>Tfw can't even cope by pretending like technology will improve transition when I'm 50 because I'd have gone insane from repping
What are reppers like at 30, 35, 40, 45, 50, so on?
I'm terrified of dementia or going insane from aging
They probably kill themselves or destroy their lives
>>40262434 (OP)https://www.avitale.com/essays-details/?name=the-gender-variant-phenomenon--a-developmental-review-5
>>40262868How do they destroy their lives?
>>40262913I want to know what happened to John 50, if they transitioned, and if they are okay...
just manmode
I will never pass but I'm not entitled to being a woman
>>40263049>just manmodeIf I don't get on HRT how bad will it get?
>I will never pass but I'm not entitled to being a womanI would be happy just manmoding...
>>40262434 (OP)>What are reppers like at 30, 35, 40, 45, 50, so on?Normal, adjusted people because they are not pornbrained anymore.
It depends on the severity of your problems, I always saw myself as a woman in my dreams, whenever I'd perceive myself during sleep I'd see a feminine body and that made me so happy, even after I learned to lucid dream I couldn't get rid of that, I could control the outcome of my dreams but now how my own image would play out, waking up was always the worst part, getting to see my real body, how it was deteriorating, how it was so far from what I wanted to be, I had a lot to live for so that would allow me to continue but I wasn't happy.
Now even looking at the slightest results, the slow progress that might just stop at any time is enough to keep me blissful, just knowing I am doing something to reach that dream keeps me in a good mood.
But as you can tell I was severly fucked up, it was so bad the few people that know me noticed and even suggested it.
