>tell myself I'll only drink once a week
>drank wednesday
>fiending for a drink right now
fuck man i just wanna feel happy and relaxed and shitpost on 4chan but i gotta take care of my health or something so i'll just spend tonight miserable probably.

>>40353601 (OP)
would it be reasonable to just get rid of your alcohol? or at least move it someplace else? with a friend you could trust not to let you overindulge?

>>40353606
I don't actually have any on hand right now, would need to go to the store.

>>40353609
mm....i suppose that is even better
you are strong anon and you know that. the desire is temporary. it will fade and you will be okay. i am rooting for you and i know you do not need it :)

>>40353623
Thanks anon :]. The temptation to give up entirely is strong because things already suck but I know that if I do I really won't be able to turn things around when I inevitably regret it.

>>40353635
i know the feel too well :( we will make it through. it is hard to find the clarity when you are in the trenches but i try to remind myself that things usually seem worse in the moment than they are in actuality..godspeed anon <3 at the very least i hope you have a good night