WHY ARE PEOPLE SO FUCKING NERVOUS AROUND ME I WAS JUST AT 2 STORES AND THEY WERE BOTH LOOKING AWAY AND DOING THE STUPID FUCKING NERVOUS GIGGLE THING I HAD LIGHT MAKEUP ON WTF IS IT

>>40281192 (OP)
was it really bad light makeup...

>>40281192 (OP)
post pic so we can see

>>40281213
fine

https://litter.catbox.moe/x0nid7qtej9moxv5.jpg

>>40281273
no clue why theyre staring you look fine and cute, not too heavy very natural, are you sure theyre staring at you? or is this just paranoia

it's just transphobia
"hahaha is that a guy with make up on hahaha"
i wish normies would die

>>40281295
desu i am currently wired, had like 2 cups of coffee and i was trying to hide it maybe they sensed it?

>>40281320
god i want to fucking dies gghayurghhhhhhhhhhgggg smash smash amshshshh smash
>>40281295
not rly staring just acting funny

>>40281320
>put on clown outfit
>act surprised when people laugh

>>40281322
>>40281336
most likely weren't staring at you, you look very normal

>>40281420
THEY WERENT STARINF THEY JUST SEEMED NERVOUS I DONT WANT TO MAKE PPL FUCKING NERVOUS

>>40281443
you are most likely the least threatening/off putting person ive seen today I have no clue how we got here

>>40281450
https://voca.ro/1agIKUmaEJyV

>>40281468
I think atp they just see how anxious you are and reflect that because I literally have no clue why else they'd be anxious

>>40281491
God fucking damn so anxious :( y is everyone so anxiousssssssss Y AM I SO ANXIOUS FUCKF FUCKFKTMFJCJJUJKK GRUUUAUHRHHHHBH SLWAYS DO ANXIOUS GOD FUCK FUCK GOD FUCK FUCK GOD FUCKFFFNFMKKKKKKKM

>>40281273
dont listen to that other retard hugboxing you, you look like a psychopath

>>40281505
what makes me look like a psychopath

>>40281656
thin wiry hair
cold and lifeless eyes devoid of any emotion
sardonic, disinterested partial smirk

>>40281674
how the fuck do you catch onto "dead eyes" i never notice the difference

>>40281408
>"a comic entertainer, especially one in a circus, wearing a traditional costume and exaggerated makeup"
no I don't think that's it. it's just bigotry, being different is bad.

>>40281743
i think it might be cus i need glasses i have a real hard time seeing stuff clearly more than a few feet away from me

>>40281778
also trauma but yeah

>>40281743
you never notice because you have dead eyes, and autism face blindness. literally what would help you 100x is just smiling every once in a while

>>40281273
>https://litter.catbox.moe/x0nid7qtej9moxv5.jpg
gigahon

>>40281656
Looking like a man

>>40281752
Fair description of women

>>40281846
I want to stop having fucking dead eyes how do I stop how do I stoooop

How so I stop Please I hate it so much please please please

>>40281879
literally just smile every once in a while. a genuine smile, not a forced one. think about things you like that make you happy

>>40281956
I like when my friends are nice to me

But it's so scary to be vulnerable

I just want to be guarded all the time whenever I want to express myself my body gets really nervous and tells me to stop and it's really hard

I just want to be happy

>>40281990
imagine if you walked around with a big riot shield in front of you everywhere you went, of course people are going to be nervous and weirded out

>>40282003
I hate it I can't stop I hate it I'm just sad I can't be happy I want to be good to me friends but all I can do is hold it in and then cry when it gets too sad

I cried for ages when Brian Wilson died because I could really relate to him and I hate he's gone

I hate being so emotionless I hate being bad I hate it I want to be good help i want to be good I hate it help hate it

>>40282024
can you post a video of you farting

>>40282027
Fuck off you stupid cunt I hate you go away

>>40282036
see this is the kind of insane violent anger people can detect in you that makes them nervous

https://voca.ro/1i9qnDQVo5Sm

>>40282056
Only weed helps me be good :(

I'm just so scared of expressing myself its so scary


But I want to

>>40282062
so is that a no on the fart video then

Excuse me for that. I'm trying to be my better self, and I'll try being more open with expressiveness in the future.

https://litter.catbox.moe/bvqxx7ac382aodul.jpg
eheh

>>40282303
cute. slightly clocky but cute

>>40281192 (OP)
For me it’s just there intimidated by my beauty and auroa

>>40282329
idgaf if im clocky, i wanna be happy

>>40282517
being visibly trans is going to invite scrutiny and harassment. some people view it rightfully as a disability and are compassionate, others are the types that laugh at people in wheelchairs.

>>40282638
don't intellectualise it hurts your soul

means they know you're a tranny and feel like they're walking on eggshells around you because they don't want you to go full "it's ma'am"

>>40282901
yea I made myself cry

>>40281273
i forgot i asked you to post and didn't check until it expired and now i missed out :c

>>40283149
awww that's okay here's another!
https://litter.catbox.moe/wpcps8reu0r69hx8.jpg

>>40283300
thank you :3
idk why people would do stuff mentioned in OP

>>40282024
>>40282062
holy fuck you really are just like me fr