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>>40257723 (OP)
Femrep knights are an amazing aesthetic.
Both my ex and myself really liked that fantasy.

>>40257723 (OP)
take your HRT, retards

>>40258124
HRT = Good
Social Transition = Bad

>>40258174
not for everyone

>>40258181
Very true.
In truth, I think social transition is typically the best option for androphilic femreppers.
But Gynephilic femreppers have many more viable options.

>>40257723 (OP)
that drawing is so beautiful
trans men have such a powerful soul

choose your gf

>>40257723 (OP)
d’arce would be a femrepper if she had any character outside of le’garde. if the dev wasn’t such a coward she’d transition after finding him dead (via ascension) and continue his vision by becoming the kaiser

>>40258577
i choose picrel

>>40258124
Already do, still a cis lesbian woman tho

>>40258487
Femreppers*
>>40258577
None are really my type.
But I guess the Spartan gf comes the closest.

>>40258577
None of these look like my beautiful perfect angel gf

>>40259019
lol

>>40257723 (OP)
Funger hell yeah

>>40259028
>Femreppers*
let's be honest same thing

>>40258577
put AI in my suicide note

>>40259236
why?

>>40259019
Based based based
>>40259210
Maybe for the androphiles.

>>40259377
femreps are just proto-pooner
prepoons

>>40259394
I disagree.
Most do not poon out, nor is in it the best interests of most.
I would be open to them having a masculine soul of some sort. But I do not consider majority of gynephile femreppers to be pre-poons.

>>40259472
I just see people for what they are on the inside

>>40259472
so whats the difference between gynephile and androphile femreppers? are gynephiles trutrans

>>40259522
Gynephilrs suffer more
>t.gynephile

>>40259522
We’re all females with dysphoria but we love to constantly argue about sexuality in this gen

>>40259522
Gynephiles typically do not poon out, since they have a number of options to manage their dysphoria that do not seriously impact their ability to find partners. If anything, they could improve it. In all but the most severe cases of dysphoria, it is just a net negative in terms of quality of life for them to poon.

Androphiles functionally lack many of those management options.
This makes pooning out a uniquely positive option for them and explains the sheer number of androphilic ftms.

I do not consider either one to be anymore 'trutrans' then the other. It is just that long term repping is far more viable for one compared to the other.
I would be willing to accept that both have fundamentally masculine souls or brains.

>>40259577
idk hrt butchmaxxing seems wonderful but having to always be the lil dood in a gay relationship sounds like pain, the grass is always greener on the other side

>>40259848
I would argue that hrt butchmaxxers are never 'lil doods' since, they are not being compared to men. They are being compared to other women. In that context, they are actually the very peak of masculinity. God, it is why I love them so much.
Actual ftms are by their very nature compared to cis guys. So at best they are just going to be lil doods.

does conversion therapy work? should i try it? i got into my first comphet relationship and i love my bf but sometimes i catch myself wishing that he was a girl. it makes me feel guilty, like i'm cheating on him somehow. it also scares me and makes me feel like i made a big mistake. i just want to be a normal cishet foid

>>40259983
Sexualityrepper and transrepper ? I neal to you, doublerepper, the repperest of all.

>>40259983
>does conversion therapy work?
No.
At best you can play het for a time. But inevitably the relationship that is 'grounding' you in heterosexuality either turns really toxic or you just give up and go back to women.
There is a reason why most conversion therapy orgs run by 'ex gays' collapse; Eventually everyone just goes back to being gay.
Functionally, the best you can do is become celibate, if being into other women is really that painful for you.
>i just want to be a normal cishet foid
Well just about all of us wish we were things that we can never fully be.

>>40259983
Bully him into crossdressing and getting pegged.

>>40260244
>tfw no gf who bullies you into crossdressing and getting pegged

>>40259956
lol i actually agree with you, i should've specified being a lil dood in a GAYDEN relationship. being the big strong butch only compared to the little soft femme would be awesome

>>40260598
>being the big strong butch only compared to the little soft femme would be awesome
Litteraly me. Its great but I still deeply wish I where a man.

Um yes hello
is this where all the women that want to be normal are?
Would anyone care for affirming how not trans they are with a hearty splooge in the cunt and a lot of doting boyfriend behavior?

Need slightly masc-brained girfriend but no poonami tsunami, thank you

- warmest regards, every modern male

What happens if you're hrt butchmaxxing and people assume you're male though. Like if you start femalefailing or even passing

>>40260598
As a little soft femme with a hrt repping butch ex, I can confirm that it is amazing for both partners. It is big reason why I promote hrt repping and butch maxxing in these threads.
Literally the best relationship I ever had. I loved making her feel totally masculine.
>>40260645
Very understandable. So did my ex.
That is just dysphoria for you, it never goes away, you can only try to manage it.

>>40260650
modern males, is it a hard no if i got my tits chopped off? i was only 15 i swear i'm not as mentally ill now

>>40259638
Pooning out as an androphile is a benefit if you're not bottom dysphoric and enjoy being constantly mogged by your partner.

