>>40222576 (OP)i tried it on pso2 (with a girl from france); i ended it because i didnt feel she had any chance of making it here & hadnt tried to get her life moving towards hrt etc; she attemped sui few days later; & her mom told me it was because of the horrible things her transphobic father said infront of their family at a xmas gathering (but im sure heartbreak didnt help)
i actually probably saved her life; we were talking on discord one night (text) & she was upset & apathetic; & she said various things indicating she may be attempting; she stopped replying to me & i was worried so i called her; no answer; i let it continue ringing for about 10 mins while i tried to look up some way to contact her city's emergency line; & then her mother got on her computer & started typing to me that she heard the ongoing call beeps & came in to check on her; she found her unresponsive & bleeding badly on her bed; her mom called 112 (eu 911) & we talked for a few minutes while she waited for the ambulance to arrive & she promised to keep me updated thru her phone; i prayed alot to my goddess for her; & her mom got back to me a few hours later & said she needed transfusions & hadnt woke up yet but she was going to be ok
her mom explained the family incident with her dad to me & i begged her to help her get on hrt etc (she was within another month or so); a few days later her mom filed for divorce from her dad & got her away from him; they moved into a new apartment together within a few weeks & last i heard shes doing much better now
she was also diagnosed with disassociative identity disorder & later one of her alters totally turned on me & started coming to harass me at my idle spot in pso2; bothering my friends etc; she later apologized
last i heard she got some good meds & is doing much better; started going to yugioh tournaments again; & eventually moved in with a friend
i hope she is still doing well she was a nice girl
>picrel her right; my bestie left; obv me middle