how am i supposed to forgive my parents for not letting me transition when i was 15? now i'll never be normal

>>40342256 (OP)
just be grateful that you knew at 15. that already makes you better than 90% of us

(you probably won't, and shouldn't forgive them desu)

>>40342263
grateful for what? knowing that my life and body were being mutilated and wasted for 6 years?

>>40342263
I knew it when I was 14, what's even good about that?

>>40342256 (OP)
my mom wants me to call her. i want to throw up. i don't know what else i can say to her

>>40342256 (OP)
nona you would've been a hon at 15

>>40343000
i passed prehrt until i was nearly 20...

>>40343026
if you knew at 15, why on earth would you not have gotten on hrt sooner?

>>40343044
i tried to get diy, but i could never get it delivered safely. i couldn't find a doctor who would prescribe it until i was 20 and living by myself.

Had you transitioned prior to 15 and not been successful in life (however your parents define that), they would've never forgiven themselves.

It was never a choice for them or for any empathetic parent.

>>40342281
>grateful for what? knowing that my life and body were being mutilated and wasted for 6 years
15+6=21
3 of those years where on you.

>>40343245
yeah i wanted to kill myself and was catatonically depressed. i didn't get out of bed for nearly an entire one of those years

As if you would have been normal even then lol

>>40342256 (OP)
Only you can help yourself if your not normal thats your fault also being a tranny isnt normal dip shit

>>40342256 (OP)
lmao op thats literally my story as well
and i dont know how to help you. every few days these feelings starts to come back and i start to feel bitterness, resentment, grudge towards them
i really dont know, maybe time will make it better, i hope so

>>40343732
Sounds like you're mad at yourself

>>40342256 (OP)
same my mom flipped out when she found out I was trans at like 15 so I just repressed until I went to uni and got it on my own. sometimes I'll go back and look at pictures of myself when I was younger just to see what maybe could have been.

>>40344288
i started diy when i was 15, and was forced to stop. i did my part. their abuse for years is what made me suicidal

>>40344312
nta i do this too. it sucks. but its ok. life goes on, and im pretty happy now

>>40345161
life dose indeed go on. I wish I could say the same but I've been pretty sad for as long as I can remember.