>>40389714i (
>>40373480) have mixed feelings about it. it is definitely one of my favorite books, but it really let me down....i absolutely love the characters, for one. the line "Mario loves Hal so much it makes his heart beat hard." is one of the simplest sentences in the whole book and yet it penetrated my very soul. DFW just has a really authentic and honest way of writing the characters and it's so easy to become invested in all of their individual lives. i love Mario especially, and it helps that he's one of the only unproblematic characters in the book lol.
the writing itself also really got me. i enjoy that the narration adapts to the character who is thinking at the time, as if they're writing their thoughts down in the third person, and i also appreciate the borderline pretentious diction, as someone who loves words.
the piecemeal way the story is constructed is fun, as well, and it has been rewarding to go back and listen to the audiobook after having already finished it, because there are lots of little details in there that i missed my first time around because there was no reason for me to think that they were actually important upon first encountering them.
it's also just really stupid and funny sometimes, and i can't help but like it for that.
what let me down about it was the ending, which i won't spoil. i understand the point is to allow the reader freedom to interpret and construct events on their own, and it is definitely my own problem that it doesn't jive with me, but i really just wish it had gone on for another two or three hundred pages or so. i want gaps filled in. i felt at the end of the book probably similarly to how Gately felt, in his position. maybe that's just really good writing. it probably is. but i still want more.
it's definitely a long book, but it was only ever exhausting to me when i didn't pace myself and tried to read like a hundred pages at a time. i do encourage you to try it again if you ever feel the urge :)