>>40260742
for most modern cishet men, yes its a hard no. for perhaps a bisexual or liberal leaning man who likes little boys? mmaybe

>>40260742
Not that anon, but maybe I can take estrogen for a few months and grow my own pair to fill in the void since I do like tits.

>>40260873
unless theyre on T femrepper x mtf is doomed because the mtf inevitably fetishizes the parts of the repper that the repper hates

>>40260742
>i got my tits chopped off
funny that i as a guy got more tits than you since i developed a bit of gyno during my teens

>>40260998
That is just not true.
I value the masculine elements of my parters, not the parts that make them feel dysphoric.
I would not love stone butches if I did.

>>40260998
I'm not an mtf. I'm just a guy who wishes he was a lesbian.

>>40260650
Kill yourself
>>40261161
Kill yourself

>>40261208
The first guy was definitely in the wrong but I was pretty harmless in my post.

>>40260872
pathetic fakecel, my cishet chud bf likes me despite my mutilation. go back to hell where you came from, faggot
>>40261089
i'm hoping i get some regrowth, the jew doctor fucked up and didn't remove all my boob fat so my chest was lumpy for a while, but it doesn't seem as bad now that i'm off t.
>>40261161
>>40261215
it's ok anon i thought it was funny. you definitely belong in repgen though

Bump

>>40259019
>cis lesbian woman tho
crazy that cis lesbian and hrt femboys really just work the same for me. Fucking hot

>>40257723 (OP)
Love op picrel

>>40260650
>>40261161
Males have rest of the board for themselves.
Fuck off, thanks.

>>40259210
Stop insulting us. I will never be a pooner, thanks god.

>>40264132
i want to have solidarity with mtfs but eventually their rapey moid instincts always come out eventually. it's a shame, i thought she was cute

>>40264203
I don't want to have solidarity with mtfs because it's literally impossible.

>>40264474
i'm realizing it slowly. it just sucks to be called a traitor when i tried for years to help improve trans optics for nothing at all besides my own detriment

I'm pooning out for real this time, this general was cool though. Peace

>>40264661
i swear im like right on the edge of it brother, see you in ftmg soon

My body and mind are horrifically defective in every possible way

>>40264539
Mtfs will never ever be nice to you just because you're afab. They will always treat you exactly how men treat women.
So why would you care about "solidarity" with them? Please, don't waste your time.

>>40264661
We lost another angel...

>>40265290
every mtf i have in my life is incredibly pleasant but i may just be the minority here

>>40265327
Two mtfs dont really change how millions of them act.

I fucking hate going out with people. Strait or gay doesn’t matter I always end up in some love triangle where
>amab person in the group ends up liking me.
>afab has a thing for amab
>my stupid lesbian ass wants the attention of the afab who is too busy fawning over the amab that’s trying to hard to get with me and not them.

Fuck my stupid lesbian life.

>>40265370
T4T transbians and HSTS types give us all a bad name.
But the the vast majority of trans-lesbians are pretty chill.
>>40267565
This is why I try not to associate with bis.
I swear they just exist to make lesbians suffer.

>>40263558
Seeing shit like this makes me want to cut my hair. Does anyone have some good hairstyle options that are masc leaning and hot for long hair?

>>40268091
>masc
>long hair
Hair length is pretty strictly gendered anon.
The only hairstyle I can think of that is at-least kinda masc and allows for long hair is a side shave, but obviously that still involves a large amount of your head being buzzed.

Being on the other side of the aisle. I would love to be able to style my hair shorter. But socially that would objectively impact how feminine I am read as.

>>40268091
Maybe get a classic "want a men's cut but can't out myself as pooner so gets an andro feminine cut" ? It's what I did before shaving my head

>>40268167
>before shaving my head
Waow
(based based based)

>>40268139
>>40268167
Right now my hair looks kinda like this and I don’t take it down often. I know I need to bite the bullet and just cut it, but I really love long hair. I wish I could just be Jason Mamoa.

>>40268203
This is just my opinion and since you said you like having long hair, it may not work for you.
But my recommendation really would be to just cut it short, fully expose and highlight the undercut. I really think that looks nice. It is also a sweet spot, being a masc style but not super masc.

>>40268241
Do you have some photo examples?

>>40268259
I could not find something that is 100% what I was talking about with a quick search.
But this is in the ballpark of what I was getting at.

>>40268319
NOTE: DOESNT WORK ON OGRES - ITLL MAKE YOU LOOK WORSE

hate seeing trannies doing some christy mack cut when they arent built for it

>>40268319
Thanks anon

You need to stop talking and start looking at roid forums

>>40268332
I personally think it is a pretty nice sweet spot of a cut anon. Obviously it is not going to suit all femreppers, but I think it would work for a good chunk.
In an ideal world buzz cuts and the like would be the order of the day, but tragically we do not live in the hrt butch paradise I envision.
>>40268334
I just like helping out femreppers anon :)

>>40268091
>"Women have short haircuts because they don't want to be trad anymore, propaganda!"
Hilarious.
Get that haircut.

