Is life worth living as a permahon? Debate.

>>40247656 (OP)
no, but you have to do it anyways. because of woke.

>>40247686
Or I could literally just kill myself.

>>40247656 (OP)
buy a wig, lose or gain weight, dress like a dignified adult woman, voice train like hell. if you do all these things you'll guaranteed pass as an ugly woman.

>>40247732
but suicide is reddit. you have to stay alive just to not be that.

I’m took lots of polonium

>>40247656 (OP)
idk I'ma give it a few more years then I'm gonna do a bunch of drugs and jump off a bridge.

>>40247763
you could make it look like an accident or stop being afraid of cringe website

>>40247759
Wigs are retarded, dishonest and expensive.

I’m trying to lose weight although I wouldn’t at all call myself fat.

I try to dress like a dignified adult but I don’t have the money for my clothes. It’s better than my housemate who literally dresses like a troon caricature.

Trying to voice train but I’m not really getting anywhere.

>>40247763
“Suicide is Reddit.” Being a hon is Reddit, it’s the most Reddit thing you can do. Suicide is much less Reddit by comparison.

>>40247809
Yummy!!!

>>40247870
I’m giving it to the end of this year.

>>40247962
>dishonest
anon you're a tranny your whole existence is dishonest. if the truth is ugliness being dishonest is moral.

>>40247962
>I’m giving it to the end of this year.
ill keep my fingers crossed for you

>>40247983
I guess you’re right.

>>40248015
I wouldn’t bother.

>>40248027
>I wouldn’t bother
you can't stop me :p

>>40248037
I guess not. Wish upon a star or whateverthefuck. I really do hope things get better for me.

>>40247656 (OP)
i dunno

>>40248289
I personally don’t think it is.

>>40247656 (OP)
there are plenty of things u can still do like write a book, paint, design fashion, or do research
if u can't get respect from ppl for looking good, just get respect for other stuff

>>40248687
First one I’ve done several times. Nothing published yet but I’ve received some great rejection letters.

Passing also isn’t a matter of “appeasing others” for me. I mean yes, it would improve my social standing a little, but it would mostly help me not want to strangle the ugly ghoul I see looking back at me in the mirror.

>>40247656 (OP)
get a chaser husband who loves you dearly (me)

>>40249173
I’m so ugly I don’t even make good chaserbait. I have horrendous agp curls.

>>40248795
yeah, I should have specified that you can have a goal like get published, more so than get rejected
after you get some success in something then you probably have a budget for procedures or stylists
a lot of the other stuff is just not hyper fixating on your appearance I guess

>>40249192
well now I REALLY need you what’s your asl

>>40249235
Not hyperfixating on my appearance is very hard.

>>40249278
I assure you, you do not.

>>40250246
try me! I want more people to talk to :)

>>40250410
discord is raybover!

Do your eyebrows hon

>>40247656 (OP)
You have to have a secondary thing to live for. An art or a skill or a sport or a field of study or a cause. Having a partner helps. You must have reasons to live. If you don't yet, get one.

>>40251520
I used to live for the hope of getting published and even though I still work towards that, I’ve kind of lost hope.

I don’t have a partner. I’m too ugly and useless for that. I guess I have a few friends but at this point my pain far exceeds their capacity to help me.

>>40251689
Glad you have a few friends. Glad you write. You should keep writing anon. Just keep going!
If you can afford therapy, get some therapy.
Love won't fix you, but being equipped to handle it when it comes your way will be for the best.
Anyway sorry you're hurting so much anon. It sounds hard. Please keep writing.

>>40251786
I’m in therapy but psychs keep playing ping pong with me. On average it takes around 4 sessions before one decides they’re out of their depth and sends me to someone else. All it’s really done is make me aware of just how irrevocably damaged I am.

>>40251813
Sounds like you've had a seriously fucked time anon. I'm sorry to hear. I'm glad you're at least attempting to find help. I wish you luck, please keep going I'm sorry the cards are stacked against you.

>>40251830
It’s okay. You’re one of the nicer people I’ve spoken to on this site.

>>40247656 (OP)
Just effortmax anon. Only hon is a lazy a hon.

>>40247656 (OP)
all life is worth living
unless you're a filthy boomer

>>40252841
laziness is the mother of invention

>>40247656 (OP)
Yes, you can find happiness in other things other than perfect beauty, not all people get to be really "beautiful" (beauty really is in the soul anyway), and you can always be there for others and be a good person and derive just as much joy from that.
Someone being a hon wouldn't put me off if the age gap isn't too big and she's nice, but that's just me.

>>40252959
I don’t believe this. All joy I find is snuffed out the moment I remember I’m trapped in this fucking body.

>>40253030
I can find joy but it’s temporary and always crushed under my own insecurity.