> 21 year old short trans girl, baby faced, get confused for a 13 year old, get called cute
> had terrible childhood get PTSD from it
> wet the bed my whole life, when PTSD shows up begin wetting the bed again
> have to start wearing diapers as an adult
> start regressing around the same time
> mom buys me diapers
> I get a pacifier, start talking to this caregiver
> mom often comes into the room when I’m still in a soggy diaper, keep in mind this is before and after she found my paci
> says shit like “my little diaper baby girl” “little piddle princess” “you’re cute like a toddler in her diaper” “do you need me to change you” “mamas little baby girl, wetting her diapers with her baby bladder”
> weird
> fast forward to now, regress all the time, wearing ABDL diapers every night with boosters, use a paci to help with teeth grinding
> start even having daytime accidents too
> mommy knows about my incest kink and my mommy kink yet she’s okay with it, she knows I’m saying a 37 year old mother of 1, she’s happy for me
> literally all I want now is to be coddled and loved and spoiled and pampered and praised and humiliated and taken care of and babied and treated like a princess
What went wrong, why must I be a diaper tranny

well saar I just like eating so much curry that I shit all of the time in the streets instead of a diaper

>>40319993 (OP)
larp but hot

>>40320896
This isn’t larp, I’m not even joking, I have the texts to prove it

>>40320929
post :3

>>40319993 (OP)
Wait, “mommy” as in your actual mom? Or as in your gf?
Oh and what does regressing feel like? Is it something that you can control or is it something that just sort of happens, like as in are you consciously choosing to act like a baby or do you just slip into uncontrollably acting like a baby? While you are regressed, do you still have the mental state of you at your current age but not behaving like it, or does your mindset genuinely revert too?
Are you aware of who and what you actually are while you are regressing?

>>40320983
wait no im retarded its definitely not your actual mom lol ignore that

>>40319993 (OP)
OP why would you make a thread and then just leave?

>>40320947

>>40320983
Actual mom

>>40320983
I slip into it uncontrollably, my mindset reverts too, I tend to forget about stressful adult things, I generally stop thinking about my dysphoria and everything, I generally stop thinking about any anxieties or anything, I lose the desire for sexual things or alcohol, I usually just wanna be held and cuddled and snuggled while I hold my stuffy and watch cartoons

>>40321540
What was your first time regressing like? What did you think after you had snapped out of it?

>>40321613
First few times were when I was having PTSD flashbacks and panic attacks, I’d sob and cry and suck my thumb and cling to a stuffed animal and rock myself back and forth, sometimes even pee myself, it was really scary, but after I told my therapist about it she said I should try age regression, said I should do it in a safe and comfy way, the first time I really felt little like that it was so peaceful, it was like all those awful thoughts about my trauma and all the memories going through my head just all disappeared, and it was quiet, and clear, and I could be at peace, and ever since then it’s been the only thing to bring me such happiness and peacefulness, like the clearest most joyful experience ever

>>40321650
Is it bad in your opinion that I’m getting hard from this

I saw that but I’ll answer it by saying. No, it’s not weird at all, it’s normal for people especially those into ABDL to find many of these things arousing, like diapers and omorashi and stuff, I know I really love being little but I’ve also been trying to explore myself lately, and that can include some not so little things, usually including hypno, like wanting to be made to where I’m just a dumb baby girl, omorashi, like basically just holding it until I piss myself or being made to pee myself, the humiliation too is a big part of it, and also being kinda conditioned into liking my diapers, sort of through somebody saying a bunch of affirmations to me while using a vibrator on my diaper

>>40321754
Thank you. All of that does sound very hot, both to do to someone and to have done to myself.
I will never be able to participate in this though because I have chronic urinary retention. Basically I used to hold my pee a lot and it’s fucked up my bladder. I have to go frequently, I can never fully empty, and getting a stream started at all requires a great deal of mental prep and effort. I could never piss myself even if I wanted to; I’ve held having to pee urgently for around 7 hours before and couldn’t piss myself even though I honestly wanted to. I think the annoyance of having to deal with this everyday has led to be being interested in having the freedom to just go whenever I want to, even in a diaper with no prep at all, or even in just being incontinent and having to output no effort at all to piss, just letting it flow effortlessly. Now I’ve fetishized it and here we are (of course I will never be able to partake in this fetish but..) and age regression’s adjacency to ABDL explains why I find that hot now too.
By the way, I’m very sorry for your trauma. goodnight

>>40321846
Have you ever tried a catheter for it? I know somebody who is ABDL and deals with the same issues and she uses a catheter to drain her bladder and use the diapers

>>40319993 (OP)
BLACK EXCELLENCE POST, THANKS FOR MAKING THIS THREAD OP!

>>40321846
Stay hydrated so you get a chance to practice this regularly. Wear a diaper while on the toilet and try to go as much as you can. When you manage, try keeping the muscles held open for a while rather than clenching.