Honestly, there's something a bit poetic about being a woman who longs to be a man

>>40268964
It depends how you conceptualize it.
But I can see something beautiful in a woman who has a masculine soul and loves other women who possess feminine souls.
My memory is pretty foggy, but I think it may have been Hadewijch who wrote something like that.

>>40268964
I think we're better than everyone else.

>>40268989
I think hrt butches are better then anyone else and would be willing to start a worshipful cult to that effect desu.

>>40268964
Would prefer to be reading about it than living it

>>40268999
Every type of femrepper is better than everyone else.

>>40269052
I'm more then willing to but hrt butches at the top of a hierarchy. They clearly deserve it.
But I draw the line at androphiles. They just have my pity.

Why does everyone hate androphiles

>>40269103
Feeling sorry for androphiles is not hating them.

I can only feel attraction to men parasocially. Every man i am attracted to is someone distant who i can only fantasize about. Whenever i actually interact with a man i feel only disinterested or lose the feeling instantly. There is literally no point to having these residual attraction to men if i only feel it when alone. If i lacked attraction to anyone i could live a life of pure bliss in solitude and wallow, but unfortunately i just live in solitude and obsess over internet microcelebrities

>Having a nice dream about my femrepper hrt butch ex
>She was proposing to me
>Wake up before I could answer
>Cry
Well my day is already ruined and it is just the early hours of the morning.
How is everyone else holding up?

>>40268167
pretty much the exact hairstyle i have rn kek

>>40265290
isn't this kind of thinking itself perpetuating the stereotype

>>40268167
My hair is kind of like this, i want to make it shorter but i worry exposing my tiny skull more will have the opposite effect i want

>>40272388
That sounds like brain worms anon.
I promise you that when it comes to others perceiving you as more masculine, people are going to be paying much more attention to your hair style rather then your skull measurements.

Get that short hair style. Consider buzzing the sides. You are going to look, feel and be read as more masculine.

>>40272411
Maybe, most women with very short haircuts still look very feminine. i mean the women in picrel are wearing makeup and stuff but just their features in general. Maybe buzzing the sides would help, but i dont know if id look more masculine with a shorter cut when i have a feminine face and small skull

>>40272664
Again, I think this is just normal dysphoria brainworms anon, rather then concerns actually grounded in reality.
Obviously feminine presenting women are going to look feminine, even with short hair.
But if you are actually attempting to present more masc, you are not going to look like them even if you share some features.
>Maybe buzzing the sides would help
I consider it to be basically a cheat code to looking and being read as much more masc.

>>40272411
nta but ive been wanting to shave my sides pretty bad and this is good motivation, though i do share similar worries with >>40272664

>>40271515
What? It's not "kind of thinking" it's reality.

Does a femrepper want to try exploiting this controversial esoteric mindstream transference technique from the six yogas of Naropa with me so we exchange bodies?

>>40272712
I don't think it's purely brainworms. If you have an extremely feminine face to begin with, short hair might help with anglepassing but it won't truly help otherwise, even if you're trying to present masc.

>>40270204
Sorry to hear that anon.

This board feels wrong without flags.

>>40275256
welcome to anonymity, newfren

>>40275256
Should be year round

Bump at night

>>40274745
The problem is that because of dysphoria, reppers (and trans people) are not good at judging how they look. I would be willing to be that in an objective sense, she does not have an 'extremely feminine face'. Maybe just some feminine features at best. Dysmorphia and dysphoria do go hand in hand.
>even if you're trying to present masc
99% of the time, making a real effort to present masc is going to be enough. Strangers are not going to take out tape measures to measure your skull dimensions and even a partner is likely not even paying much attention to anything other then just how masc and attractive you are as a whole.
It really is brain worms.
>Sorry to hear that anon
Thanks anon. I really do miss her a bunch.
But I powered through today with the aid of some monster and I'm all set for the weekend.
>>40275256
Have you noticed how much slower and harder to read all of the generals have gotten?
Flags encourage posting. We have this discussion every year, but they really should be a permanent thing.
I miss my sapphic flag desu.

>>40257723 (OP)
Is that the knightess from Fear and Hunger in Las Vegas?

>>40278316
I don't know anon.
But I think all femreppers should think of themselves as a knightess.

Pls femreppers, make me (malerep) into a cis woman, I'd easily pay you a lot of money if you could do that for me

>>40278821
You do realize the idea of helping someone else be fem is the last thing in the world I’d be interested in right now?

"If there had been a door within reach that led straight to death, he wouldn’t have hesitated to push it open, without a second thought, as if it were just a part of ordinary life. For better or for worse, though, there was no such door nearby" -Haruki Murakami, Colorless Tsukuru Tazaki and His Years of Pilgrimage

>>40279066
Guys try and have empathy for women challenge: Impossible.

>>40279066
Why, I wouldn't really mind making you into a cis man if that's what you want

>>40278821
What makes you think I wouldn't trun myself into a cis man if I know how to do it?

