I’m just about 4 years on HRT and only just started girlmoding. so far it’s been awful. some of my coworkers are superficially supportive and use my girl name but only ever call me “he” or “they” aside from the small handful of other mtfs I work with. customers are still exclusively “he” and “sir” despite having a girl name on my name tag. a customer in the drive thru said what a “handsome young man” I was and I almost started crying a bit later. I’ll never be a girl in any way that matters and nobody ACTUALLY, AUTHENTICALLY sees me as one. is there any reason not to just keep taking the HRT for my own sake and go back to presenting as a normal, slightly fruity guy? how hard is it to put this back in the bottle now that it’s been let out?

>>40341385 (OP)
you have graduated to permanent manmoder anon. im sorry.

i guess you can't control how others see you, can being a girl in private keep you sane at least?

>>40341424
in what sense? I don’t wear overly girly clothing ever because it makes me more dysphoric by highlighting just how wrong anything feminine looks on me and how masculine my body is. HRT has helped a lot psychologically but done little physically. if anything I actively want to go back to being more withdrawn and isolated at this point.


>>40341416
trvth nvke

>>40341504
>done little physically
what has it done for you? did you at the very least, get skin softening or breast buds?

>>40341385 (OP)
well i want to be a king but nobody addresses me as "your majesty" because im not a king and never will be.

>>40343189
>how to cure AGP in one picture

>>40343049
skin is softer, lost a little muscle mass and I technically have breast buds but just barely

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