>take vyvanse
>faggotry spikes to insane levels
>send pictures of myself naked to my boyfriend unprompted
>brain short-circuits
>have been playing the fucking gta iv theme song at max volume for 2 hours now in an attempt to regain my masculinity and absolve myself of my sins
i hate this shit

>>40372645 (OP)
hmm i was thinking of asking my psychiatrist for a low dose of this vyvanse shit but now idk.
i want something so i can focus cause its hard navigating without much drive pushing me around, but i think something to help me get going would probably do the trick.
but also i fall in/out of horniness during sex my mind is all over the place and i seems to be the place my brain decides to think about everything.
i dont want to do hard drugs unless i can get a script for them.

i got sectioned recently but didnt tell anyone. lol

>>40372645 (OP)
vyvanse is NOT for neurotypical people please remember that it's basically meth
i've been on 70mg vyvanse since i was 5 and i need it to be a normal person, but that dosage would really fuck up a normal person

>>40372664
i would only recommend stimulants as a last resort
they are... very easy to become dependent upon. it's kinda scary. varies from person to person. i only take mine as needed nowadays, i felt like my mind was withering away when i did it daily
as for sex it honestly makes me either really disinterested or extremely horny, it's like flipping a coin. ymmv ofc

>>40372645 (OP)
I should get my adhd gf on vyvanse

>>40372674
im on 30mg sorry i forgot to mention that in the OP
i used to be out of control with it but now i can regulate myself + i have people who can hide it
ritalin was 100x worse