>>40279662
I understand it really does not feel this way because of your dysphoria. But I honestly think you would be pretty disappointed with the reality of being a cis guy, if you were able to turn yourself into one.
I think the longing for the greener grass may just be better then that greener grass itself.

As always. I suggest butch maxxing and hrt-repping.
While this may not be something you will be able to feel yourself. I can personally assure you that hrt butches do masculinity better then cis guys do anyway. Far, far better.
So much so, once we can just grow bespoke organs and just give people the genitals they want. I think cis guys will basically be obsolete.

>>40280387
I hope it doesnt sound rude but you being mtf makes it hard to trust your opinion on what being a cis male is like

>>40280467
That is a perfectly reasonable concern anon.
However I think that a 'grass is greener on the other side' effect is true for basically all dysphoric people. Myself included. In my case, it was just that the downsides of living as a woman still outweighed ending my own life; as I would have had I not transitioned. So even if you could just magically become a cis guy, I still think that there would be some level of disappointment there.

I do not think being trans has impacted my view on cis guys however. I will die on the hill that butches simply are objectively better at masculinity then them.
Thus to be a hrt butch maxxer is the utter peak of masculinity. As far as I'm concerned anyway.

>>40280387
>MTF telling femreppers how being cis M actually sucks and cisf is a blessing
Not again. Anon you seem nice enough but it's a really brain-dead comment

>>40281510
Anon, I'm not saying that being a cism would be something terrible. Just that I think it is something that is more appealing because it is something that you can never be. I think on some level that is just how human brains work, not a criticism or minimization of anyone's dysphoria.
Likewise, I'm not saying that being a cisf is some 100% amazing experience. Dysphoric or not. I'm really just advocating for what is going to provide the highest quality of life for the vast majority of femreppers.

>>40280387
Butches are not men why should I want to be butch.
> I can personally assure you that hrt butches do masculinity better then cis guys do anyway.
Lmfao
No

>>40283187
>Butches are not men
I never claimed they were.
>why should I want to be butch
Dysphoria management.
Chances are your dysphoria is not crippling enough to make going the ftm route worth the many negatives that come along with it. However, your dysphoria likely still negatively impacts your life.
Thus, butchmaxxing and hrt-repping are options on the table that can help reduce that dysphoria down to a level that you can live with. It is not some magical cure to dysphoria and they will not work for everyone, but they are valid options that can help.
>Lmfao
I'm typically willing to bracket what I post here as just my own opinions. But not this. I will die on this hill.
It is embarrassing just how much better butches are at masculinity then cis guys. That is a fact and I'm not going to budge on it.

>>40283266
>Women larping as men are better than men
Nta but I support this, based

>>40257723 (OP)
Do i get off hrt...

>>40283495
Why? Do you want to?

everyday, i suffer as an ftmtfrepper
>>40283495
yes let's suffer together

>>40283565
Idk i can never be a cis woman... everyone keeps being annoying about me being trans... i hope if i get off it bottom dysphoria will go back when i was on T which was more bearable like i wanna be a woman...

>>40283660
We're suffering together sis <3 (bro)

>>40269305
>wanting men to be like the idealized version in your head instead of what they are like in reality

you're no better than a random moid cooming over anime "women"

>>40284113
moids are subhuman scum, however.

>>40284508
>moids are subhuman scum
Femreppers will say stuff like that and then drawn this.

>>40284959
Yes, and that's exactly why moids are ungrateful subhuman scum.

>>40285430
I wish I could draw so I could make a pic with that mentally ill anon's woman monster character screaming "why aren't you grateful?!" at a normal looking guy.

>>40269305
Heterosexuality should be banned.
Women shouldn't feel attracted to men only to other women if they want to be satisfied.

>>40284508
The literal only thing separating you from said subhuman trash is your cunt. Great job being human!

>>40285506
Kys subhuman trash.
Nta.

I miss flags.
I only want to interact with other femreppers.

>>40285571
I'm that anon's mother. He killed himself. I hope you're happy.

>>40285610
People can just pick the femrepper flag without actually being femreppers.

>>40257723 (OP)
I haven't been here in a while. As someone who was introduced to this site at 13, touching grass > 4chan, for real. So much untreated mental illness it infects you with retarded thought patterns.
>inb4 what were you doing
Reading slash, working, autistic hobbies. Turns out repping is easy-ish without 4chan. Fuck you all.

>>40285658
>slash
Slash was like the Venom of Teenage Mutant Ninja Turtles.

>>40285617
Good, one less.

>>40285506
the thing that separates me from the worthless war fodder meat drones is my soul <3 moids will never know what the spirit feels like because they are subhuman husks
>>40285617
alhamdullilah

>>40285658
I was off this site for more than seven months, my dysphoria didn't changed

>>40285717
>alhamdullilah

>>40285729
Neither did mine, but scratching an open wound doesn't help either.

>>40284113
>you're no better than a random moid cooming over anime "women"
Never claimed to be, why do you think im on the website full of anime coomers?

