>>40225158nah but fr, at the time i broke it off with my at the time online bf because i realized i genuinely dont feel physically attracted to him. he was a sweet man but he had a burly figure with a soft yet masc face. i loved being around him but when i thought about kissing or even marrying him i felt... cringey? like i cringed thinking about it? very sweet man, he genuinely didnt deserve the breakup, but he deserved a woman who actually liked him for who he was
my gf on the other hand started male, when we met she was male, but she was very fem for a guy. Long hair to her mid back, round hips, juicy thighs, always had a girl pfp/avi, talked like the average teenage girl. I really liked her instantly and I only liked her more after we met up irl, which i couldnt bring myself to do with my male ex
as we started flirting together, she would dress up in pretty skirts and thigh highs for me
I asked her out a few weeks later and she said yes
i would comment about how cute and girly she was throughout our first months, especially compared to her ulta masc brothers (shes 5'5 while theyre 5'10 - 5'11, we've discovering that she probs has a high estrogen issue even though she's never been on hrt E)
once i commented that she would make a good girl and she hit me back with "actually i might be"
i didnt expect it but i wasnt surprised either, she was basically asking ultra fem in everything but her pronouns
i never thought id date a tgirl at this point! i was still under the impression that i was bi with a female preference (now i know im finsexual, i just say im a lesbian bc its easier to explain and more ppl know about it and its basically the same)
now 3 and a half yrs in we're a VERY happy lesbo couple whose planning to marry in the future
we've talked about pretty wedding dresses we wanna wear :3