>>40253918i've tried anon and i will keep trying, that will not change, i haven't chased after love and such for years it only brings me disappointment and regret so i keep to myself and my own company and the little animals around me but it gets lonely anon don't you ever feel it too? all the nice festival dishes i make for myself on special occasions and drawings and poems sometimes i just wish i had someone to share these things with and lie in each others warmth and be happy is that wrong of me anon
sometimes i can go months and months without thinking about it but then the dam always breaks eventually and it makes my heart hurt and i get so sad and cold but its ok im just crying into the void and it will pass i'm sure until next time