>>40285739
Nobody sane believes in that though

>>40285813
On track to be the largest religion in the world. Currently the fastest growing one.

>>40285813
If your definition of sane excludes all of islam, all religious men and every person in power then you're the insane one.

>>40285830
Made up moid bullshit.

>>40285739
arabic doesn't mean islam, retard. i descend from the christian lebanese

>>40285851
Pew Research Center estimates Islam will become the largest religion around the year 2075.

>>40285488
No, Men are very beautiful creatures, just more satisfying to observe than to romantically engage with

>>40257723 (OP)
>mfw my knight bro that stayed mute and stoic all the time was a biological girl
>my last look at him when we are bleeding out in the snow is one of bittersweet gratitude for the time we spent together
>no homo hold hands for the gosling moment
>remembered as a heterosexual couple by historians

Bump

>>40287684
Any other Americans do anything for treason day (4th of July.) I hung out with my best friend and her family. Kids decided I was their fun uncle and started calling me funkle with was cute and really affirming. They don’t know about any of the gender dysphoria. I like women and just act like an guy/uncle I guess.

>>40285739
Why is anti-feminist or gay propaganda the coolest shit ever? From now on femrepper gen is the Hellfire Sisters Club.

>>40285686

>>40285610
Yeah I’ve not really been responding to anyone since they took flags away because I know half of these people are tourists. It’s worse than CLG here.

>>40285488
I agree, but that includes having sex with trans women because it is still heterosexuality and should be banned.

>>40283341
>I support this
I think everyone should desu.
>>40287796
Flags in general just make it easier to engage with people. There is a reason why all of the generals across the board are so much more active during June.
I really miss them. Makes zero sense to lock them to a single month.

I’ll be wool gathering tonight, tomorrow, and for the rest of my life to cope.

It is all going to get better in time. There are people who love you for who you are.
Just be the best you that you can be.

OP pic makes me wanna play WoTR as a tomboy paladin repper but I don't have 130 hours to spare.

>>40289250
OP pic makes me wish that my ex and myself actually went through with buying her a set of amour.

>>40286413
No they aren't, heterosexuality should be a sin.

>>40287779
>From now on femrepper gen is the Hellfire Sisters Club.
Based

>>40289334
Waow
(based based based)

>>40289334
Are you the lesbian fetish moid or just a lesbian

>>40289474
There are still plenty of lesbian separatists.

>>40289474
>>40289478
I'm a straight woman who wants to be lesbian.

>>40289995
I feel for you anon. But there is really not much you can do.
Conversion therapy does not work when it is homo -> het. It is clearly no going to work the other way around.

>>40290004
>Conversion therapy does not work when it is homo -> het.
I wish it did, if they ever bring that up every single straight woman would go there. No woman wants to be straight.

The average gayden and detrans tradwives feel like one degree of separation atp, blackpilling to realize how many ftms just act like catty conservative-minded girls even when then become passoids

Why are you sleeping on the chance to become a man in real life?

>>40291431
he constantly posts his face for attention on reddit of all places, a passoid being so desperate is more depressing than hopefuel

>>40291454
You wouldn't post your face everywhere if you looked like an attractive man?

>>40291598
No, whoring my face around would be disrespectful to my future wife

>>40289227
>There are people who love you for who you are.
Lmfaoooo

>>40291431
Are we going to ignore the serious medical issues involved with looking/doing that? Plus it’s a mental illness If your dysphoria is not too sever it’s better to contain the feeling and not transition.

What a fucking retard.
>>40292668

>>40291397
Are you even a repper

>>40291431
C
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Doesn't pass at all, I will continue repping thanks for posting repfuel.

>>40292862
I'm struggling to tell if this board was always this full of bitter woman hating spergs or as this place quickly becomes more shit these people are just posting more. It was always there but it's pretty much two threads per day of r9k retardation.

>>40285896
Just because something has huge followings doesn't mean it's good.

>>40291397
females will always be female. males will always be male. unfortunate but true, i learned this fact of life too late.

>>40294182
What a cruel reality

>>40294182
>>40294248
Just be more creative. One of you should be able to find a way to make it happen. Humanity got a man to walk on the Moon and invented a bomb that can disintegrate an entire city, so sex change tech should be pretty easy in comparison. Surely one of you should have the manly determination to solve this problem.

>>40294290
creativity is a fembrained trait. i am ftmtf, i have accepted my dogshit lot in this world.

>>40294290
There is nothing manly about me or I'd have the risk taking tendencies necessary to make me poon out already.

Why don't femreppers pretend they're extremely successful post-op mtfs with a bleeding disorder? You could see the male appearance from before you transitioned in your face still when you look in the mirror and can reminisce about your dick from before the surgery.

>>40294445
what purpose would this serve? if i was born amab i would stay as an alpha chad and get a harem of beautiful women

>>40294445
What's the point of larping as mtf tranny?

