what's the stupidest thing that makes you feel dysphoric? And how do you deal with that?
As a ftm, for me it's the way I text and some of the hobbies I have, for example I worry that the music I listen to is too femalebrained, or I'm scared that my art looks like it was made by a woman

>>40365813 (OP)
Crying/ being emotionally vulnerable with people
Being bad at games i like or trying to use easy mode

>>40365813 (OP)
stupidest thing?

My knees. I can't get over thinking they're male-coded and I have no idea why. Trying to wear shorts this summer to exposure-therapy my way out of it.

t. MTF

>>40365830
lmao same haha. I hate my knees and also my elbows, ftm

>>40365813 (OP)
Probably my media taste.
Favorite game is skullgirls. A sweaty ass fighting game about comically sexy women beating the shit out of each other.

I also love comic books and pinball machines.. the most fem intrest i have is peanuts (the comic strip) and sonic the hedgehog.

My music taste is mostly 90s indie rock and rap. My favoeite album is a semi obscure 1999 indie rock record beloved by music nerds the general public has never heard of (emergency & i is the album name)

>>40365875
You seem like you have great taste in music anon, leave some recs!

>>40365890
Heres my top 100, its dully ranked so higher on the list the more i like it. feel free to pick out whatever seems interesting to you :)

>>40365813 (OP)
being able to open jars women can't

>>40365913
holy shi i have like a quarter of those albums downloaded, thx

>>40365813 (OP)
having periods. yes, pain and blood and all. the fact that ill never deal with the looming pain and discomfort and need to worry about tampons and stuff makes me feel awful and people think im insane because of it (i am but for other reasons)

>>40365813 (OP)
same over here, im so afraid my music taste and the things i like are. nonpassing. or obviously transgender. i like car seat headrest a whole damn lot, listening to how to leave town as im typing this. i feel like people can clock me from that alone it feels like poon music. i also like vocaloid which ... i dont know, feels like its a thing troons love. ive been a fan since i was a kid so.

> t. ftm

>>40366204
Woah htlt is my 2nd fav album lol, wanna get a tattoo of it soon..

If it maked you feel better i think csh is less a tranny thing and more a queer thing. The biggest csh fan ive ever met besides myself was cis

>>40365913
Having a top 100 albums square is extremely malebrained fyi
Good on you for having automatic for the people tho

>>40366241
I am aware. My malebrained tism is simply to powerful. I feel like i soul pass otherwise though which makes me feel a bit better.

Also yeah REMs great, ive listened to there full discog atp. Really love harborcoat rn, had it on repeat for a bit.

>>40365813 (OP)
You might think it's dumb but I relate to the texting thing
>>40366164
Came across a few who share your sentiment
>>40366204
I'd say vocaloid is pretty neutral, just less likely to be aware of it/like it as a man if you're not weeb-adjacent
t. MtF

>>40365813 (OP)
Height (6'2)