I hope all of you have a good time, with much happiness and wellbeing, I love all of you anons, wish you all the best!

>>40320223 (OP)
i wish i had a happy thing to say but i am not happy at all rn :c

>>40320271
I can hear your worries if you want, let it all out anon, it's therapeutic, maybe even allow yourself to cry once in a while.

>>40320271
why arent you happy

>>40320223 (OP)
I haven't been happy in 4 years

>>40320337
You will find happiness, I am willing it right now!

>>40320319
>>40320321
its hard to say honestly but i guess im feeling terrible about my body and especially my height and i feel like im transitioning for nothing because my dysphoria is fake because if it was real i wouldve figured all of this out sooner and not been a retarded gigantic midshit. so maybe i should just go off hrt but somehow i think i do feel better on it and i had a nightmare last time i went off that made me feel terrible so maybe i wont but idk. i dont want to look at my body i dont want to get up it makes me aware of myself and im gonna be alone forever not only cuz im ugly but also because i have 5 million mental issues to figure out and im stuck forever. idk...

>>40320223 (OP)
the more scars on my body, the prettier I become.

>>40320384
Crying helps, and knowing you're transitioning for you, and not for anyone else also helps, you are not ugly, you will not be alone forever either, don't be too harsh on yourself anonette.

>>40320398
untrue! it is actually quite bad for you to cut yourself

>>40320398
Those scars are your battle scars, but you have to win that battle, cutting will not solve your problems, it will just perpetuate negativity that will lead to even more cutting.

>>40320344
kill yourself

>>40320443
No, why are you angry anon? Do you want to talk about it?

>>40320452
That's not the same anon you initially responded to. I am. And I appreciate your words of hope.

>>40320480
Thanks! I will keep you in my mind for a while, maybe something opens up for you and you find an endless stream of happiness in your life!

>>40320420
but what happens if i regret it? if im faking dysphoria and dont realize it what if i wake up one morning and its gone? and itll be so easy to go back because i have the most masculine body ever and i couldve prevented that at least slightly if i didnt waste time being scared. ive wasted my whole life and all around my are people just casually living theirs and its entirely my fault

>>40320501
you're an ignorant presumptuous kike who has little awareness of how things can be to be honest

>>40320503
>but what happens if i regret it? if im faking dysphoria and dont realize it what if i wake up one morning and its gone?
Be in the present moment and think about such things when they do happen and if they even happen.
>ive wasted my whole life and all around my are people just casually living theirs and its entirely my fault
You didn't waste your whole life, you're also living right now, you're alive! And hopefully you'll live for many more years while you carve your own little piece of happiness!

>>40320547
Still want to talk about it anon? I will hear.

>>40320223 (OP)
I hope all of you have a bad time, with much sadness and unwellbeing, I hate all of you anons, wish you all the worst!

>>40320223 (OP)
thanks qutiepye

may Ellaphae bless all who seek to spread kindness and love )*

i just watched dota for the first time in a few years and its so wildly different then it used to be im scared to try it o.o

>>40320577
I hope you find healing from such unwholesome thoughts.

Thanks

>>40320223 (OP)
Yay! Positivity, I'm wretching... Jk, I like happiness. Sprinkle happiness glitter everywhere! :.:..:.:.:..:::.: ;3