>>40285846
Actually yes religious fundies should be excluded.
The majority of the world being misogynistic doesn't mean the majority of the world believes theologically that the metaphysical hell is made up of mostly women
>>40287779
Fuck yes
A shame Lilith was coopted by the trannies or we couldve added her to the hellfire/demonic motif

>>40292885
He just looks jewish/Italian
>>40292988
It definitely wasnt like this in 2015, I have to assume it's just bitterhons/incels that genuinely believe being a woman (or passing as one) gets you like free trips to Disneyland or something

>>40295092
Being a woman literally does get you free admission to a lot of events since having more women there helps attract more male customers.

>>40289334
i like trannies tho

>>40291431
>16
clearly the results one can only get when they transition early enough. im 20, if i transitioned now id just end up looking the same as the right one with extra body hair forever. its already too late

>>40295712
You mean same as the left one?
Right with extra body hair would look pretty badass.

>>40295734
yea i meant left one my bad
i could never look like the right one even if i tried. the drastic change in skull shape genuinely has me in shock because that could never happen to me after 21. every passoid ftm i see transitioned before 18 its genuinely too late for everyone else lol. all the "you can still transition after 30 and look the same" is just cope because body fat distribution and body hair changes are just not the same as it literally changing your whole skeletal structure when you do it early enough. and i hate when people refuse to acknowledge that because "facial hair is enough to pass". this is quite literally the reason trans women complain about being lateshits because its the same that happens to them but reversed and pretending it doesnt happen is stupid

>>40295092
>He just looks jewish/Italian
No sorry that face and those eyes are

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>>40295092
>It definitely wasnt like this in 2015
What happened?

>>40295712
>>40295856
Best age to transition is 11. Before the female puberty start. Second puberty in adult body sounds fucking disgusting.
And it's not worth it.

>>40295939
this is what my husband said to me because he doesnt want me to transition and honestly i think hes right. sad that a bunch of coping retards want to rewrite reality to make it seem like it isnt that way. if anything late transition only works for luckshits who already had good genetics to begin with

>>40296023
>20
>Husband
Oh yeah dood your gonna be preggers in less than a year

>>40296060
not really unfortunately since its long distance and i think either the relationship or i might end before thats even possible (excluding the slight possibility that i might poon out)

>>40296127
>long distance husband
Sister... Are you asian/latina and he is a nerdy white man ? If yes you tick all the boxes.

Im kind of high so incoming sloppost
Isn't it crazy you can just like choose to inject yourself with some liquid that will make you into a super soldier type human being and it makes you get hairy and strong
And that's like just something you can do and for some reason our bodies respond to it really easily
Fucking crazy

>>40296164
Like you can just turn it on at any moment. But you can't easily go back.

>>40296147
? the boxes from what

>>40296188
The ftm repper/depoon archetype I've observed several times already..

>>40296164
Why do any guys not like being male given how male hormones are literally super soldier serum?

>>40296211
kek

>>40296147
>Are you asian/latina and he is a nerdy white man ? If
Nta but wow literally me

>>40295939
I started puberty at 9 so I should've been taking T at 7 at the latest

>>40296521
I transitioned to male at time of conception.
You had one job to catch a Y chromosome sperm but you fucked up and grabbed an X.

>>40296564
I will never forgive myself...

>>40296288
They are retarded

>Go to any mtf thread
>It's all sunshine, rainbows and support
>Go to any ftm/repper thread
>Ywnbam, wombyn, pregnancy, periods, AFAB, XX, theyfab, pooner, detransition, hatred for cis women

I hate amabs desu.

>>40296619
This is literally not true, looking into mtfg is like looking at a bunch of husks of human life. Not the photos, the posts.

>>40296657
I went to mtfg and it was all tripfag or discord drama, left immediately. Mmg and repgen are sad, i think it's generally true that clg, frg, and ftmg attract more trolling tourists though

>>40296564
be careful if you grab the wrong y chromosome you may not be able to even fully transition with hormones due to androgen insensitivity

>>40296815
Complete androgen insensitivity is a hot condition. You're techically male but you have a vagina and tits and even if you inject testosterone you'll be immune to it and will remain female looking.

>>40296657
Mtfgen sucks because of discord bullshit, just like ftmgen. If we ignore mtfgen almost all mtf threads are hopefuel.

>>40296692
>clg, frg, and ftmg attract more trolling tourists though
I never understood why.

>>40296619
im not gonna lie, im ftmtf and i like picking on lil poons. i like imagining them puffing out their cute soft pink cheeks and slamming their tiny delicate afab hands on their desks, trying to emulate moid rage. i wish i could pull a pooners pigtails on the playground
>>40296944
mods ban me if i treat mtfs the same :(

>>40297261
>trying to emulate moid rage.
You're afab trying to come off as more masculine, so that's fine. But like if you want to be feminine then why you don't act feminine?

Does anyone else miss that tripfag, Dark Empress?

