I wanna sit next to my boyfriend and feel like we could have sex at any moment. I wanna vacation at a secluded beach and be completely free. I want sex to be interspersed in our daily lives whenever we feel like it. But now I’m realizing just how stupid that sounds when I don’t have a vagina. A vagina is what makes that work. Quick, easy sex. It can vary between simple making out and teasing, to baby-making, life-course-changing, rough breeding.

What the fuck can I do without a vagina, huh? Blow his dick when we’re trying to be all intimate and cuddly? How am I supposed to douche if we’re stuck in the woods? I don't like anal sex anyways, I think it's unnatural. All we could is make out and maybe frot. That's not enough to keep a man. That's not enough to get a boyfriend that'll run away to a deserted island with you.

:( real

>>40219358 (OP)
That's why I am a SRS chaser because I want to fuck her without her needing to prep or consent

>>40219358 (OP)
this shit makes me so fucking depressed. after my srs failed and i didnt get depth this is just what plays in my head 24/7 its so fucking unfair cis women can just fuck like its nothing fuck my life i wanna die

>>40219358 (OP)
you can have all of that with a butthole. if you're fucking regularly eventually you can transition from lube to spit. and the world is your oyster

>>40219968
does ur partner just entirely not eat? lube is really just not that big of an issue, bottom prep is :(

>>40219358 (OP)
so real it makes me feel awful for my boyfriend too because I know he wants sex and quiet frankly in a relationship I feel like it's deserved to some extent and I genuinely just don't have the time or motivation to fast and clean myself out all the time. not to mention I legitimately can't get him off from oral alone. it makes me feel like such a useless partner at times and idk how to cope. I wish I could just roll over and give him what he deserves but ig this is how the world punishes you for being trans.

>>40221082
i am a tranny with a bf. if you eat properly and (((take psyllium husk powder))) you shouldn't need an enema. they damage your lower intestine in the long run, too

>>40219358 (OP)
there's still oral and plenty of non-penetration things you can do. ive managed to keep a bf, though i know he'd be much happier if we could have better sex more frequently. i still wish i had a vagina

>>40221102
you should all get srs...these are weird copes

>>40221192
my bf is gay. also, i don't want it, and i don't need it, bc my butthole works fine. further, i think OP is probably a terf psyop

>>40219358 (OP)
i feel the same way :(

im a cis m, but ive unironically thought about getting srs because of this.
i dont use my dick for anything anyways, the only real thing i would lose is the ability to pee standing up.

maybe i could just pretend to be an ftm so i dont have to explain to guys i date that i got my genitals surgically rearranged just to make sex easier

>>40221219
> my bf is gay. also, i don't want it, and i don't need it, bc my butthole works fine
non-dysphoric faggot on HRT aah moment

>>40221458
yeah, i don't have much dysphoria anymore bc HRT works. i used to want srs but i coped so long my agp became agamp

>>40221472
good for you!
the further I get along in my transition, the more I just want to curl up and cry myself to sleep whenever I'm reminded I have a penis.
> t. volcel until srs

>>40221532
i'm sorry, i didn't mean to be hurtful. good luck with srs

>>40219358 (OP)
brutal

>>40221532
Hi anon

It's worth the wait trust me. Srs was effectively a cure for dysphoria so it gets better, hang in there.
> t. Volcel until srs

>>40219358 (OP)
What's wrong with just carrying lube in your purse? Nothing is as spontaneous as the movies but that doesn't mean you just give up

>>40221927
>fucking in a movie theater
you goddamn degenerate. that's my church

>>40219358 (OP)
>>40221102
>>40221139
please try taking vitamin b complex/b1 supplements. I went from not being able to bottom at all because I couldn't get myself clean down there to now I can bottom whenever I want without any worry so long as I'm not like actively shitting.

>>40223219
getting clean isn't the problem for me, it's the fact that my bfs dick is huge and i can't take anything close to it

Okay, just go to this TG channel, okay? you'll understand everything: @AnalnieUtehi

>>40219358 (OP)
this is why you should date poopanon! you don't need to douche with poopanon :)
and you don't need to douche every time in general! unless your boyfriend has an especially big penis like poopanon does, poop should not be low enough in your bowels for his penis to touch it. just take psyllium husk fiber supplements to make your poops more smooth and solid and that will prevent "leftovers" in your butt :)

>>40219358 (OP)
have u tried a bidet and an actual good diet? i shit deer pellets and i'm completely empty after. if ur dirty ur probably gross desu

>>40219358 (OP)
>That's not enough to keep a man
i dunno, i think that would be enough for me.

>>40219358 (OP)
god this is so real my inability to have morning sex without several months of surgical recovery while i shit and piss myself is so doompilling

SLAVA ANALNIE UTEXY

>>40219358 (OP)
this is one of the most painful things. i mostly pass. i rarely get misgendered by strangers and all my coworkers respect me. i have a boyfriend who claims he doesn't mind if i keep my dick ot not but that feels like a ruse. he knows I'd like srs but the paralyzing fear of getting botched holds me back.

i pray for a change and hav3 been for like a decade now.

i wish i could not be disgusted by bottom prep.