I am painfully aware that I'm projecting my own insecurities on other people and I am trying to change for the better but I genuinely hate other trans men my age. how do I fix this? I'm planning on changing my appearance to look more like a white trash redneck conservative (transition goals) but I'm pre T so i just look like a lesbian. I don't want to be associated with these people at all. picrel.

If you look slightly right wing, pooners won’t want anything to do with you :D

get off the internet and read a book

>>40279794 (OP)
There is nothing to fix king, unironically b urself and be friends with who you want

>>40279794 (OP)
at least you're aware you're projecting, but yeah. it really sucks but as a trans person, unless you pass very well, you're always going to be seen as weird to some extent. if you want to have some self acceptance and not be a toxic asshole to everyone around you you're going to have to make some peace with the other outcasts around you, even if you find them annoying.

>>40279794 (OP)
Stealth, retard. Take t, grow a beard, use minoxidil if you can't. Work out. Dress like a normal man and don't fill yourself with piercings. Look and sound like a normal man your age and integrate in with them. Do not associate with FtMs or lgbt people generally.

>>40279794 (OP)
use growth hormone secretagogues to accelerate transition, masculinise your facial features, and improve the rate at which T masculinises your brain. use topical T/DHT creams for accelerated masculinisation in hair where you want it. dont just take your T shots like a good little boy and wait for the hormone to do everything for you, be proactive.

lift weights, get into team sports, or some outdoorsman stuff. dont be a slob. slobs look like failed men. be a confident dude with his own tastes and take the time to work out what those are.

>>40279808
solid advice.
Worst part about this is that the people I'm criticizing are happy and don't care about what others think. They have a lot of hobbies and hang out with their friends. Sure some of them might be chronically online libtards but at least they're happy. I'm fucking miserable dude. I spend my days drawing porn and sleeping. The only hobby I'm keeping up with rn is the gym but it's purely based on my self hatred.

>>40279827
I'm trying dude. I'm taking minoxidil and I'm currently working out. No piercings, no died hair, I dress like a drug dealer. I have to wait a few months before taking T sadly. Once I start passing I'll stealth for sure. It just kinda sucks that I can't fit in with other trans men, would've been nice having a irl friend that I can talk to about that kind of stuff.

>>40279833
doesn't GHS boost estrogen if I'm pre T? Also my liver is already fucked because of alcohol so idk if it's a good idea for me to take it. desu I'm pretty proud about my physique. The only thing I'm insecure about is my height and I can't really change that.

>>40279895
sorry i didnt see the pre-T bit. GHS are very good for FtMs but, if youve got organ damage from alcohol abuse i wouldnt touch anything that can potentially accelerate cancers.

also not to be rude but, why are you pre-T? are you waiting on a doc to prescribe it, or just one to monitor your liver health as you use it?

height changes are only really possible for youngshits iirc.

>>40279920
yeah I'm waiting to get a gender dysphoria diagnosis from my psychiatrist.
I did consider diy but decided not to do it because it would've been more expensive.
I'm 18 and I'm hoping to start T soon in hopes that I can grow a few inches. It has been a while since I've measured myself but I think I'm around 5'3 or something. It's not too bad I guess since where I live cis men are pretty short too.

>>40279864
Why do you have to wait? Why haven't you ordered a vial off roidbazaar? It's not really more expensive than prescription test, at least in my country.

>>40279812
alr but I feel miserable for hating this kind of people, I want to change my mindset.
I hope that when I become more confident in myself I'll be able to tolerate them

>>40279956
to be honest I was doubtful about diy because ordering that kind of stuff online scares me for some reason. Feels like I'm gonna get in trouble, idk. Looking for a dealer in my city would've been impossible and they would've charged way more. Also I was scared to mess up the dosage or something.

my mother is a doctor and she can do my blood tests for free, plus hormones are covered by insurance so it's free. I feel like it's more convenient for me to do it the regular way, even If I have to wait a few months.

>>40279942
TU is available DIY for as little as $10 a vial, 300mg/ml, 10ml. your call to make, i dont know just how bad your liver damage is.

>>40280018
>Looking for a dealer in my city would've been impossible and they would've charged way more. Also I was scared to mess up the dosage or something.
do not buy local. your local dealer will sell you that shit for an absurd markup in the same way that $5 semaglutide vials get sold for £200 here. also how the fuck will you know if its safe? better to trust the boys in china, they make that shit in actual labs to good standards and youre not getting some kitchen sink, unfiltered lena vial tier shit.

the boys in china will sell you any med for dirt cheap, you can get 100 tablets of oral minox for like $12. want viagra to fuck your bitch after youve got chad bottom growth from sticking the raws they sell in some E45 cream? good news, they sell some shit called cock bombs that will be better than any viagra you can get. wanna lose womanly fat depots? oral albuterols dirt cheap. wanna juice IGF-1 for recovery/growth in general? $45 for a years supply. want insulin for your diabetic aunt? cheapest on the market.

take the DIY pill, its just fucking better.

>>40280090
alr but how safe is it to buy that stuff online? I think I should just befriend a gymbro and ask him how to get test would be easier and less risky. I just don't trust ordering it online.

>>40280177
just DIY, really. It's the ultimate freedom

>other trans men my age.
How old are you?

>>40280383
18. Most of my friends are older than me and act like 15 yesrolds

>>40280487
Why would you ever interact with other trans men? There's your problem.

>>40280177
you just pay via crypto, to a chinese sales rep, like everyone else. theyve got a bunch of different ways of contacting them typically.

>>40280518
because I'm not an asocial schizoid

>>40280518
>be friends with men
>no not those men
Anon...