>>40297396
what are you talking about? i'm not trying to act like anything, i'm just being me

My most shameful daydream is having a partner who says they will always see me as a man and encourages me to transition... too bad it's just a fantasy

I cry when i see random pictures of men, men in movies i'm watching, men outside, etc... does this happen to anyone else?
I am worried i might not be able to repress my whole life. I'm too sensitive. I'll definitely end myself soon. I hate being mentally ill

>>40298539
That doesn’t happen to me at all. I think you have bigger problems than being dysphoric. Mentally I’ll is an understatement,

Have you had any big life events/epiphanies/trauma that could trigger these responses?

>>40298549
No i actually haven't had any childhood trauma that i know of. Of course my parents slapped me around a bit and spanked my ass but nothing that could explain this. I think i'm just really mentally ill and have an overactive imagination. Whenever i see these men that make me cry i also daydream about being them and what their life would have been like. It's that part that gets me the most and makes me cry. Men irl make me more emotional than pictures.

>>40298585
It sounds like you have some severe longing of something that will never happen. Are you coping/avoiding something else in your life and it’s compounding? Like someone having a bad day and then gets a finger cut and starts crying. It’s not really the cut that hurts but the whole day building up to the one Point of pain or contention. It really sounds like something else is going on or you’re really mentally ill… like about to have a psychosis mentally ill.

I could maybe see once or twice in a lifetime this happening to us femrepper, but that’s about it.

>>40298585
>>40298539
Who are they?

>>40298605
I'm coping and avoiding everything all the time basically. I never leave my house for anything but the bare necessities. I'm severely undersocialized, have no friends, never do anything. It's true i have a very aching and severe longing to live the life of a male youth. There's nothing else really going on. This is like one of the 3 things i think more than 5 seconds about daily. Actually it occupies most of my thoughts.
>>40298609
Idk. They're just anonymous japanese university students/soldiers. There's something very melancholic about vintage portraits that make my soul hurt. Especially when they're smiling.

>>40298909
I think you should indeed go outside and stop romanticing men. Their lives are not a coming-of-age movie.

>>40296944
Afabs trigger jealousy, hatred and lust in the denizens of this retarded board
>>40297261
You seem very bpd

>>40298539
A longing, jealous pang in my chest maybe. ive spent a long time daydreaming about being a man in a completely bygone era i wasnt even alive for, but i physically could not cry that often

>>40298120
I was talking about mtfs

>>40264203
we’ll never experience having rapey moid instincts its over

>>40297261
>ftmtf
>lil poons
that's you kek

>>40268203
congrats nona on choosing the ugliest hairstyle possible

>>40300569
Only looks good on studs desu

>>40265290
>They will always treat you exactly how men treat women.
So fanatical devotion and worship?

>>40296944

>>40300569
It is a pretty nice hair style honestly.
>>40302033
>fanatical devotion and worship?
I cannot speak for how all mtfs see and would treat femreppers.
But 'fanatical devotion and worship' does sum up my relationship with my butch femrepper ex. So we are out there.

Knowing that somebody has probably thought about me as short, cute (in the female way), or feminine makes me want to kms.

>>40303670
That is understandable.
But you do have some control over how people see you going forward.
Butchmax, hrt rep, workout. When it comes to being seen as handsome (in a masculine way) and not being read as feminine, the power is yours.

>>40260742
Sorry about all that. How was the recovery process?

Truth be told, as long as the scarring isn’t too intense and I can touch / kiss the area without causing you pain, I wouldn’t bother me.

>>40300000
I don't really romanticize their lives though. I genuinely get upset just thinking about existing in a man's body, doing utterly mundane things like sitting down and smoking a cigarette or something, even though i can do the exact same thing as a woman - it will never be the same since i'm not male.

Who is the oldest femrepper?

>>40298539
Me too. I fucking hate seeing men anywhere. Especially when they're walking around half naked. Why are they allowed to walk around like that and no one cares? I wish they had to cover up like women do.

>>40305081
We have two nonas in their late 30s, one is 38 and pretty sure she's the oldest

>>40302033
>"Look how much men worship women!"
>Look inside
>"Worshipped" only because she's offering herself on porn site
This says alot about men.

>>40300049
>You seem very bpd
checks out, i'm diagnosed with it lol
>>40300562
no, i'm literally just a mentally ill woman

>>40306521
Women should just not wear half of their clothes
Make it fair

>>40306521
Men don't have to cover up their tops because there's nothing of interest there.
Same as how men do get in trouble for having their dicks visible but if a woman was photographed without pants or underwear from the front and had an innie with nothing hanging down you could post a pic like that and not have it count as NSFW.

You guys drawn anything as of late?

>>40308126
i just drew this but i don't think anyone likes it :(

>>40308140
Very disturbing imagery...

>>40308102
how do I get a femrepper gf?

>>40308175
On the internet again probably, sorry that happened anyway.

>>40308243
It was a pretty strange experience and I'm not sure if I recognize it as trauma

>>40308152
you just don't understand high brow art

is it irrational if i break up with my bf for not letting me peg him? before him, i've only been in relationships with women as a service top. i don't think i can stand being the worthless subhuman 24/7 bottom bitch hole. i can't even get off to being penetrated, but i'm expected to be the only one to receive. why are moids so greedy?

