Gonna be 27 soon and I'm already tired of life.

>>40334417 (OP)
You're awakening, cherish it

I got tired at 11 why the hell did it take you so long

>>40334417 (OP)
Is that real?

>>40334417 (OP)
Ye I'm 25, right there with you. I had a few dreams. But I couldn't get a handle on my mental illness that my parents and my fucked up body caused before it ruined my life. Crazy how society lets anyone have a kid and then when they kill themselves or others it's 'sad' and not a purposeful systematic failure. As if it's not natalists with slave mindsets bringing you into the world, sitting you down and telling you to your face 'I wanted to be happy. And you just have to suck it up and pay the price for other's happiness. You're a casualty. You don't like it? Well too bad, can't be unraped. I'm also unhappy. Yet somehow our existence is good.' I would personally kill every living thing on the planet with my bare hands if it meant there were no more living things. What an abomination all life is, not just human society. That is the only job I would gladly sign up for otherwise you can keep all this bullshit that I never asked for.

does anyone else look at old people's lives and think wow 90% of them are just not worth living and most of them just have some kind of coping mechanism because it's not fun enough by itself to be worth it
even being 20 years old sucked. you know when life peaked? 14 hanging with friends. let's be honest, most of us are the same.

life feels like a scam. why did they raise us on shit like harry potter and lord of the rings, it makes real life look like such dogshit by comparison. imagine the highlight of your 20's being that one failed relationship you had, well that's going to be reality for most of us. lmao. literally WHY LIVE

>>40334417 (OP)
>tfw transitioned at 25
>now 26 and finally living life
it's looking up for me

>>40334537
youre meant to be in a tribe of your close friends and family doing nothing in particular for your entire life

>>40334537
the human existence was never meant to be fun or fulfilling. we're just dumb animals made up of a bunch of conflicting evolutionary drives stuck in a modern world where those instincts are mostly obsolete. just do stuff that feels fun until you die

>>40335134
based hopeposter
need less doom and gloom on this board

>>40334417 (OP)
start carrying a white bic lighter on you

>>40335134
Hell ya

Meh, life was always pretty shit for me at any age. Objectively yea, getting old means you are less capable, but I doubt happiness is really dependent on capability.

>>40334417 (OP)
26 here. I’m financially independent, but still on my own. Still trying to figure out what I want in life. I don’t want to just live a boring NPC existence. I’m bored with life but I don’t want to kms

Wait til you're 28. And going through PAWS. And are currently fumbling a bad chick.
>>40334435
Also this

>>40336352
Same. But I'm 32. Figure it out fast, sis. The main character to NPC pipeline is painful.

29>>28 by far

>27
holy boomerhon, just rope already

life got no meaning or purpose. yet, we are trapped in this capitalist dystopia

>>40334435
yeah - awakening to the fact life is fucking gay and not really worth living

>>40334537
https://www.youtube.com/watch?v=mPTCq3LiZSE
because we are fellow strugglers
do whats right even though it makes no sense at all
find the beauty in an abstract painting.
death is no answer, so we just continue living

>>40334417 (OP)
30 and tired of life chiming in