I just had a dream about my ex trans wife today. I wish she never cheated on me. Oh well. Another day of repressing my love. No matter what I do, I still think about her at least 2 times a day deeply. Trying to snap out of the dreamworld. Trying to acknowledge the reality of what she did to me and that whatever I had to do was only to save what was left of my dignity.

>>40354787 (OP)
I presented her to my parents. We dated for over a year. I bet most people here wouldn't ever present a tranny to their parents and marry them. I really really tried to make her feel appreciated and make her feel she's just as good as a "real" woman.

But after everything we'd been through together, she still betrayed me. And now I lost something special. I don't even want to date anymore

>>40354787 (OP)
are you mtf? did she pass?