youre an autogenephilic straight male who’s addicted to porn and doesn’t leave your house or shower

Literally just touch grass and you’ll be normal again

>>40298816 (OP)
You could become a homosexual that's one way out of it

>>40298816 (OP)
>youre an autogenephilic
its autogynephilic but yeah im with you so far
>straight-
ooh yeah you lost me bud. the only part of that that describes me is the first thing. i havent watched porn in over half a year now, i would like to have sex with men, and i shower and leave the house more or less every day.
do you know what i could do to be normal?

>>40298816 (OP)
I'm not straight sorry.

>>40298816 (OP)
Wow, 0/3. That's a new record.

I realized im trutrans again for the 72d time

when I go outside and meet people I feel like a girl… and I behave like a kicked puppy

and thats why its okay for me to be a tran-E

>>40298816 (OP)
one for three 4 me

>>40298816 (OP)
There is nothing outside. Grass is just a floor covering that sits besides the empty asphalt streets. Outside is not a place, its a liminal space you enter to go somewhere else. There is nowhere to go.

>>40298816 (OP)
2 out of 5

>>40298816 (OP)
i used to look exactly like this character and when i was exposed to agp theory as a repper teen i thought id evade things that accentuate agp but instead i ended up doing exactly the opposite just like when i got pills w growth hormone to make me taller and i simply wouldnt take it for mysterious reasons at the time. Currently i think its such a bs theory nd my transition went well af.

>>40298939
kys

>>40298816 (OP)
I'm probably pretty autogynephilic but I'm into men and I don't watch porn at all and I go out with friends and on dates often and I groom myself and know fashion and makeup, meme theory, but it does apply to some trannies
>>40298854
I think I act the same way :/ people tell me I act like cute and innocent and skittish
>>40298837
Yuppp... you should probably hop on dating apps or something, if you're kinda cute you won't have any problem at all, I even think I'm a lil clocky but I easily get thousands of likes from guys really fast on any app and I've had tons willing to go on dates with me even though they knew I was trans. I like to get to know the guy first from talking to him before going on a date with him, if he's cool the date will be a good time. It's really nice to be treated that way if I like him and it makes me feel all warm and fuzzy, I tried going on a couple of dates with girls when I was younger before I transitioned but I didn't really feel anything from them. It's really fun to talk with him and laugh, he'll pay for your meal, you'll start getting more comfortable with each other, maybe he'll put his arm around you and make you melt, you can go make out in the car or something after.

>>40298939
kys

>>40298816 (OP)
true but I don’t want porn and I do shower and I do go outside (alone)

>>40298970
aww that sounds really sweet and thanks but idk if ill be doing any of that soon i started hrt like 7 months ago and am basically a perma-boymoder :c

>>40298816 (OP)
im not attracted to femininity. I have cis bf and it's great. At least one mentally normal person in relationship.

>>40298816 (OP)
>straight male who’s addicted to porn and doesn’t leave your house or shower
You shouldn't come here and project yourself onto the board like this.

>>40299040
You'll get there unless you're crazy unlucky or don't try... you got this! I get not wanting to date earlier on HRT, I didn't do it either because I wasn't happy with how I looked and still thought I looked like a guy just more androgynous. I'm like two and a half years on HRT now and I pass way better than I used to so I'm comfortable dating, I'm not disgusted with my body and people actually see me as a girl so that makes anything social way better. Just keep at it, remember to do things like voice training and laser and learn makeup and fashion and grooming and all that and you'll have guys hitting on you.
>>40299055
I'm not attracted to femininity either but besides cis guys I've made exceptions for trans men and masc lesbians, that kinda works okay for me too. I'm bi enough that I'd like make out and cuddle with a girl or have a threesome with a girl if there's a guy but I'm not interested in anything actually sexual at all

>>40298816 (OP)
the concept of vagina makes me want to hurl