I'm almost 3 years HRT now. I keep being told to just wait and that cos puberty takes years but it never seems to improve. I feel horrible about how my boobs look and it makes me insecure about my body in general. My levels are fine too and women in my family have generally large breasts so I have no idea why I seem to be barely getting anything (whether in shape or size). I see so many trans women get so much better results so much early on and I just wanna cry.
Why can't I have normal looking boobs...

>>40217242 (OP)
never, in fact mine are worse at 5 years hrt than 3. i would take prog but prog turns my bpd from manageable into making me a bpdemon.

>>40217242 (OP)
do you get enough to eat (including enough of the daily nutrients)?

>>40217251
Wait how did they get worse though? And how do you deal with it? Like it genuinely makes me incredibly insecure about my body. I'm not sure how to cope at all. I feel like anyone I got intimate with would find me hideous looking over it.

>>40217252
Yeah very much. I've gained weight actually, quite a bit since I started transition (like over 10kg) but it seems like none of it went to my boobs, most of it turned into belly fat, even though my levels are fine (which definitely isn't helping with the insecurities either)

>>40217242 (OP)
i only developed cone breasts after 2 years in when i started injections/high E levels, so maybe...
prog to prevent cone breasts is a meme

>>40217263
I suppose you could try gaining more weight and focusing on subcutaneous fat gain

>>40217295
I already look really fat though, the last thing I want right now is to gain even more weight. I could stand to lose some if anything.

>focusing on subcutaneous fat gain
How does that work?

>>40217263
>Wait how did they get worse though?
i went off cypro and they became even more conical
>And how do you deal with it?
it makes me want to die. ive considered BA but ive heard theres autoimmune disorder risks for that and im susceptible to those.
i may just accept being a bpdemon and take it, better to be crazy with full tits than stable with pathetic tits

>>40217305
>it makes me want to die
Definitely feel you there

>i may just accept being a bpdemon and take it
Depending how long you were on it last time it could also be a matter of time and adapting to it desu. Might just need a bit of time for you to get adjusted to the emotional changes and go back to sort of normal

>>40217303
>How does that work?
from the little research I've done it comes down to eating more unsaturated fats and avoiding saturated fats, not drinking before or during meals, maintaining a balanced diet despite the higher unsaturated fats, and exercising a bit to increase appetite

>>40217336
I see, thanks a lot for the advice. Might look into it. How would this specifically be beneficial to getting breast fat though?

>>40217346
because breast fat is subcutaneous fat

>>40217242 (OP)
This is just a theory but I think taking progesterone along with working out will help. I’ve heard a from some people and just generally researched this but a lot of growth hormones caused by exercising may help. Also maybe try increasing your estrogen dosage along with this to see if that does anything. t.ranny with normal looking boobs

>>40217242 (OP)
the shape of mine improved a lot between 3-5 years HRT. unfortunately the size didn't lol i still have AA cups but at least the contours are defined and they're no longer a mile apart. have a BA consult in two weeks.

>>40217242 (OP)
it doesn't go away sorry. if it makes you feel better about half of AMABs get that shape of breast development

>>40217404
progesterone literally (and i mean literally) does nothing. it's the medicinal equivalent of a rain dance.

>>40217242 (OP)
Are u eating enough?