Thread 40267584

I'm a 38 year old man who was in a relationship with a Borderline Personality transgirl from 2006 to 2012. She was the scariest person I've ever known. I still have nightmares about her sometimes.

I'm not scared of many people. I'm not scared of many things. I would gladly assert or defend myself against anyone else in the world, no matter what their rank or physical strength. But her... I'm terrified of her, honestly. She scares me more than anyone else in the world. The last time I saw her was October 2012, and yet I'm still having bad dreams on a monthly basis about everything she put me through.

Omg you're such a faggot
>oh no le troon scared me I'm still scared 13y later
Get a grip man fr

>>40267590
t. has never been in an abusive relationship with an NPD BPD girl with heavy psychopathic traits

>>40267595
Oh poor you. You have no idea what abuse is loser. Tell me, were you raped as a kid? Beaten every day? Spat on? Had your parents put a knife to your throat? No?
Then stfu loser. You were a grown ass man. You weren't vulnerable. You were never in danger. Kys or sth

>>40267590
not op but
>rape accusations
>abuse allegations
>harassment
>injuring yourself when you know the person you will accuse has no alibi
>good at manipulating retards and narcissists (i.e. cops)
>access to knives
>spreading as much disinformation as possible about op on social media
>etc etc
to give you some example

>>40267600
good for you, you've had it worse. that doesn't mean OP wasn't allowed to be scared.

>>40267607
Yeah people believe trannies so much. They have so much power.
>social media
In 2006? What MySpace?
Also you can leave at any moment if you don't you're consenting to this you dirty dirty pervert. Whatever gets your rocks off.

>>40267600
I doubt you were any of those things either. And if you were, don't care. Douchebags don't deserve sympathy. But fyi yes I was abused as a child. Part of what made me vulnerable in my adult relationship.

>>40267612
I'm sorry I didn't go through hell just to accept that the stubbed toes of others constitute traumatic enough experiences to reminisce about 13y later
You can't have deep trauma like this develop as an adult. You are ALWAYS free to leave someone.

>>40267624
>But fyi yes I was abused as a child
Clearly not enough if a tranny splitting on you once or twice is enough to still cause nightmares lmao
Splitting you CONSENTED to. Everything you "suffered" is because you agreed to it.
So I don't fucking care you regret some mild masochistic fetishes 15y ago. Go jump off a bridge about it.

>>40267626
>You can't have deep trauma like this develop as an adult.
Wrong

>>40267641
Brother the door is just there. No one is forcing you to date the mentally ill tranny but yourself. Regretting past sexual experiences isn't trauma.

>>40267639
>>40267626
Definitely not once or twice. I'm not really interested in defending myself, but sorry that bad experiences turned you into a rotten person. Sorry to hear about your hell; others have experienced the same or worse and remained good people. Sad to hear you're too weak to do the same.

>>40267646
The door was there when you were being raped :3

>>40267619
>villianizing abuse victims
you make a good point, people who get abused are clearly the ones in the wrong

>>40267649
Or maybe I don't care about cryptic posts that can't even name the "abuse" someone "suffered" and are just posted in a climate of trans hatred just to stoke the fires a bit more. Maybe I know you're larping because no one can be that much of a faggot. Maybe because you're blaming people who have mental illnesses for the theoretical actions of one (1) person.
Basically because you're a dirty troll and a weak ass man. An hero already.

>>40267651
>t. supports child rape
Not really making your case OP. No trauma to speak about and just hatred eh? Kys

>>40267665
>and are just posted in a climate of trans hatred just to stoke the fires a bit more
What.
>Maybe because you're blaming people who have mental illnesses for the theoretical actions of one (1) person.
What.

Take your schizophrenia meds.

>>40267672
Obviously wasn't me.

>>40267672
>t. supports abusive relationships

>>40267672
Funny how every rightoid is a pedophile and ends up supporting pedophilia

God I wish I was a hot mentally ill bpd tranny in 2007

>>40267679
>Take your schizophrenia meds
OK so you just wanted to post your thread and not elaborate? And we're supposed to take you seriously and not believe you're a troll? Come on dude.
>Obviously wasn't me.
I don't believe that. All those troll threads are the same. But now it's derailed and no concern trollers will come and keep making up stories about how le BPD trannies are all evil and violent and men should never date them yadda yadda

I should stop arguing. All I'm doing at this point is creating further division in society like our tech overlords wish for us to do.

>>40267692
Fr imagine beating up some dude who's way stronger than you and living him bloodied just because your personality is so scary that despite being at the bottom of society you reduce him to a shell
So fkn hot

>>40267692
me too.
born too late to be a hot bpd trans girl in 2007, but too early for mental health awareness to be good enough for CPS to save me when they had the chance

>>40267695
>>40267651 was only posted 23 seconds after I posted >>40267649.

