Anyone else a chad before transition with hot gfs and then a baddie after?

>>40252834 (OP)
omg literally me
during my peak repper phase before breaking i was going on a first date or hooking up with someone new every week for like 4 months. its wild cause i had an hrt appointment during that phase but got cold feet.
anyways, i transitioned and now i got a man who made me his gf and rails my butt

>>40252840
BASED

>>40252848
omg literally me
during my peak repper phase before breaking i was going on a first date or hooking up with a new girl every week for like 4 months. its wild cause i had an hrt appointment during that phase but got cold feet.
anyways, i transitioned and now i got a man who made me his gf and rails my butt

>>40252834 (OP)
I need a girl that treats me like this everyday and won’t let me work or go outside

>>40252834 (OP)
>>40252855
i lowkey want a ex chad gf who I can make as happy as the girls he was with before

>>40253025
i really really want that too, theres so many things i did to women that i want my bf to do to me. especially once i get srs

>>40252855
I hope this is a larp bc ppl like this scare me

>>40253043
no its not a larp
its weird to think about now cause its so foreign to me, im a lot happier now

>>40252834 (OP)
I mean kinda, I was a tall skinny twink and hooked up with amateur models at parties and stuff

>>40253047
trannies with wild changes in lifestyle and looks just in general scare me, i feel they they don’t have a real mind

>>40253025
Well I'm looking for a bf.

>>40253080
Or maybe it scares you because they have had complete access to both sides and you have no advantage from masculinity, they know all of your secrets.

>>40253080
i guess you could say thats true for me cause i have bpd and an unstable sense of self. at that point in my life i had resigned myself to what i felt i had been forced to in life and decided if i was going to be something, i may as well be good at it

>>40253080
it feels like psychosis tbhon

I wasn't a chad, I was a p well off eboy, had an asian egirl gf. Last straw in the relationship was she wasn't okay with me questioning my gender. By time I was passing and cute I couldn't pull off being an egirl like I wanted also bc egirls went out of fashion, but I'm a streetwear baddie now

>>40253092
no it’s more that it supports the scary theory that most people don’t have a real personality and instead just latch on to various superlatives

>>40253133
I don't know, you're overthinking it and also being pretentious.

I was masc before because I had a lot of testosterone and I accepted that role because it's what women wanted and what I was expected to do, it doesn't mean I wasn't actually just a massive bitch and a girl and once the testosterone was out of my system it became a lot harder to hold up the ruse anymore. Also, personality isn't gender expression. You're getting something very wrong here, if you're simplifying personality to gender expression then I think you are the one blind to deeper parts about people.

>>40252834 (OP)
yah i was dating this very pretty girl and we were in a serious relationship (living together) when i came out to her. i was just so fucking depressed and not functional prior to that. she completely ghosted not too long afterwards which sucked bc she was the only person i talked to but im not that into women so i wasn't too sad about the relationship being gone. the only friend of mine i kept in regular contact w after everything was my a friend who is very outwardly transphobic, he was oddly very supportive/understanding! but now randos on 4chan tell me they want to impregnate me when i post pics, so mb i am attractive after, idk

>>40253097
this

>>40253246
ur kinda describing what I mean tho, the idea that hormones dramatically affect behavior to even the extent of completely changing your sexuality is just wild to me and completely unrelatable bc I feel exactly the same on estrogen. And the idea that most ppls behavior is a function of chemicals and social pressure is scary bc its just not how I’ve ever seen myself and makes me question if I could change everything about myself with just the right environment or medical concoction, or it makes me think you could change anyone’s identity under the right conditions

>>40253306
just assblast your brain with drugs and sissy hypno just to see what it does

>>40253306
You're presuming I was enjoying fucking women and wasn't in crippling dysphoria anon.

Testosterone is testosterone, put a woman on it and see how she is able to act, it doesn't means she would be distressed.

Get out of here with that crap, I very much doubt you had high test before, I had goose egg testicles, 10 inch cock etc.

>>40253333
but if u didn’t enjoy it why did u keep doing it, again that’s what I find scary, the idea that people aren’t consciously making choices

>>40253351
Because it made my gfs happy, I wasn't even happy about transitioning because it seemed selfish but I didn't really have a choice. I would get myself going out of the room by imagining myself getting fucked vaginally and then go in and do the deed.

>>40253364
I mean exactly, imaging dating a guy like that, scary stuff

>>40252834 (OP)
Not fucking fair

>>40252834 (OP)
unironically yes actually, it sounds like larp but unironically i've been considered stunningly attractive my entire life. it's affected my psyche heavily

>>40253377
Oh ye, so scary, that's why I still have my hot af nord gf.

>>40253387
wait you're still dating foids? nvm we're not the same.. why are you not capitalizing on your value??

>>40253418
I have both, numerous toys. What you're calling scary isn't really scary when you're a 10 and people worship the ground you walk on.

>>40253384
>>40253427
Why do you exist

>>40253435
For sex appeal

>>40253286
rnt u that cute climber twinkhon? yea u were not a “chad” lool

>>40253435
my mom let my dad hit raw for his 32nd birthday

>>40253082
where are you at :))
im 20 btw

>>40252834 (OP)
yeah
pretrans i had girls practically lining up to hang out with me
post trans i make guys have to cover their crotch awkwardly in my presence
too bad ppl think im either already in a relationship or think im above their league so nobody but psycho homewrecker frat boy types want to approach me

>>40252855
I hope you die because you have had more success than me.

what do you people even look like? i don't believe anyone who was that much of a handsome chad would turn out a passoid

>>40255078
You have to remember these usually have no frame of reference, they’d call tom holland a chad.

>>40255078
my boyfriend thinks im cute and i also pass and get men who ask me for my number every once in a while

>>40252834 (OP)
yeah but i only dated boys