estrogen may stop you from masculinising as you get older but there's nothing worse than being nerfed by your own bad habits regardless. i'm 28 and i was really cute when i was a couple of years younger but untreated mental illness, alcohol, comfort eating and developing a sedentary lifestyle really caught up to me. ended up gaining over 15kg and now my torso is bricky as shit, my skin and hair got really shitty from neglecting them, i have hundreds of new self-harm scars because i relapsed badly, i used to have a cute style but i basically live in baggy jeans and t-shirts now. i'm working on fixing it, i got active again and i'm already like 5kg down and i've started trying to be consistent about skincare again, but i feel kinda shitty for letting stuff get this bad. essentially it's gonna just be a year of my life down the drain by the time i've fixed the damage. i can only hope it'll teach me some important lessons and that i'll bounce back even stronger. idk how to be patient and trust the process in the meantime, i keep ruminating and getting mad at myself for throwing what i had away.

>>40220847 (OP)
tbHOOOOOOOOOOOOOOOOOOn

>>40220899
this needs to be the natural hon screech.

imagine a hon in the wild.
you see them eating a large pizza pie and playing video games, they spot you and they yell in protest as
>tbHOOOOOOOOOOOOOOOON

alerting all other hons in the nearby vicinity there is fresh meat

>>40220847 (OP)
similar for me but i got fat because i became a cripple
i have so many cute clothes that dont fit me anymore and ill be 30 before im comfortable enough to wear them and hypothetically able to move well again
there's no silver lining it just sucks

>>40221004
how did you become a cripple?

Will you join the tbHON army?

>>40220847 (OP)
this has just been my life since i was like 14 except im skinny somehow. still ugly af tho

>>40220847 (OP)
Same. My torso is incredibly fucked but I'm also a 32bmihon so im coping and praying its just cause I'm a fatass.