basically my life everyday right now is waking up and waiting until i can get FFS so that i can actually live life instead of sleepwalking thru the days

>>40239100 (OP)
i have lived life like this for as long as I remember you're gonna be okay

>>40239137
yea i myself have basically been living like this for ever since i knew i was trans which was some time ago but now thats im actually transitioning and its in reach, the wait is killing me