>was staying with my aunt one summer when I was 12
>she came home early from work and walked right in on me wearing her dress
>ran and hid in bathroom
>she said it was ok and said she'd let me wear more if I wanted
>said yes and she dressed me up in a bunch of clothes and put makeup on me and we went and got ice cream with me dressed as a girl
>never told my mom
>said asked later if I wanted to do that again
>said no
>nothing like that ever happened again
>now old busted repper
I'm so fucking retarded and I hate myself. That was the only happy day in my life
absolutely gut wrenching. just how I like it.
Remember, if you troon out now you're "bad optics" and you're "destroying innocent people's lives" because you're too old for these groomers.
This is why, unironically, you need to make sure nobody else is allowed to do any troony shit before they're at least in their 50s.
>>40345451i repressed until I was 39. It's never too late to be yourself
>>40345302 (OP)man up. take some steroids, go chop some wood, go hunting, embrace your masculinity
>>40345565She (aunt) has had several bad relationships, got on drugs and quit, and has had several sad episodes to family complaining about how she never had kids so I think maybe thats why she wanted to dress me up. If I wasn't a fuckin coward maybe I could have saved bothvof us
>>40345832Have fantasies where you had sex with your aunt at age 12 dressed up as a girl
Reminds me when I was in middle school and started showing signs of gender dysphoria, my mother invited me to a women's only tea party at my aunts house, I was happy but completely froze when I was around all those strangers, my mother and aunt were trying to get me to open up, but when I didn't they were convinced I wasn't trans and then I suffered in silence until I was 21 and started hrt after already reaching my projected height and voice dropping
But now I don't look like a man, it's half and half where I'm either seen as a tall androgynous child or kinda cute but visibly trans girl, appearance wise estrogen saved me but if I took it sooner my height wouldn't single me out
>>40345451next year it'll be 40. start now.
>>40345302 (OP)>>said yes and she dressed me up in a bunch of clothes and put makeup on me and we went and got ice cream with me dressed as a girlWow this is like something from a manga
>>40345881>my mother and aunt were trying to get me to open up, but when I didn't they were convinced I wasn't transcis people are so bizarre
>>40345881If you don't mind talking about it, what were their reactions when you did go on hrt?
We worms love this thread lol
Don't listen to the people telling you to stop repping.
They want you to be as messed as them.
>>40345794Is good advice.
>>40345451this playthrough is spoilt!
>>40346592*logs onto tranny website * yeah so cutting a tree down made me forget about being a woman
>>40346604>noooo I've tried nothing and I failedno wonder you trooned out. weak willed. doesn't mean everyone else has to though.
>>40346587Back off *holds silver cross hollowed out with damaticetous earth*
>>40346558she wasn't surprised, but felt like she failed me for me feeling like i couldn't express to her that i wanted to be a girl, and that because i didn't start hrt sooner I would probably be the subject of violence and work discrimination
like she actually wanted a daughter, but i ended up being a twinkhon
part of her is happy that she has someone to relate too over feminine things, but another part feels remorse that I stick out and will never have a semi-normal life
>>40346587How does anon think intestinal worms are transmitted?
