>be me, 20yo psuedo bi jeep tranny just starting hrt
>No interest whatsoever in having a relationship for all of 20 years
>Now suddenly for the last few months feel incredibly lonely and want a bf
>Know I'm agp meta attracted and can't even find men I'm attracted to in the first place because I'm not actually into men
>Even if i was think I'm too much of a hon for dating
>Still desperate for a bf anyway

Why only now do i decide this is a big deal to me i was perfectly happy not giving a shit about being in a relationship or whatever now i feel like total shit about it. It's not even like the hrt triggered it or whatever the fuck this started before i got on hrt i don't get it. Especially when like i could never find a bf no matter what cuz I'm not even actually attracted to men!

>>40255657 (OP)
Let me just fuck your ass.

>>40255711
I don't want someone to fuck my ass i want an actual relationship

>>40255776
Where are you from?

>>40255776
you don't sound like relationship material at all.

>>40255791
Ireland
>>40255823
I'm aware, I really don't deserve it, I'm not actually capable of it, it's just what i want anyway. I'm not like requesting that from anyone because i know I'm not capable or deserving i don't date or anything, I'm just saying i don't just want to have my ass fucked or whatever

>>40255845
Would you move to another european country?

>>40255901
Not for a while idk I'm terrible at learning languages

>>40255923
How do you look like?

>>40255936
Permahon, hence why I'm not dating

>>40255980
Why is that? I would have thought you put some effort into your appearence to fulfill your agp fantasy.

>>40255992
I am going to try as an experiment to see how far i can get as a permahon but my bones are fucked