>>40308469
honestly, not irrational at all. what made you switch from men to women?

>>40308469
It sounds like you are just sexually incompatible. So I think you should break things off.
>why are moids so greedy?
They are socially conditioned to be like that.
Another reason why butches do masculinity so much better.

>>40308489
i just want to be normal. i've had a lot of traumatic experiences due to being queer so i detransitioned and started repressing my gender identity and sexuality.
>>40308490
they have everything i've ever wanted in the world and they can't even use it right. it's so pathetic. i wish i could make a girl happy

>>40308521
thats... really unfortunate nona. im also a ftmtfemrepper and being with cishet men was definitely an eye opener for me that i cant be satisfied with the soft fem bottom lifestyle.

>>40308521
It sounds like you have had a very rough time with things anon. Bouncing back off of a transition and attempting to just be a 'normal' cishet person is sadly common.
But I think transition did not work out for you and now cishet repping has not. My recommendation is to embrace being a dysphoric queer woman, butchmax, hrtrep and live the life that is most true to you.

>>40308140
What is this referencing

>>40309659
oyasumi punpun

>>40308469
It's very rational and your decision to "just bee normal" was retarded from the start. Good luck dealing with the self-inflicted trauma.

Anybody else feel like there would be something deeply narcissistic about transitioning? Like I don't even care about lack of approval but knowing that my neurotic evangelical mother would probably kill herself if she knew her only child was a troon is the only reason I wasn't on hrt like 2 years ago

>>40309861
yeah idk. i transitioned mostly for aesthetics and years later i'm detransing. i have dysphoria but it's just cumbersome either way

>>40309986
what do you mean by “for aesthetics”?

>>40310346
To be less ugly

>>40310376
wouldn’t it be better to continue transitioning then?

>>40307679
If woman does that she gets attacked and called names.
>>40308034
That's so fucking false.
Yesterday I saw a video of a guy recording himself while he was hard, and nobody in the comments seemed to care except for a few women lusting over him.
Meanwhile when a woman gets cold and her nipples show through her shirt, the comments are full of shit like "cover up, whore."

>>40308469
No, it's not irrational at all. Break up with him.
Submissive males don't exist unless you pay them.

>>40310571
You could also just date a short, subby, mtf femme bottom. Just floating that idea.
Seems like that has a much higher chance of soothing your dysphoria rather than both dating a cis guy and bottoming for him; That just seems like an awful idea doomed to make you feel worse from the jump.

>>40310571
isn't it supposed to be the other way around? submissive males were BUILT to give their wallets to cruel uncaring findommy mommies (me)

>>40310710
That doesn't work if you're androphile

>>40310800
Very true. I have much less in the way of useful suggestions when it comes to androphiles.
But I stand by my recommendation for all gynephiles.

Bump

>>40310814
>useful suggestions when it comes to androphiles
Celibacy

>>40311380
Pretty solid option desu.
But it is not surprising to me just how many androphile femreppers end up transitioning.
Gynephiles have several really good options. I swear femme mtfs were made just to help butch femreppers cope with their dysphoria.

When flags disappeared gen was really killed

>>40312887
It is a real shame anon.
Most of the generals have fallen off since flags were removed.

>>40312887
Genuinely the only thread keeping me on this shithole of a board. I dont want it to die but i will be free (for a few weeks) if it does

>>40312887
I want to know who I'm talking to simple as. This thread was always full of tourists. And disappearance of flags nadw it worse.

>>40313014
Made*

>>40295092
Because he is
Hes an attention whore because hes a millenial
He also sits like a baby in his photos KEK

>>40313128
> hes a millenial
eww

need sister pussy

>>40313486
need brother dick

>>40313636
Need hrt butch strap

>>40313691
Need other (f)utch to rub our tdicks together

NEED FUTCHGOD

NEED BUTCH PISS

being futch feels like being the beta version of a butch but i dont think im masculine enough to fully butchmode

>>40314071
Hi

>>40314147
I feel like to be a proper butch you need to take T

>>40314281
It is not 100% necessary.
But it is very quickly becoming the new normal and even an expectation from us femmes into butches.
I think we are getting to the point where if you are not at-least using topical T, then it is kinda dubious as to how butch you really are.

>>40314334
I just feel like butch culture is really strict, you need to be really masculine as woman in every single way
To the point you're basically a trans guy but not really

>>40314424
Now I think that is taking things slightly far.
I am one of those femmes that is just hopelessly in love with very masc butches. But I think there is some real room to be butch but also be somewhat more soft.
'butch' as an identity is only as strict as you consider it to be. It is ultimately the same deal with us femmes after all.

It's actually better that thread isn't fast as before
Maybe we're actually getting rid of tourists

>>40314592
It seems like it. But the loss of flags did objectively set the thread back.
I hope someone makes the next thread.

>>40314774
Real we need new bread

>>40315211
I made this and the last and i can make the next but i have no more qotts.

>>40315248
I will make one

New bread
>>40315339
>>40315339