I am nearly 30 years old. I am severely balding, have a full beard, I've put on a lot of weight in recent years, and I'm pretty much an alcoholic at this point.

I've come to the point I recognize I wish I could be a woman, but I just can't be. There's no way someone like me could ever pass as female. I am a distinctly male and disgusting creature.

What do I do? I am perfectly fine continuing to live my life as a man and accepting who I am. But I also know that I would much prefer to be a woman and that I feel "spiritually female" in many ways. Where do I go from here?

>>40226584 (OP)
>I am perfectly fine continuing to live my life as a man and accepting who I am.
then do that?? you made it to fuckin' 30 bro don't bother with the spititually female hocus-pocus

>>40226640
I thought this was the /lgbt/ board and that people were supposed to be supportive here?

If you're gonna insult me, then I'd rather just fuck off.

>>40226814
You're old, have no chance of passing, and are "perfectly fine" with living the rest of your life as male. What answer do you want?

>>40226584 (OP)
i think you should troon out anyway, the world can always use more gigahons

>>40226850
I thought people here would have something wise to say, rather than just mocking me.

In previous threads I made, Anons seemed to encourage me and taunted me that I was someone who "wanted to be trans"

Now I express those feelings, and you fucking mock me?

It's like there isn't anything I can do right. No matter what I do in my life, I get humiliated and made to feel like a piece of shit.

Bunch of bastards. You all said you'd support me. Now you betrayed me. Fucking pieces of shit.

>>40226900
>>40227258
>>>/reddit/

>>40227258
>>40226900
If you want hugbox /tttt/ is not the place you should come. I feel bad for you but you will find no comfort in this place.

>>40227282
>>40227292
Get the fuck out of my face, you bunch of fucking goblins.

I opened my heart to you and you threw it back in my face.

I am never, ever, ever doing this shit again.

>>40227258
fuck off. re-read your post and ask yourself what about it is deserving of support. what do you expect? "good job being gross and weird"?
the
>Where do I go from here?
line is so entitled. you don't have any sort of motivation or reason to transition if you're fine with being a guy.

>>40227313
I am not gross and weird.

I would have never wrote all that shit if I knew you were going to humiliate me for it.

Just fuck off. Fuck off and die. Stop trying to ruin my life. I genuinely hate you. I would do unspeakable things to you if you were in front of me right now. Go away before I make an irreversible decision.

>>40227333
what did you expect? and how long have you been using this board?

>>40226584 (OP)
don't underestimate the importance of BODY LANGUAGE
[spoiler]Ursula was based on a drag queen. stop thinking you're going to look like Sydney Sweeney and start embracing your inner Divine. [/spoiler]

>>40227348
Get out of my face you fucking degenerate.

I will genuinely end you if you keep talking to me.

You have brought shame into my life that I never thought I could feel before.

Go away and rot and die. I don't want to interact with you ever again.

>>40227361
fun larp <3

>>40226584 (OP)
I wish you the best but unforunetely I don't really have any advice. Maybe try to seek out a gender therapist if that's something availble to you.

Unfortunetely this board is really not the place to go if you don't want to deal with assholes. People on here can be supportive sometimes but there's always going to be dicks, that's just kind of unavoidable on 4chan.

>>40227396
I don't want to hear anything from you people anymore.

You made me feel like I was safe to open up to you, and then you betrayed me.

The anger I feel right now is fucking undescribable.

I now need to live with the fact I posted this shit on 4chan for everybody to see.

God, I'm fucking fuming so bad. I want somebody to pay for this shit. I want heads to roll. You cannot just fucking do this to me and get away with it. You fucking scum.

>>40226584 (OP)
>>40226814
>>40226900
>>40227309
>>40227333
>>40227361
>>40227420
this is the funniest bait ive seen in a long time its actually genius thank you anon you deserve the bump

>>40227427
My life isn't bait.

I fucking wish it was.

Every single second of my life has been pure humiliation and embarrassment since the day I was born.

I am absolutely sick of this shit.

I just want to be free. I want people to stop taking the piss out of me. I want to be a real human being.

But you won't let me be that. Why? What is this fucking international-level conspiracy where the whole world joins together to oppress me? I can't fucking bear it anymore.

>>40227465
please post a pic. i will seriously tell you how to be a pretty girl.

>>40227514
OP please do not post pics as they will definetely make fun of you.

>>40227525
i won't make fun of her :(

>>40227514
>>40227525
>>40227539
Stop talking to me or else imma about to snap necks up in this bitch.

>>40227567
do it

>>40227567
Anon you can just stop returning to this thread if you don't want to see people's replies. If you stop replying people will lose interest.

>>40226584 (OP)
just take e if you wanna take e

>>40227420
Ah shuddup, rope if you’re so furious

>>40226584 (OP)
Anon get on hrt asap, diy if you have to. Hrt will prevent further balding and masculinization, which absolutely does happen after your late 20s. Get hrt, get laser, lose some weight. Even if you never transition socially, you'll stop your body from becoming even more masculine.
After you sort that out, you can decide on your next steps. But you asked where do I go from here, and that's the anwser. Also, this is 4chan, and you should just ignore anyone trying to bait you.

the whole don't transitoin socially thing is a meme. People will notice the changes.

>>40228137
Normies have no idea what hrt is. And even if they notice, nothing happens. Ask me how I know.
Anyway if you are so terrified of what some random person might think of you, youre going to be a slave all your life. They dont deserve to have so much power over you.

>>40226584 (OP)
everything has a solution anon. ignore some of these hateful anons.

either you take the christpill accept your biological gender and pray the gay away permanently (not recommended but might be necessary if you are surrounded by conservatives) or:

> nearly 30
people transition at 20, 30, 40 even 50. many of them won't look like supermodels, but rather a female normie version of themselves at that age. this is important because it will set the right expectations on what transition does: it will not turn you into hunter schafer or something

> severely balding
look up hair loss resources, wear a wig if hair loss is irreversible

> full beard
shave, laser to get rid of it. medical

> put on a lot of weight
> alcoholic
stop drinking, go to AA meetings, earlier you stop drinking the easier it will be to stop drinking. it's time to face your problems face on. you also will need the money if you go this route. in fact even if you dont transition, stop drinking anyway to save money and your health too

> There's no way someone like me could ever pass as female. I am a distinctly male and disgusting creature.
gender dysphoria, sorry sweetie. God, just hates you and wants you to suffer. luckily there are ways to resolve that on earth: gender affirming counselling, HRT or more invasive methods etc. not perfect, but for some, it is enough to keep the gender demons away from clawing at their soul.