Thread 40285635 - /lgbt/ [Archived: 579 hours ago]

Anonymous
7/5/2025, 1:35:49 AM No.40285635
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Im a fucking moron who couldnt figure out myself at age 25 and started HRT. Ive been such a submissive child to my parents and just barely got through school and just lived at home while working for the past 10 years. I never felt attracted to anyone, never had any plans for relationships, never had an idea what I was going to do with my life. I just wanted to be nice to everyone and do the hard work and do the right thing. Im not a crazy person but around 25 I couldnt fucking handle giving so much of myself to other people with 0 return so I just flipped. I basically started threatening my parents, got frustrated with my friends, and just started doing Hrt because I wanted to appreciate myself more. Ive never done anything that impulsive/experimental before but I got so frustrated with my life, I just I wanted to shuffle my cards and do something new.

Now Im 27 and far more confused than before and feeling stupid about myself.
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Anonymous
7/5/2025, 2:08:12 AM No.40285904
>>40285635 (OP)
Sorry to hear
I’m not sure I can help but maybe ask yourself if you can do something differently moving forward
You can’t take back the past but you can make a better future :)
Wish you the best nona!
Anonymous
7/5/2025, 2:12:03 AM No.40285929
>>40285635 (OP)
>Ive been such a submissive child to my parents
This is too much me. I did everything they wanted pretty much perfectly by getting great grades in school, graduating university early, etc., but I never did anything because it was what I truly wanted in life. I pushed off the fag feelings to deal with later because I knew my parents wouldn't like it, and then I was expected to do my own thing starting after college somehow. Getting a degree was basically the end point of what I could foresee for my life, and I ended up secretly trooning while working low paying wageslave work post college after realizing I no longer could just turn off my emotions to focus on doing exactly what someone else told me to do. I don't know why I'm so stupid that I couldn't and still can't come out and openly let them know that I can't meet their expectations. I hope you can figure it out soon because I'm still floundering about with little aim.
Anonymous
7/5/2025, 2:16:49 AM No.40285958
>>40285635 (OP)
basically you did exactly what society demanded and the key issue is exactly what you said:
>I couldnt fucking handle giving so much of myself to other people with 0 return so I just flipped
you are a victim. you could only take so much abuse. you finally put your foot down and lashed out because you didn't know how to set boundaries.

the social contract has collapsed and it's not your fault. try to forgive society not for their sake but so that you don't end up repeating the cycle of abuse and can break the cycle and truly focus on living your one life you have for yourself, first.

good luck and sorry society abused you.