I want to take female hormones, do laser hair removal, and get a vagina from a Thailand surgeon but can't because it would be too embarrassing.

>>40303047 (OP)

>>40303047 (OP)
K, so don't... And if you wanna, do. Tf you want us to say? ;3

>>40303047 (OP)
I think being a failure pre trooning really helps get started. Friends left me, parents despised me, remote work without any zoom shit. Literally nobody knew I started besides discord trannies.

>>40303047 (OP)
just take hormones to start with. That's the only one where if you don't start early it will be too late

>>40303071
Unironically based
Fuck the world, do ya thing

>>40303315
I'm 39.

>>40303371
i am too

>>40303047 (OP)
I wish trans shit never got mainstream. I would have been able to completely avoid this stupid shit

>>40303047 (OP)
a vagina it's about the stupidest thing you could do. Why would you want to lose your dick? The dick is the only sexual organ you have

>>40303381
sexy

>>40303387
now the seed is planted you can't ever get rid of it no matter how hard you try

>>40303430
i've been on since late 37

>>40303387
It got mainstream like in the 80's tho

>>40303331
that’s not how ur supposed to live, this is why ppl hate u

>>40303806
Oh no, the people that would hate me anyway hates me :(

>>40303770
You dont know what mainstream means. People still called every trans person transexuals until like 2010. Tumblr was big on actually educating the common retard about the intricacies of trans identities and medicalization. Yes trannies have been in mainstream media since the 60s, but it wasnt an every fucking day conversation like its been since 2010. I was like 4 in 2002 when my parents told me about their trans friend. If 2010 trans awareness didnt happen, I could have repressed forever Im sure.

>>40303862
>it was mainstream but not as mainstream
Hmm, well yeah today it is one of the most important and recurrent topics, but for me it was an everyday topic, when I was a kid my father was doing electric work on a house, cables and stuff, and he took me there just to show me the transwoman that lived next door, I think he was trying to scare me, telling me how terrible it was that she lived alone with all her dogs, and how bad it was that she only had women clothing but in my head I was like "cool, I'm gonna live like that one day" lmao.

>>40303047 (OP)
Being a tranny is inherently an embarrassing and cringe existence, just ignore it & embrace it

>>40303954
For them, for me it's super cool and nice, like the ultimate punk.

>>40303937
Mainstream means that its in the majorities consciousness at that given time. Trans people were not mainstream pre 2010. The media trans people participated in were always underground movies, that become cult classics purely because of how underground and underrepresented the culture was. Thats like, the whole point.

>>40304047
Hmm, but it was
https://youtu.be/GOOlIHHFkG4?si=oYZTqqq48At9uOgX
Came out in 1989 and since then it has been a staple on parties
Aventurera has featured a "trans" character played by a man, and later by transwomen since the early 80's.
Pedro Almodovar has been making movies about them since the early 90's.
Desde Gayola heavily featured transwomen as actresses since the early 2000s https://youtu.be/UvrE6GW0cx8?si=0mjUgd5LaLlSMZKk

And that was only the spanish speaking part of the world, I seriously doubt such liberal place like America didn't have daily occurrences, I know you kids like blaming the nuage transgirls for everything but transwomen have been mainstream since forever.

>>40304266
>Lists only underground media

I'm talking about the fucking endless news articles about trans people since the last decade. You drooling autistic fucking retard.

>>40304432
>underground media
Now you are just baiting. There's nothing "underground" about anything I listed, maybe you are just too young and you are unable to see anything beyond your own perception, which judging by your choice of words I wouldn't doubt it, you are dense.

>>40303047 (OP)
do all 3 at once and abandon all who would make you embarrassed, such a feat is admirable

>>40304522
>Now you are just baiting
Self report. Bye.

>>40304798
No argument, bye

>>40303381
39??
Explains why you look old, alright
i thought you were a very unlucky mid 20s or something

>>40305187
39 is young. Old doesn't start until 80.

>>40303047 (OP)
>too embarrassing
yeah. i’m 6 years hrt and i still want BBL and BA, but my family would obviously know and my brother is the only one that could take care of me after. i feel like those are procedures that people immediately see in terms of self-sexualization for the male gaze and whatnot. humiliating. at least hormones and SRS are generally understood to be for dysphoria

>>40303381
As an hrt repper I cannot dis five the feeling trans women give me
The pit in my stomach
The chaos in my breathing
The unfathomable dread over me
The endless jealousy
The realisation that they have some inner mechanism by which they are free to be real and to be while I’m a fake fake fake fake fake fake>>40303387

>>40305187
yes i'm a sick old tranny

>>40303047 (OP)
I get the idea but those neovaggies are still just mutilation at this point in time. It won't look like a real one, won't act like a real one, a lot of folks can't even have sex using it because it hurts too much. Often hair grows on the inside of it, facing inwards. I know it hurts to have a dick anon, it hurts me too, but you won't have a vagina if you do that. You'll have a gaping wound you have to keep open medically for the rest of your life. That's not worth it, especially if you live long enough for someone else to need to take care of you and your neovaggie.

>>40303387
I'm glad it did, more people that were going to live depressed lives never knowing they could change themselves in such a way are finding out about this.

>>40306200
They look pretty good if you see a good surgeon.

https://desu-usergeneratedcontent.xyz/r9k/image/1747/96/1747960717171.jpg

>>40305882
The only way you could be a fake is if you say you're a fake anon. Inherently, the first step towards being a girl (or boy but there are no ftms here) is to believe you are one, regardless of sex. I get it, it's hard to look yourself in the mirror because you look wrong to yourself. Have hope and faith anon.

>>40306251
Holy shit that's pretty good. I was unaware at how much they've improved in quality over the past few years. Was this one done by an American surgeon or one overseas? I'm still iffy about it because of how sex works with one (like I imagine you can't finger yourself since you've got a stimulate your prostate and you at most have a frutiger of a clitoris, not a functional one) and I'm scared of the idea of cutting myself up like that (plus you still have to dilate too, right?), but that's seriously impressive for a bottom surgery to look like that and not like some of the nightmare pics of bottom surgeries I've seen.

>>40303458
its a waking nightmare

>>40306316
Dr. Min Jun (California)

>>40306356
Good to know, I wouldn't want to have one done outside of America if I'm gonna be honest. I don't know why so many people prefer to have shit done cheap over well when they're installing a vagina into themselves. Never ends well.

>>40306260
NOPE
NOPE
NOPE
PHYSICALLY I CAN AT JEADT FORGRG THE MIRROR
CLOSE MY WYES
BUT the truth is inside
Always
Abd the truth is male beyond doubt
I’m detransing
Fuck you all for grooming me for having a feminization troon fetish
You were wrong :)
Hrt revealed nothing
I’m
Fake
All these years
Still fake
I’m not human

>>40306522
That's good anon, even if it means you're detransitioning. You've learned more about yourself, you've learned you aren't a girl. I hope the best for you anon.