I'm fairly masculine rn on account of the trt I'm on (I actually needed it, my levels were making me depressed and sluggish). But I've been fascinated with the female form for a long time now, not that I wanna become a women. I hate women. But fuck me if I don't want a twinkish body with a nice round ass.

I'm not talking about merely doing squats and learning makeup, I'm talking estrogen, hip implants (got a bubbly booty as i write this but ive got hank hill hips), maybe even ffs (lower and middle thirds are fine but my brow ridge is very pronounced).

I guess all of this would make me non binary to a lot of people but I don't care. The only thing I'm afraid of is ending up looking like a freak show to the uninitiated. I don't wanna be like any of those grotesque drag queens. I just want to be androgynous and sexy and see how life feels on estrogen.

Ps: if you have any, please post pics of those mtf before and after of steroid bros that ditched T for E

if you want to be feminine then stop taking testosterone NOW before it gets worse

>>40327103
I actually just got done with my last vial. I was about to order more but I started thinking about estrogen again. If I do the switch it'll be within the next few days.

>>40327282
do you plan on doing diy?
if you're on test you probably have good baseline knowledge for how to self-administer hormones, but you should definitely consider reading the /hrtgen/ infographics to understand how to do it right. I don't think there's one up right now, but it'll be in the archive

>>40327053 (OP)
what were/are your T levels anon? would you say that the tranny thoughts increased, decreased or stayed from
before trt? how do you feel about growing boobs?
im supportive of people doing whatever with their bodies so i say go for it if thats what you want.
> But I've been fascinated with the female form for a long time now, not that I wanna become a women
what do you mean by this?

>>40327310
DIY, yes, ive been doing my own injections since I started. I'll give a look at that thread thank you anon. This feels familiar lol, I learned everything I know about trt by reading up the r/steroid wiki
>>40327330
Current levels are probably around 1000ng/dl.

>would you say that the tranny thoughts increased, decreased or stayed from
before trt? how do you feel about growing boobs
I wouldn't say I have proper tranny thoughts, like I said I don't wanna be a women. I just want to be a girlier version of myself, it feels right to me. But indont want a vagina and I don't want boobs. if I do get gyno I'll get it removed surgically

>>40327053 (OP)
need raiden bf

>>40327053 (OP)
Does that mean you’re squatting a lot for a bigger ass?

>>40328648
Nevermind im retarded & missed the part where you mentioned the process. I should ask then what’s your goals with your body entirely then? Are you trying to be in shape entirely or is it exclusively about dat azz?

>>40327053 (OP)
Be a himbo. Be ottermode with a phat ass and fluffy hair. Don't get on E on a whim, that's dumb. Just enjoy the five to ten years you have to be cute in a guy way and then move on. You obviously are not trans and femboy is a porn term divorced from real life.

wat are u doing to have a phat ass as a dude? this mindset is similar to mine but i thought no one else would ever think like that and that it was also impossible. i dont want to take hormones but if theres some secret diet and workout routine to make your ass jiggle tell me please.

>>40329158
A lot of it really does come down to genetics. Just be honest, are you a skeleton with a window pan ass?

>>40329225
YOU COULD SAY THAT. id like to give myself a little more credit but i definitely dont have the bones for it when it comes to hips and its hard enough for me to gain weight let alone allocate it to my ass.

>>40328676
I do plan on starting to focus a lot more on lower body exercises. I want to be a lean oversized twink with a nice round butt along with some hips.

>>40328985
Himbo is cool but it doesn't call to me, traditional masculine look is just kind of boring to me. Hoping on E isn't a whim, it's an idea ive been toying with for a few years. I don't just want the external changes, I'm equally intrigued by the potential of psychological changes. I wanna know what sex feels like on E, I wanna know if my color perception will change, I wanna know how life feels like with bigger emotions, etc

>>40329158
There's no secrets. You could do squats and hip thrusts but your skin will still be the firm one of a normal man. I seek actual result using every means available to me (which requires a decent amount of disposable income i might add, but it's probably less than you think). And truly, besides ffs, all of it is reversible. Hip implants can be removed, I could drop E and go back on T at any point (I'm not risking anything coz my natural production is already shit)

>>40329372
honestly u make fair points, got me thinking

>>40329372
Assuming that everthing is reversable and that you can just switch between hormones and put in and take out implants like you are doing character creation is a great way to utterly fuck up your body.

>>40329296
Make sure you protein max then. If you get a desired bubble butt, can we fight?

>>40329518
Im not assuming anything, I have done indepth research on everything im speaking. Tell me where I'm wrong. Hint: if you could you would've done it already instead of vaguely gesturing. Yeah, I do treat as as some sort of character creation because that's what's possible nowadays. Jeez just look at >>40327310 pic. And that's like a middle aged man doing it, not some baby faced 20 something like me

>>40329639
>If you get a desired bubble butt, can we fight?
wdym thinking_emoji

>>40327053 (OP)
Can I forcefem you?

>>40329903
Oh ya know, just some tussling : |

Swear, no joke, no ulterior motives haha! Just two bros in underwear maybe…ya know?

>>40329917
Thanks but no
>>40329969
Sounds gay

>>40330045
Promise it’s not gay, it’ll add to ass muscle, science says so