I can't cope with being attracted to masculine men. In my mind, it's as gay as you can possibly be. Preferably I would just not be gay, but I don't have a hint of attraction toward women. If I have to be gay, at least with feminine men I could still pretend I'm manly. But no, it has to be big fucking fat hairy men. That's not fair. I feel like I've been fucked by life. Just daddy issues and exposure to extremely masculine video game characters and it was over. I honestly think if I had a present father and didn't play video games as much I wouldn't be like this today. Now it's locked in for life. I need to just avoid porn for a while.

Same I hate those fat hairy balding ogres I just wanna suck and fuck a cute femboy

>>40278898 (OP)
just transition it’ll all make sense then

>>40278898 (OP)
you're trugay, deal with it
good news is you're genuinely fembrained unlike 90% of trannies

>id's da videogames and porn!
people get so retarded when they're unable to accept something about themselves. always trying to find the most laughable external causes. fucking everyone played games and watches movies with hyper masculine characters because that's what american media is obsessed with. yet only you turned out that way and most didn't. needless to say most men also don't search for gay porn with masculine men. you'll be happier when you accept reality and stop coming up with childish copes about it.

>>40278929
>just transition it’ll all make sense

I am not trans, quite the opposite in fact. I want to be as masculine as possible. Which is why this is such an issue for me.

>>40278898 (OP)
same, I had to transition to cope. I also have daddy issues and I'm also really into older men :(

>>40278934
> you're trugay, deal with it
good news is you're genuinely fembrained unlike 90% of trannies

I'm not trans or fembrained. Why would I want to be fembrained as a man?

>>40278992
> Why would I want to be fembrained as a man?
see this is where the internally transphobic hsts transitioner stereotype begins... it's forced on to you externally

>>40278961
> fucking everyone played games and watches movies with hyper masculine characters because that's what american media is obsessed with. yet only you turned out that way and most didn't. needless to say most men also don't search for gay porn with masculine men

I'm one of the few who became this because I was exposed to it at the worst possible time. I'm saying that these extremely exaggerated masculine characters were a catalyst, a gateway drug. I wasn't even attracted to real men for the longest time, because they design these video game men to be as handsome and likable as possible. I believe pinning some blame on that fact is fair.

>>40278898 (OP)
So what if is? Stop making excuses and just roll with it
I know you're socialized poorly, but I swear to God men are mentally dysfunctional by default

>>40279002
>it's forced on to you externally
It is not forced on me externally. I just have zero desire to be feminine in any way.These attractions to masculine men do not mean I want to be feminine. In fact, that's the biggest problem. I want to be as masculine as possible, but that's hard to do when I'm attracted to fucking men.

>>40279055
> I want to be as masculine as possible, but that's hard to do when I'm attracted to fucking men.
uhm, wud? i see chads fucking with each other all the time you're gonna be fine
>>40279054
> just roll with it
just roll with what?

>>40279055
I'm seriously considering that only memes will get it through to you
> It's not gay if you're the top
Or however that went
Absolute non issue. Just stop caring and enjoy what you enjoy, you won't get a second shot at that after you die

>>40279068
Liking those kinds of men
Imagine how much unnecessary grief it would cause me if I had the opposite problem
You're too worried about how it looks. You need a reminder people will shit on you for anything

>>40278971
Weak beta male, I bet you have a cute fagcent too. I'd breed you and protect you