Aka my doro

A. My A. I miss my A so fucking much.

Please /tttt/, there has got to be a gameplan. I just can't replace the only woman who has ever loved me. The first woman who sent me a physical letter in the mail. The first woman who ever called me from her job to talk to me.

I can't take it. I can't take my shitty fucking life. I'm in hell but I deserve to be.

>>40339937 (OP)
Find someone else. Obsessing over an ex isn’t going to get them back or make them magically want you again. Move on, it’s ok to be on your own, get your shit together

>>40340011
>Find someone else.

DURRRR EVERYONE FUCKING SAYS THAT YOU THINK I'D BE HERE LAMENTING A IF IT WAS SO FUCKING EASY

>it’s ok to be on your own

It's really not, but people definitely lie and cope to themselves by saying this.

>>40339937 (OP)
I like seeing you suffer openly

>>40340157
I know. Most transwomen are pretty evil

why do you run away every time someone confronts you with how this whole situation is your own fault and that you've been harassing Amy for 3 years even though she's already got a wedding date set with her successful boyfriend? Do you even have a job?

As I posted in the previous thread:
You blocked her. You pushed her away. You harassed her. You posted her photos and tried to dox her. You made AI porn of her. You tried to blackmail her with Vocaroos, even though you know she doesn't even post here. You are delusional stalker trash. I hope you never get over her and suffer forever. Now do what you always do when someone confronts you with the truth and run away from this thread.

>>40340719
I never asked to be born as a low IQ mutt and to live without a father and I wish I had never been born to drag people down, because I'm just a beast living off instincts.

>>40340719
I understand now that I'm unlovable. Amy was doing charity and I didn't know how to make myself better because I'm dirt poor garbage.

Please also understand, in their last throes, monsters thrash about, and that's all I am doing now.

>>40340719
thats what happened with the girl?
fucking hell, what a piece o shit op is

>>40340984
>Guy who spams threads about how much he misses his ex for years is a weird psycho
Many such cases.
I'd say he should move on and find a new GF but really burdening another poor girl with his bullshit seems unnecessarily cruel to her.

>>40340888
You've been thrashing for three fucking years with these daily shit posts. Stop making what you're doing so dramatic you narcissistic freak stalker and admit you are harassing this poor woman. Then - and this is the key part - stop harassing her. Make a fucking journal and write there instead of shitting up the board.

>>40341161
>Three years
>Daily
Please tell me this is hyperbole.

>>40341185
Nowhere near daily as I had my ups where I thought I was over it.

>>40340777
A dog knows when to give up, and never makes excuses. You aren't a "beast living off instincts", that's just a pathetic cope. You're a manipulative man trying to control a woman who escaped you. Your narcissistic injury makes you unable to take accountability. Stop using instincts as an excuse and take responsibility for your actions. You fucked up, so stop making that everyone else's problem, stalker. Acknowledge your mistakes were made by a rational actor and live with them. Maybe you'll never get another woman as long as you live, but at least you can live with integrity.