>>40300237There's not much difference, and even if I had that's not changing "everything", simply the way I express myself.
The reason I started hormonal therapy is that I couldn't(and I really tried) become a "Man" my own escence betrayed me each time, trying to be manly made me feel miserable, trying too hard to perform only lead to suffering and deep regret, nothing I ever did convinced anyone, hormones helped me alleviate that pain, allowed me to conclude that wearing a mask wasn't necessary and being myself made me flow better.