im so grateful that im cute. i wouldnt vave been able to cope at all with having a shitty transition

>>40252037 (OP)
aaa i wish i was cute and worthy of a boyfriend!

>>40252191
Hideous hons still easily find bf's. Your standards are just too high.

>>40252204
my standard is how my brain feels about someone. the only guy I fell for (and got rejected by) was a chubby manlet neet that lived with mom

im so going to kill myself

>>40252251
Where did you meet him?

>>40252191
asl?

>>40252037 (OP)
These images upset me so much i hate being a heighthon, saw a boymoder one even that one really got to me cuz i remembered other trannies don't actually have to be heighthons most aren't
>>40252204
I definitely would need to lower my standards to get a bf but only because my main standard is they can at least pretend to see me as a woman, which is not possible rn. And ig other stuff like just getting on together and enjoying each others company obviously

>>40252475
I would absolutely see you as a woman because spiritually you are, even if your body doesn’t match that yet.

>>40252560
I'm honestly not I'm very faketrans too. So it'll be someone who both looks and acts like a man. Idk I'll try dating when I'm long enough on hrt and i have the confidence in myself but i am going to wait despite feeling kind of lonely lately

>>40252581
:( well, even if you’re not confident yet, we could still talk! i’m always down to have more friends

>>40252590
Maybe another time but I'm not in a good spot to make online friends since i don't see them as real and i keep lashing out at people online. Idk I'm not particularly interested in making online friends but maybe another time idk

>>40252634
okay :(

It's actually hellish, there's a large difference between passing and being cute
You can pass well, but end up ugly
cute is the best there can be
a shitty transition can be fixed, an ugly one cannot, it harms the soul

>>40252037 (OP)
as a dead person, having a failed transition is pretty much what you'd expect

>>40252037 (OP)
i wish i were asa mitaka and i had a denji bf and then a denji husband