Thread 40284001

i actually feel like I'm dying from loneliness. everyday it's like being stabbed
i don't have any irl friends near me and i live in the middle of nowhere. i hate everyone here and they would hate me if i came out as trans because they're all evil conservatives

where do you live anon

heres what i did
>talk a lot with ppl on discord
>dont ghost them
>keep talking with the ppl who like talking to me
have you tried this? its pretty good

>>40284001 (OP)
just find other tranny friends like you. at least you're not like me, a friendless tranny who hates trannies

>>40284001 (OP)
fun fact: nobody has ever died of loneliness

>>40284013
same question, ive had a bunch of online friends fly over/I have flown over so I assure you its fixable

Hello, Im evil conservative wanna hang out?

>>40284022
lol good try am too retarded and conversationally stale to keep a friendship going for more than 2 days (not OP)

>>40284001 (OP)
UK
>>40284024
i do have a few but they live quite far away
>>40284022
i've had a lot of online friends and it's nice but it's not a replacement for irl friends idk

>>40284001 (OP)
I've been isolated for 6+ years at this point. you get used to it, but the catch is you'll slowly start to lose your sense of self.

If you have any opportunities please go socialize. don't be a fucking weirdo loser like me. I'm in my early 20s and I'm already a fucking failure.

>>40284037
okay well both of these are fixable. get obsessed with a specific music genre for example. read books and join book clubs.

>>40284054
UK and doesn't live near trannies? Fake and gay. Get a car nigga

I JUST WANT A MOMMY GFFFFFFFFFFF I DONT CARE ABOUT HOBBIES I JUST WANNA DO DRUGS AND EAT HER OUT ALL DAY

>>40284068
yeah im almost in my mid 20s now. my life is fucked
>>40284080
cars are evil and inflict negative psychic damage upon you
>>40284116
this is not me btw

>>40284037
im too retarded for books and can't keep info in my head for more than 2 seconds and im too autistic to listen to anything besides the same 3 songs and im still too retarded to talk about the interests i do have im so inept there's no saving me

>>40284166
lol meant to reply to >>40284078

>>40284001 (OP)
same here
coping with drugs and selfharm

>>40284216
yeah
i started cutting myself a lot more recently because it helps to stop the super depressed feelings for a bit

>>40284054
Where in the UK? Also, as one of the only trannys in my city based upon there being no others on tagmap and only seeing a single other (ftm), you literally just need some way of getting around. Bike, car, train or walk, personally I'm about 30-40 miles from others which is about 30 minutes via train which isn't that expensive.

hi I just created a new throwaway discord today and Im also feeling super lonely and frustrated by social interactions. Do you want to chat?

>>40285149
im in the like rural south
>>40285261
sure, feel free to post your tag

>>40285292
wow they changed it since the last time I've used Discord idk how to find my invite code anymore can you post yours?

>>40285350
solemnwindblown

Avpd socially isolated for +2 years now. I have a devoted cat, boyfriend, and multiple plants that keep me company. You don't need to let everyone in, just the right people. Build relationships with nonhuman things around you.

>>40285292
Gonna assume either far south west or far south east, if you was in the center you'd be able to go to London just fine, probably. Realistically all that can be recommended is to move especially since you hate the place you are at. Try moving somewhere that's more progressive, London would probably be the best but considering the cost. Maybe Liverpool, Leeds, Manchester, basically anywhere with a decent population that isn't out there.

wish I had a tranner to play vidya with

>>40285505
How about Birmingham?

>>40284037
whats stuff you like to do/your interests?

>>40285631
Seems too big, which means high rent compared to the other places. There's also that bin thing where they are collecting rubbish and it's pilling up through entire streets. The council also went bankrupt after building the library which will probably mean more council tax that they will burn up. Honestly just seems like a proto london, except more shit. You also don't hear of people wanting to move there because of the "vibrant lgbt scene". I also forgot to mention Lincoln in my list of cities, it seemed quite nice when I went for 2 days.

go to a bar and fuck bitches

>>40285825
bruh Im a zoomer do people even talk to strangers at bars? I can only make a sardonic and depressed expression because it looks good on me too but I think people will be scared away

I don't ever talk with teammates in games and I avoid doing dungeons in wow because I'm that scared of other people...

>>40285864
if you get drunk enough and it's a cool bar anything can happen. there's a nice alt bar in my city and i made out with ppl twice there idfk how it happened it just did

>>40284068
Can we be friends?

If it helps you can masturbate up to 5 times a day

>>40285786
i like Anime and some shows and history and science and ai and games retro and indie even tho I haven't played any in a year and whatever else girls don't do

>>40284068
>>40284150
late 20's
isolated for as long as i can remember

you don't actually get used to it, you just grow numb. then you end up in the funny scenario of "work towards getting better, and getting crippled by the loneliness as you become more emotionally aware" or you just continue to decay

i tried the first option and its honestly not going well
surely better than option 2 but still..