how do i get over the fact that no matter how much i pass, how much i voicetrain, how many surgeries i get i'll always just be a pale imitation of a real woman? some people would call me a luckshit but even then all this effort just seems so pointless if im always going to be considered as a backup option at best

You’ll never get over it, unless you can muster an awareness of gender and introspective attitude to life. It seems anon you are so in your head
By the time you deal with these insecurities you will no longer care

>>40217363
how would i take the steps towards that?

>>40217296 (OP)
I like to think the effort legitimizes my womanhood, and by that I mean:
so as long as I meet my potential, so as long as I try my best, I will be the best woman I can be.
And that effort is real, you can't say that's an imitation.

My womanhood is brought into existence by my own strength, and that's a woman's strength because it's devoted to it. It belongs to the womanhood it brings to life.
The more feminine I become the more stronger I am, the more stronger I am, the more feminine I become. That's how I know I'm a woman and not a man, because manhood never gave me this sense of power.

You can talk shit about aestheticism and substance all you want, the real-deal is in your soul, your willpower and what it does for you personally.

>>40217296 (OP)
>a real woman
no true scotsman fallacy, you're a woman anon.