>be mtf passoid in a poly relationship with bf
>rocky relationship recently
>he starts dating a mtf (broke+early in transition)
>both of them worship my nerd to girlie pop glowup type shit
>we get her in to visit for a while since, we want to try me and her dating
>first date she shows up and doesn't pass but well put together
>okay i think this may work
>they start playing around
>shes a puppy girl, barely voice trained
>her 'yips' and 'barks' sound like the least attractive version of them you can imagine and some how genderless
> she yips' and 'barks' when 'overwhelmed' or when she's horny and touched (yes in public)
> find out she has no fashion sense, barely acceptible hygiene, and can only do caky make up winged eyeliner
> isn't into topping me, and does so from an authoritative more a whiny bratty service top
>he's obsessed with her and his ED basically isn't an issue with her
>meanwhile I couldn't be more turned off by either of them
>lovely people otherwise but they've just collected all my icks
>due to them worshipping me, I have to to cuddle and kiss them to maintain a normal non-dramatic and depressing environtment in my house
>don't have time or energy after work to deal with their emotional states explaining my feelings in a way that doesn't crush them
>both are super nice and like check if i consent HOWEVER if i say no in a way that doesn't crush them or I sucessfully comfort them then its a therapy speach investigation of HOW i could be into it
>feel physically violated constantly
>have no friends to explain this shitshow to

yeaaa this shit just cemented my relationship is over, it sucks he is so loving, understanding and caring but can't get his shit together enough where i'd trust him to raise a kid with me.

>>40234825 (OP)
I dont believe you are a passoid this is some agp twinkhon tomfoolery

>>40234825 (OP)
Are you fat?

>>40234825 (OP)
>poly relationship
don't even need to read the rest. hope you figure it out soon.

>>40234825 (OP)
do not have children when you're in a poly relationship please for the love of god stay far away from children

>>40234879

I will always be a people pleasing nerdy dork, desperate for approval

I have a very femme body type for my height, I see myself as having a pretty masc face wise but people ask if I model so i think it gives more alien face runway vibes.

idk i can't talk about my dysphoria/dysmorphia/body image issues around most cis women because they usually it becomes something they're self-conscious of. Or they get mad at me act like im fishing for compliments so I don't think I am a 'hon'

>>40234956
lol not any more I'm about 18-19% body fat

>>40234825 (OP)
Should have not allowed him to ever speak with an AGP.

>>40234825 (OP)
girl your bf is a repper are you fucking joking? why are you putting up with this shit?

Tell your bf to man up, break up with her, start working out and taking T-supplements. and to stop masturbating. Demand that he fucks your shithole each and every day. Demand that he get more manly friends and pick up manly hobbies. He is repping, you MUST stop this at all costs. MAKE A MAN OUT OF HIM

>>40234825 (OP)
> poly
Fucking grim

>>40235209
Honestly being a twinkhon is less embarrassing than being fish and willingly choosing to engage in poly degeneracy instead of just finding a new man who isnt chasing down autistic babytrans puppygirls

>>40235184
it would've been completely hidden from them. They would never know, but also thats another reason why the break-up is I don't trust these sloppy people with it

>>40235234
idk I'm into humiliation they could have made it work, so more skill issue. Things have been rocky so i think i subconsciously let him fuck it up to make it easier

>>40235253
probably, and I've basically self-isolated lost all my friends over the past few years on my career grind and transition. He's pretty much the only friend I got left and we have nothing in common anymore, I've grown into more girlypop tastes but he's always been the gamer.

>>40235314
yea 100% its legit embarrassing walking into places and he's looking greasy af when I'm cunty af. jesus or him holding my hand in public, idk hes so nice and I've tried to get him to work on hygiene and buy him clothes but he just won't wear them or just wears them wrong. idk i feel like an awful person for this

>>40235372
girl. you are dating the larval form of the worst kind of autistic transbian. GET OUT.

>>40235394
dw just two weeks, I've made a plan. its gunna be hard to move them out but I've got money to throw at it for it to go away

>>40235372
He literally sees u as a fetish object and not a real woman
Like if you were poly w a cis woman itd be diff but he just sees the puppymoder as a different flavor of you. If that doesnt disgust you then idk what to tell you sis. You dont gotta settle for that

>>40235410
Thank god i was getting sad for u

>>40234825 (OP)
Holy shit this seems nightmarish. Sorry that's happening to you nona

>>40235463
Yea he’s easily not as sexually into me since I’ve glowed up and started passing

>>40235490
It’s my fault I should have pulled the plug way way earlier

>>40234825 (OP)
Gonna be straight with you buddy, polyamory is a fucking horrible idea. Work out what’s going on with you two before bringing in a new fag

>>40237578
Poly was happening before this rockiness but yea also true.

>>40234825 (OP)
yeah I would never go poly/open they're all weirdos or sex pests, sorry sis.

>>40234825 (OP)
wild asf, but how old is everyone involved?

>>40237727
poly always gets "rocky". be glad it's just that your bf is a weird repper fetishist and not a jealous third wheeler killing you in your sleep

>>40237794
27her, 30 me, 33 him.
>>40237748
Yea they fuck all day while I’m at work it’s crazy

>>40237989
Yea honestly, idk I just want to break up in a way they end up with eachother cause I feel bad for them

>>40238640
Leave that prick, he’s basically cheating on you and knows you’re reluctant to let it happen. Both of them sound insufferable and you should probably find a real relationship instead of that polyamory bullshit

>>40240123
yea just gotta work up the courage to be like almost completely alone. Also have to wait for her to leave so i can help him pack his stuff then pay for movers

>>40238640
>27her, 30 me, 33 him.
holy shit

>>40240774
grim