why do i like being called a faggot while also having a praise kink? sometimes it feels like my brain is playing games with me, because i like being called a good boy but i also like being called a useless faggot :/

>>40362152 (OP)
Good boy is still degrading, just in a different way. It’s subtly patronizing while getting called a faggot is openly hateful and dismissive.

because its easier to give in to homophobia than fight back, and sexualizing the cruelty you face for being same sex attracted is your way of coping with what otherwise would be painful and damaging emotions that you don't feel you can get justice for

>>40362163
>>40362152 (OP)
So basically you don’t have a praise kink, just a degradation kink. But one of your degradation phrases that makes you horny is positive enough that it seems like praise when it’s actually just more degradation,

>>40362152 (OP)
my brother started calling me a faggot and I have to try so hard to play it off and act cool because if I screamed out "STOP IM INTO THAT" then that's it, im out of the closet : (

>>40362172
flashbacks to middle school >_>
>>40362182
its hard to explain to explain to romantic partners that im into degredation :(

>>40362152 (OP)
Can relate
>>40362172
>SSA
Are you Mormon by any chance?
>>40362197
You poor thing

>>40362235
>Are you Mormon by any chance?
no, just accounting for agps being bisexual not truhomos

>>40362219
degradation is literally one of the stock kinks for foids. it’s not hard to explain at all and most people will understand it. as a matter of fact, most experienced men have dealt with someone having this kink before and even autistic virgins are aware of its existence from being chronically online.
you’re not as fucked up or special as you think you are.

>>40362152 (OP)
But are you a good boy or a useless faggot?

>>40362241
Ah, just retarded

>>40362258
mmmm,,
depends on the mood desu ;3

>>40362504
Sounds like an answer from THE most useless faggot : D

>>40362545
i cant choose things on my own so i guess thats pretty accurate ^_^

>>40362757
>Can’t choose things for themselves
>Takes their demeaning nomination as the leading useless faggot with gratitude
I’d have fun with you dear god 0_0

>>40362849
>Takes their demeaning nomination as the leading useless faggot with gratitude
i already said i like it so i appreciate you saying it x3