Thread 40238132

im quitting estrogen tmrw and I still spend an hour on this board every day. I need to find a new hobby I can’t imagine this is good for my chances of stopping permanently

youd enjoy meth, you can be mmgs second meth head and first detranser meth head

>>40238132 (OP)
Why you stopping?

>>40238150
I don’t like drugs
>>40238202
im not trans and don’t have dysphoria

>>40238234
Whyd you start?

>>40238242
I thought I had dysphoria but realized its just bdd. also morbid curiosity

>>40238258
Oh I hope you figure everything out you sound like a good soul

>>40238132 (OP)
you never really escape this place, i evaded it for over 6 months and here i am again now.

>>40238289
yea I’ve stopped for months at a time but always end up browsing again. maybe it’ll be easier to stop once I’m off estrogen tho

>>40238366
i thought that too but well... went back on e and back to visiting this nightmare

>>40238150
you have to be on estrogen to post in mmg
also, i no haven't smoked meth in, like, a year

>>40238430
why did u go back on e do u actually have dysphoria or are u just confused like me

>>40238366
>>40238430
ive been on e for almost 7 years and still come here. ive quit for over a year at a time before though

>>40238464
im just confused like you i think. i went back on it because i got really anxious and scared after a few months

>>40238132 (OP)
>>40238258
Won’t you miss estrogen. Also even if you’re faketrans there’s still the issue of balding or whatever if you care

>>40238518
>>40238535
I’m scared this will happen to me too, im 100% sure I’m not trans but still don’t exactly like balding or having man skin. I’m going to take finasteride tho which should help with both

>>40238693
are you the guy taking e for his hair

>>40238693
I think at some point there will be increased awareness of obsessive thought-induced trannies. I don’t see why you’d stop taking it just because you’re faketrans if you’ve psyopped yourself into not wanting to be a man though. Like there’s nothing inherent to taking estrogen that requires GD. do you hate the effects?

>>40238743
no I never had much hair loss I just fell down the tranny rabbit hole bc I hate my body for a wide variety of reasons but realized a while ago it wasn’t really gender related

>>40238775
oh

>>40238752
yea I definitely think there needs to be more research into trans ocd or sexuality ocd. I’ve never been diagnosed ocd but I do have excessive self reflection and rumination which definitely contributed to my confusion. I don’t mind the effects of e that’s why it’s taken so long for me to decide to stop, I want to stop because I see myself as 100% male and im terrified of being “found out” and don’t feel like I can be honest with anyone

>>40238132 (OP)
>im quitting estrogen
KILL YOURSELF
>>40238693
>fin
DUTASTERIDE IS BETTER YOU STUPID WHORE

>>40238870
Dutasteride is worse. Your brain needs a little DHT as a treat.

>>40238850
I can see why you’d think quitting HRT is a good idea if it’s causing you stress like that, but it doesn’t have to be a paranoid closeted act. Injecting estrogen could just be something you do every Saturday without telling anyone and moving on with your life. If you actually like the effects the male/female stuff doesn’t matter either, some males shoot up E

>>40238870
this board is so detransphobic

>>40238132 (OP)
dont quit E

>>40239175
>some males shoot up E
those are mostly coping trannies or at least fags who are ok with being seen as tranny adjacent. I thought maybe I could be like that but ultimately I’m just too much of a normal dude personality-wise to be “queer”. And again the fact that I’m hiding this from everyone is the main reason I want to stop, I keep running scenarios in my head where I get in some accident and suddenly everyone knows I’m this weird gender freak and its really preventing me from living life normally

>>40239326
>those are mostly coping trannies or at least fags who are ok with being seen as tranny adjacent
How do you know this? Such people aren't going to be vocal or try to be seen. You could personally know one without knowing it.

>>40238940
dhts only purpose is to transform human beings into unthinking horny jungle apes

>>40239659
duta>fin
>>40238940
??? detrans psyop. duta is the way

>>40239596
to go on estrogen you have to be knowledgeable of tranny culture which generally means being ok with trannies, the vast majority of people don’t have the mental fortitude to live crazy double lives

>>40238132 (OP)
How has taking estrogen changed your life? What physical changes occurred?

>>40239813
>physical changes
tits, feminine skin, big butt
>life changes
literally nothing

>>40239711
>to go on estrogen you have to be knowledgeable of tranny culture which generally means being ok with trannies, the vast majority of people don’t have the mental fortitude to live crazy double lives
We aren't living a crazy double life man. E doesn't affect my life at all really. It's not like being a goddamn double life spy or some shit.

>>40240411
do you not worry about getting in a car accident, having your clothes cut off and taken to the hospital unconscious, and now suddenly everyone knows you have tits? Bc I worry about that every day

>>40240429
Nah. I'd just tell them I had a hormone disorder as a kid or some shit.

>>40240458
what about ur parents tho I’m more scared of my parents finding out than even my most dudebro of friends

>>40240478
Don't care really. I've been on this so long without them noticing (or caring, they might know about it without telling me honestly) that I could probably cool them down if they were upset just telling them I've been on it for years without their acknowledgement.

>>40240429
Anon people are infinitely more likely to assume you have some flavor of undefined thyroid issue than to think you’re a fucking tranny because you have some breast tissue. Stop being dramatic