>>40321522
Insane this isnt larp... op how does it feel to be babied by your mom? As an age regressor myself i could not imagine being comfy with it.

>>40321522
aw that's so cute
i bet ur mom is rlly happy to be able to take care of you again : )

>>40319993 (OP)
>>40321522
This is fake but I don't care because it's cute and incestpilled

>>40321522
MOAR

>>40319993 (OP)
excuse me if this is prying but its 4chan so here goes
you mentioned that you had a terrible childhood, does that include ur mom? im a bit confused on why shes apparently so amazing, caring, and sweet now if your childhood was so terrible. was it things out of her control? were you seperated from her? or is she part of why it was so bad, and she changed? interested.

>>40323649
It felt weird at first but good in a way, and now I crave it, I want her to diaper me and baby me, and hold me, and cuddle me while I watch cartoons, and put me down for a nap, and everything

>>40323685
She was, my therapist said it was because she could recognize I was regressing and her maternal instincts kinda kicked in because it reminded her of when I was an infant, I’m sad that I shot it down cause it felt weird, I wish I could go visit her and be super little with her

>>40323839
It’s not fake, full story is somewhat there, I remember telling my partner about it and then telling her to stop, I crave it all over again, not to mention the reason she knows about my incest kink is because I invited my big brother to an incest server as a shitpost and he got really mad at me, here’s my mom texting me after I tried to play it off as a server for TCOAAL, she saw some of the messages of me saying I wanted to fuck my big brother

>>40326160
She changed, I realize that she was being abused by my dad and basically immediately after my PTSD diagnosis she became super supportive, the diapers can after I think? Because that was around the same time she was trying to be really supportive of me, I miss it a lot, it was barely anything, I think there was one time I cuddled her when I was feeling little and I wasn’t even in diapers, but nonetheless I really really miss it, I want her to treat me like that again

>>40328011
NTA but you should probably just try to talk to her and be open about it, like what kind of circumstances would've changed that made her not treat you like that anymore.

>>40328067
Well, I guess the PTSD diagnosis made her realize how poorly they treated me, but it just made my dad double down, I know after I left she threatened divorce if dad didn’t go to therapy with her, but it’s wack cause he was an asshole to therapist and would yell about how he’s happy he gave me PTSD cause he thinks he taught me a lesson, I really miss my mom, I want her to baby me so bad not to mention I want to fuck her really bad, I’m a weird diaper wearing incestuous little freak but somehow she’s still supportive of me and still loves me

>>40328171
I mean i do get the part about wanting your parent to love you, whether you're regressing or not.
but...
> I want to fuck her really bad
uhhhhhh......

did the two of them end up divorcing, is your dad still with her?

that's fucking wild man

>>40319993 (OP)
>21 year old short trans girl, baby faced, get confused for a 13 year old, get called cute
Asian in a white country or lying

>>40328211
Sadly my dad is still with her

>>40328241
What do you think, I’m Hispanic

>>40319993 (OP)
trans girls need their diapies !

>>40329481
I GOT MENTIONED ON TWITTER

>>40319993 (OP)
its your fate anon,
if youre destined to be a diaper tranny youll be and you wont be able to run alway from it.

I never liked it, but after srs I lost complete control of my bladder due to a mistake from the doctor. Now I use diaper 24/7, at first I felt really bad, but now I kind enjoy not having to go the toilet and just releasing it anywhere

>>40328504
does ur dad know abt the diap stuff

>>40328514

P cute, I'd change you desu

>>40319993 (OP)
i keep trying to quit diapers but im in bunnyhopps rn. ig its just impossible for a trans girl to give up her diapers. i wanna throw all of mine away but i end up putting one on and remembering its soooo cozy and comforting :(

>>40319993 (OP)
Holy fuck, rope now. I don't care how you do it. You actually don't deserve to be alive. You are a subhuman pedophile and I wholeheartedly hope you get doxxed and lynched.

>>40329785
He does but he hates me, he has to wear briefs cause he has full on urinary and bowel paralysis, but he would tell me I don’t need mine and I’m just over exaggerating

>>40330050
It’s okay to like your diapers, don’t quit it, no matter what people say, you’re okay and valid to feel more comfortable being the little girl that you still are

>>40330050
Don’t quit them, it’s okay, no matter what people say you deserve to feel safe and comfy and loved, you deserve to live as the little girl that you still are, if you need that time, if you need that comfort, that’s good, that means you’re capable of recognizing what you need to heal

I had rumbles in my tummy, I tried to fart but instead I
BLORT BLORT BLOOOOOORT

Can't you just do shrooms if you want a rebirth so bad?

>>40331275
It shouldn’t be that easy to shit yourself, unless you’re taking laxatives or intentionally pushing, you should naturally be able to hold it, not to put you down, but to literally put you down, it’s the most unsanitary thing next to almost nothing

>>40331638
Will that really make me baby? I already have a TBI and autism so I’m pretty baby brained as is, but can I truly achieve baby brain with this method