How do I know if the mental effects of estrogen are a placebo or if I feel better on estrogen because I'm truetrans and it helps with my dysphoria?

saar estrogen is healthy don't worry about it ok thanks

I was a transmaxxer who stopped taking it because the mental effects were giving me reverse dysphoria

Tons of people say this post is schizo but many of the points resonate with me. (I think some things in it likely are placebo or delusion but not all)

https://www.lesswrong.com/posts/mDMnyqt52CrFskXLc/estrogen-a-trip-report

>>40318573
How long were you on it? I've been on e for a month and I feel pretty good.

>>40318534 (OP)
common indian mri scan

>>40318573
>>https://www.lesswrong.com/posts/mDMnyqt52CrFskXLc/estrogen-a-trip-report
holy fuck i need this

>>40318573
reading this was a very unpleasant experience and im not entirely sure why...