>>40267699
You can leave if you want. Not like I want to argue either.

>>40267692
She was a beautiful stealth passoid who mogged basically every cis woman in the world.

>>40267695
are you hbfy or is there another persecution fetishist schizo tranny on this website who types the same way

>>40267711
>You can leave if you want. Not like I want to argue either.
I changed my mind and am arguing about something else, but thank you!

>>40267711
I'll be nice just for this message: this isn't the place to talk about toxic people who might be trans and or some hated and targeted mental illnesses. If you aren't a troll, your thread isn't in any shape or form different than all the transphobic ones here. So maybe talk to a friend about it, but don't here. Fact is, it isn't even your space. You are a straight man and have no reason to post here but trolling.
Have fun straggot

>>40267584 (OP)
>I'm a 38 year old man who was in a relationship with a Borderline Personality transgirl from 2006 to 2012. She was the scariest person I've ever known. I still have nightmares about her sometimes.
>
>I'm not scared of many people. I'm not scared of many things.

As many others have said, you're making this up and you're just a faggot.

However it's still an interesting concept. I'm a career criminal and something overlooked by normies is how, in my world, the most feared guy aren't the biggest or strongest. Physical size and strength matter but the real differentiator is "who's willing to take it the farthest?" Brock Lesnar will be afraid of the fat little 60 year old Negro who's willing (and/or sufficiently stupid) to risk his life and freedom to hurt or kill you. My lil nigga isn't going to challenge Lesnar to a MMA match, he's going to wait for him outside his gym and cap his polar bear ass when he's not looking.

True BPD girls are like this, though less violent. They easily convince themselves they are always in the right and every whim is a smart idea, so any attack against you is valid. They generally won't physically attack but they'll do everything short of that.

>>40267717
Idk who that is. Maybe she's a copycat, I'm the original BPD tranny. The Ur-BPD, if you will.
Then again maybe the tranny OP is talking about is the real Ur-BPD but sadly I don't know her.

>>40267731
>True BPD girls are like this, though less violent. They easily convince themselves they are always in the right and every whim is a smart idea, so any attack against you is valid. They generally won't physically attack but they'll do everything short of that.
Is that so? I assumed most BPDs regret their actions after splitting

>>40267730
I'm a trans ally. I always defend trans people from transphobes.

>>40267737
BPD was rare to nonexistent in 2006. My gf was the original. All other BPD girls are sequels.

>>40267761
>I'm a trans ally. I always defend trans people from transphobes.
Then act like you do and listen to what I wrote. Ffs. Rn you're either a troll or very dumb.

>>40267770
not being transphobic doesn't mean pretending every single trans person is good

>>40267584 (OP)
im sorry that happened op

>>40267792
>not being antisemitic doesn't mean I can't submit my story to the Sturmer

>>40267794
strawman
>>40267761
trolling but funny
>>40267792
reason
>>40267717
responded to the wrong person
>>40267646
malicious troll or same type of bpd girl that OP dated

>>40267745
>Is that so? I assumed most BPDs regret their actions after splitting
Of all the BPD girl emotions, guilt isn't one of them

>>40267810
>misogyny
What a surprise

>>40267808
>same type of bpd girl that OP dated
I'm already taken sorry

Every mentally ill tranny that’s awake right now commented in this thread… Jesus fucking Christ.

>>40267863
Not really disproving the assertion this was a troll thread eh
>trannies bad updoots!!

>>40267870
Why do you keep insisting that every random anon is me

>>40267884
>still no description of any actual abuse
>still nothing of value posted
>"why do you keep insisting this is a troll thread"

>>40267893
You were invalidating and playing the suffering olympics early on so anything I say will probably be met with further invalidation

>>40267906
Kek
Can't make this shit up

I still love you even if you write such posts about me

>>40268148
Who are you

>>40267584 (OP)
I empathize with you anon, I married a narcissist bpd trans girl and she made my life hell for a year. The sex was amazing, I only stayed with her because she was an excellent manipulator/gaslighter.

I am never dating a trans girl again, only fucking them.

>>40268148
I didn't make the post but I just made a reply here >>40270805

>>40267584 (OP)
The funniest thing about these threads are all the BPDemons that crashout in these threads, then insist they aren't butthurt in the slightest.

>>40267672
Why are BPDoids so fucking obsessed with rape? One of the common themes reading stories of people that dated BPD women and transgirls is the constant threat of the BPD partner to make false rape accusations and fascination with rough sex.

>>40267584 (OP)
Is she on Hinge?

>>40267600
take your meds