transitioning and pursuing straight men, that's still 'same-sex practice' in the eyes of God. But what else am I to do? No writings, religious authorities, conversations with other Christians have yielded anything but "be miserable all your life I guess," which simply is not practical. It leads to desire curdling up and becoming even uglier, manifesting in weird ways. I think someone like me fucking [his/her?] husband as a "pressure relief valve," larping at normalcy, is the "best" and most viable solution, "harm reduction."
I'm always open to alternatives, provided they're feasible, they just never arise.