I am a trans woman repressing being a cis man

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>>40343015
yeah, it sucks

>>40343003 (OP)
Many such cases of transwomen being men on the inside these days. Hopefully someday they can style their outside to more effect how they feel inside in spite of society

>>40343003 (OP)
So a future detransitioner, then?

>>40343003 (OP)
What does this even mean? You were born a man, feel like you're supposed to be a man, but went trans along the way, now you revel in feeling like you're "outside of your true body" even though that's what you started with?

>>40343064
I've already detransed. It's just my stupid brain not giving me any peace and still trying to convince me I should transition and that I am actually dysphoric when I am not

>>40343066
All it means is that I am a cis man and unable to enjoy being a cis man, because that would mean throwing away the chance of being a trans woman. I hate the effects of estrogen, but I would love to love them, or just stop wanting to love them

>>40343003 (OP)
Accept that you're a mix of both and have wires in your brain criss-crossing all over the place.

Good luck finding happiness. We are all, unfortunately, completely unique snowflakes with an incredibly complex sexuality/personality.

There is no answer but the one inside your head. Try things and see if you like the general idea.

If all else fails, be yourself.

My recent breakthrough was realizing I like tea with oatmilk.

>>40343003 (OP)
hahaha okay grandma let's get you to bed

>>40343226
Sounds like a cursed existence, where both options are unsatisfactory. I have no issues with being outside the norm in every other way, but all of this gender bs is ruining my life
Being myself also isn't an option. I lack an inner sense of self

I'll have to try tea with oatmilk someday, sounds interesting

>>40343235
I woke up not long ago and had some great coffee. Don't want to sleep rn

>>40343235
lil unc getting uppity even tho he only a few years from 30

>>40343309
the lack of inner sense of self is a feminine trait unfortunately. Men are supposed to be stir crazy wolves on the hunt for pussy (which gets them onto all sorts of 'adventures'), and women just kinda mill around waiting to see what comes there way while preening and looking good. This always gets them wrapped up in whatever crazy shit the guy has found.

I got the aimless trait too, but am otherwise a confidant dude. I didnt get the vanity trait lol. So im just wandering through life lol.

I think a lot of trans people transition just to get attention and guys to liven up their lives, even if they arent into dudes- theyre usually submissive enough to blow them. eg contrapoints. Its kinda funny in a way.

Anyways if there was a solution this board would have found it by now.

>>40343437
Feminine and masculine traits are all socially constructed either way, so even if having no sense of self were to be a feminine traits, it's not an inherently feminine trait, but one imposed by society.
I can't even imagine how not having a inner sense of self can be gendered though, since the lack of one is inherently also implying the lack of sense of gender to me.

I am also of the opinion that if transing your gender in any way shape or form is directly improving your life, it's a sign of some form of gender dysphoria, no matter how superficial the reasoning might appear to oneself or to others

>>40343525
thats a load of bullshit. Look up prenatal hormone theory. Credible science shows how certain processes block testosterone from binding with the brain. The process can be full feminization, or partial, with no know method of deciding which cells are blocked or not from being feminized. IE: the process is random besides how much is blocked overall. This why you can have gay tops, gay bottoms, straight bottoms, straight tops etc.

there are feminine traits and their are masculine traits. It is not only a social construct

>>40343572
Determinism is cringe. Plenty of exceptions to those rules. Plenty of tops with the wrong digit ratio

>>40343601
Finger growth isnt the brain and almost every study on it recognizes that. Don't move the goalpost. Androgen receptors play a huge role in this entire board and it gives us a clue to understanding ourselves.

There's more than just 'dysphoria' at play here. Theres a whole checkerboard of switches to flip.

>>40343572
No, definitely there's inherent "feminine" features and behaviors, the problem here is that society tries to shun those that don't follow their assigned gender traits, however they shouldn't dictate how you feel and express yourself, let them single you out, use that exclusion as a pedestal, a throne.

>>40343572
>>40343656
>>40343927
Prenatal hormone theory is probably the best theory we have right now that explains what causes transness in an individual, and with how little cissoids actually care about trans people, it will probably remain the best theory for quite a while.
Having clear gender incongruency in the form of gender dysphoria is something immutable and definitely not influenced by societal machinations. I'd still argue though that most masculine/feminine traits are mostly perceived as such because of the culture surrounding them.
Nurture plays just as big of a role as nature in this